Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Goodbye, Bisma 2

Seen before Ara, a small red box, which Bhishma had just shown Ara. Ara's eyes glared, so surprised he was with the object that Bhishma was holding at this time.

Ara wondered in her heart, wondering if it was true what she saw.

‘What is that in it? Is it possible ...’ Inner Ara while thinking.

Bhishma was smiling proudly, having already shown this little gift to Ara. There was nothing else he could do, to make amends. In fact, this alone was not enough to atone for his sin on Ara.

“What is it, Bis?” asked Ara, who did not want to be too confident, it could not be what Ara expected.

Bisma gave it to Ara, then Ara curiously took it, then opened the small red box.

There is a gold ring with a diamond bead in the center, which is small, which may be the size of Ara's ring finger. Ara was speechless, in awe at this rare sight.

This was the first time Ara had been given a ring by a man. Reza alone, had never given Ara a ring. Though with all the confidence of his love for Reza, Ara hoped that all that would happen. But what happened ....

Uh. Never mind.

It is most difficult to forget the memories of the past.

Ara was a bit moved to see it.

“A-what is this, Bis?” asked Ara who was astonished by what Bhishma gave her.

Inwardly, Ara always thought about the intent of the Bhishma who suddenly gave this to Ara.

‘Why does Bhishma suddenly give you a ring? In fact, we just ended this relationship,’ Inner Ara did not believe what he saw.

Bisma smiled, then lowered her head quickly, then looked back at Ara.

“Hold aja, Ra. I am a jerk. I realize that

...,” said Bisma hanging, making Ara turn her eyes.

‘Yes, really. Loe it's a jerk,’ Inner Ara interrupted.

Ara only interrupted in her heart, not having the heart to reveal it to her.

The atmosphere was too serious, so Ara could not help but change things. Ara should appreciate the goodwill of Bhishma.

“My evil intentions, though, cannot be forgiven. I also realized, if I've not pantes anymore for you, Ra. I already have evil intentions, but easily talk like this to you. But, I don't make it easier for you to accept me again, Ra...” said Bisma in a very sincere tone, “gue just hope, someday, Ra's. Make it possible to stay beside you. Suppose at this time, I am undergoing a stage of punishment because of actions that I should not have done,”, he continued, which was unexpectedly able to make Ara full.

Again, the details of the free-falling tears down, Ara is very easily touched by every word of people.

Bisma grasped Ara's hand gently, “gue please, at least loe take care of this. Because who knows, we are fighting. Later, if the time comes I come back later here, I must find loe ... to make room loe.”

“Deg ...”

Ara's heart felt like it was going to be dislodged, because the speech of Bhishma that turned out to have touched his heart. The words and words of Bhishma he had just spoken, it felt like Ara wanted to ask him to repeat the sentence.

‘He wants to treat me? Ah, that's right? It must be bullshit, Ra! He knew that I had no honor anymore. He almost ruined my self-esteem. Why does he still want to be with me?’ There was an inner war in Ara's heart, making Ara feel all wrong.

What am I supposed to do? Think Ara.

“Loe don't have to answer now, Ra. I was just a little hopeful. I regret everything that happened between us. I realized, only you can make me afraid to lose a woman. And .. I don't deserve a woman like this. Not only loe aja, but it also applies to all the girls that I will later meet there.”

His words sound very sincere. Ara did not hear any awkward tone from her speech. It sounds like he was very sincere this time.

Ara felt very touched by the words of Bhishma this time. Ara was fine before Bhishma revealed these words. But why, his world seems to be spinning upside down?

Ara had already buried her feelings towards Bhishma. But now, he was even touched by his last words.

Uh.

Is it true, Bhishma is proposing to Ara? Give the ring, and give Ara a promise? What should Ara tell him?

“Sorry to make you feel uncomfortable, as long as we are dating. I just hope, one day we are reunited,” murmured Bisma, he stroked Ara's head gently, “gave good care, yes,” message that once again, has touched Arasha's heart.

Bisma smiled at Ara. Ara's tears began to fall, soaking her eyes. He nodded slowly to Bhishma, then accepted the gift.

Don't know if you should be sad or happy this time. This farewell was not what Ara had expected. Undeniably, Ara does still have a little feeling with Bhishma.

Uh.

I was stupid, Ara thought.

Hehe.

Bhishma wiped away Ara's falling tears, and mixed them with rainwater.

“One more time, I say goodbye, yes. Take care of yourself, Ra,” murmured.

The mood seems mellow again.

Bhishma slowly let go of Ara's hand, but, Ara held her back doubtfully from feeling embarrassed. Bhishma looked back at Ara with a smile.

Bisma has to go. He reluctantly let go of Ara's hand, and immediately left because he did not want to make his heart shake again because of Ara.

Ara's heart felt tight. There is a sense of unwillingness to release Bhishma, because his words are sincere and touching.

But it's like this is the story. Ara could only follow the scenario God had made for her.

‘Be careful on the road, Bis ...’ Ara couldn't even utter this one last time, so feeling a deep sense of loss.

Ara knew she could still talk and relate to Bhishma, even though they were separated by distance.

But, still. It feels like it's going to be different.

Bhishma went to leave Ara alone here.

Ara was crying more and more as her lover was away for quite some time, to a place very far away from here.

Unknowingly, her crying became hysterical. Ara can't control herself. Ara has lost someone she loves.

I don't know what this heart wants. On one hand, Ara wanted Bisma to leave her life, on the other, Ara could not see the fact, that Bhishma was actually leaving her side. Instead of ending the relationship, instead start a relationship that is more complicated than now.

Bisma hanged herself. Stupid again, Ara wants to.

Yep.

I was stupid. Very stupid, thought Ara.