Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Memories of the Past

It's been this late, but it hasn't come home. Where the hell is brother? He's not usually like this. His phone could not be reached, his assistant and manager were also no one to be contacted. I became even more worried, plus Morgan who had not returned my short message since noon. I don't know what's going on with them out there. Are they together now? Thought Ara, who had been very worried about their situation.

"Duh .. Morgan's sister why can't she be connected, anyway? Why did they become on this kind of artisan?" murmured Ara softly, so worried about them.

Upset, anxious, anxious, worried, it feels like everything is getting mixed up at the moment.

Ara pacing no muddle in the courtyard of the house. Finally, he decided to sit in the courtyard while waiting for his brother to return.

"Where not sprained, mobile phone is not activated. No news at all!" ara's grumbling was very upset by the circumstances.

Ara bent her face, like clothes that had not been rubbed. When he was silent, he suddenly remembered his dream time about Reza.

Remembering the nightmare, Ara instantly became mellow. Right now, he is confused, I really miss him or can't move my heart from him? Think Ara.

Ara let out a long sigh, "huft ...."

Ara looked towards the sky, "Reza ... How are you?" muttered Ara Lirih, who suddenly remembered a piece of his story with the former.

In retrospect, on his birthday at that time, I just left without hearing his explanation. So, I don't know what the truth is, thought Ara who began to think back to what she should have done at that time.

But whatever the power, the rice has become porridge. Stay in the love of soy sauce and crackers, let it become more delicious.

"Ah .. What should be explained again? Everything I saw back then proved him wrong! I don't have to be gentle to her," Ara teepis on a constantly softened mind.

For such treason, there was already nothing more to talk about, let alone consider.

Because she missed him a little, Ara immediately saw Reza's social media account.

Will I be strong after seeing the sosmed veranda? Thought Ara, while looking at the account that had appeared on her mobile screen.

"Leave clicked," murmured Ara softly, who was trying to strengthen her heart.

I just want to know Reza's situation right now. Is he okay without me? Or just the opposite? Thought Ara, who was still worried about the situation.

"Ah, but if I squirm it turns out she's fine, and even happy with the girl at that time, how?" Ara reconsidered to stalk Reza.

Worry in his heart kept on growing.

I'm not ready to accept the fact that Reza is okay without me. But, I want to know the news of her, thought Ara who was not in harmony with her conscience.

Ara peeked a little at the screen of her phone, "just a little, no papa ya?" Ara tried to reassure her heart.

Finally, with all the considerations that exist, Ara also saw the contents of the profile of his sosmed account.

There are only a few photos in the room. In fact, Reza used to love photography, and instead told Ara to be her model.

But it turns out that now, he has deleted all the photos of Ara who had perched on his social media homepage, and all their memories.

Ara began to look back at the photos in Reza's account. He saw it from the beginning, and saw a photo of Reza's graduation, wearing a black suit with a white shirt, along with a tie neatly attached.

At that time, they had no relationship anymore. Because of the tragedy on his birthday, who until now was still Ara clearly remembered in his mind.

Ara looked at Reza's photo with sadness, "gue didn't even take a photo with her at that time" murmured Lirih Ara while holding back her feelings of regret.

He replaced it on the next slide photo. Seen Reza who was at the airport with her suitcase, making Ara surprised to see this photo.

Ara mendelik, it turns out that all this time, Reza was not in Indonesia? Thought Ara who was shocked to know the facts.

After breaking up from Ara, they had never been in contact with each other at all. Ara was already inactive on social media, due to too many wounds and memories contained in it, making her temporarily deactivate her account.

Ara pleaded not to believe what she saw.

"Goodbye Indonesia."

The caption that made Ara very surprised.

Why did he leave Indonesia? Is it because of her wishes, or because of the coercion of her family? Thought Ara who was still a mystery to him.

"It turns out that so far, you are not in Indonesia," said Ara who felt rather sad when she found out.

There is a conflict here. The mind next to it is no less turbulent.

Why am I even sad? It's good, so I don't have to cross paths with her anymore, Ara thought.

Ara continued looking at the next slide. Reza is holding a cup of coffee. From his post this time, he really enjoyed his life abroad. In contrast to Ara, who back then painstakingly left her shadow and forgot the fond memories with her.

Ara glared, I regret seeing the homepage of her social media account. Turns out, she's fine without me, Ara thought.

The next slide, Ara sees a photo of Reza playing basketball, making one question come to Ara's mind.

Has he changed his hobby? All this time I never even saw Reza play basketball, Ara thought.

"He's a total cheat! Why is it still the same fit me, he never played basketball. But after breaking up with me, he started playing basketball" said Ara who was annoyed with him.

"But what else am I doing with loe? I'm fine without me on your side. Why do I have to be sprained with loe?" refute Ara.

Ara's feeling is really weird! Sometimes upset, sometimes sad and sometimes missed.

Ara looked at Reza's photo inside. He positioned himself, who was facing himself before him.

Ara's strange attitude reappears, because of her double personality, making Ara have her own world. Not intentionally Ara did this, but because of her trauma that made her become shadowed with an invisible figure, which she saw was similar to herself.