Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

Depressions

Hearing Ilham say that, Ara's cry broke instantly, because she was very hysterical to see the heartbreaking reality that happened to her.

Ara was very unaccepting with everything that happened to her. Crying is not enough to make Ara's heart calm. He then beat the chest of the field of Inspiration, as he usually does if he feels very depressed.

Inspiration also already knew it would be like this would be him. However, as hard as his heart Ilham endured his pain which was quite stifling for him.

"Why the hell does this all have to happen to me?" ara shouted in annoyance, making herself even more unable to control her emotions.

Ara was increasingly anxious to beat the chest of Ilham, because her feelings were already very broken, plus also had to lose the child she was carrying.

Inspiration took the initiative to embrace her, no matter what Ara would be like, she just hugged him tightly, not letting Ara lose more control than this.

Even in the arms of Ilham, Ara still beat the chest of Ilham, making Ilham very crowded.

"Aah!!" ara shouted hysterically, because she could not hold back the tears that always came out of her fertilizer.

Inspiration cupped the nape of Ara's head, forcing her to accept a warm embrace from him.

"Sorry," muttered Ilham unheard of by Ara.

Ara still cries for the departure of her love fruit with Morgan, because after all, the child she bears is not guilty. It was their fault, not that the child had to be wrong about it either. The baby was completely innocent.

Her crying was still hysterical, and it broke again when Ilham apologized to her. Ara could not think clearly anymore, nor did she even know how to stop her crying.

Ilham kept his arms around him, trying to channel positive energy to his wife who had just lost her child.

In a bit, Ilham was also very sad about what Ara felt. He understands the feelings of a mother, who has to lose her child.

Inspiration gently caressed Ara's face that was already wet from her tears. He tried to wipe the tears with a trembling hand. Inspiration himself did not know, what he should do to Ara. Can only hug her, and give Ara a shoulder to lean on.

"Everything is yes" murmured Ilham, but Ara ignored him.

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When it was very tired of crying, Ara could only resign, while still being the embrace of Inspiration. Even though it was very late, Ilham still remained faithful to be by his side with a warm embrace, which never stopped to hug him tightly.

Yesterday's incident made Ilham feel very irresponsible. This was all he could do, to make up for all the wrongs he had done, for not being able to protect Ara as well as her fetus.

"Why am I like this, anyway?" murmured Ara softly, who already had no more energy left.

Inspiration still stroked Ara's cheeks, while hugging her very tightly, trying to provide positive energy for Ara, even though she herself did not have much energy anymore.

Inspiration rested her chin on top of Ara's head, "Aren't you hungry? Have we eaten all day?" a soft word of Inspiration, but Ara did not care about it at all.

"Why did all this happen?" lirih Ara was still acting like that.

Ilham let out a long sigh, no longer knowing what to face the woman who had just lost her child.

His life is so empty right now, no longer knowing what to do.

Ara let out a long sigh, trying to calm her mind. Already all day he was just crying over the fate of his life, of course accompanied by Inspiration who always hugged him tightly. Inspiration also can not go anywhere, because he is always hugging Ara. He hasn't eaten since last night.

"Sister, is there no intention of leaving me too?" asked Ara suddenly, making Ilham sigh long.

"Maybe .. later," replied Ilham, making Ara even sadder to hear it.

"Aren't you going too?" asked Ara, making Ilham smile.

"Yes, perhaps," answered the meaningful Inspiration in each of his words.

Ara broke away from Inspiration, then looked at Ilham very cynically.

"Yes, go there! Now go! Don't ever show up in front of me again!" snapped Ara, making Ilham smile confusedly towards her.

"This is ...my house," murmured Ilham, making Ara belittle, for forgetting about this house.

Inspiration shook his head to see Ara's reaction like that. Ilham tried to look at Ara's face with a serious look, making Ara pause for a moment while looking at her beautiful bead.

"I'll definitely go, but not now. Because, there is still you that I have to take care of," said Ilham, making Ara's tears back in her pelupuknya.

Ara looked at Ilham cynically, "Where are you going?" ara asked sarcastically, making Ilham smile at her again.

"Secret," Ilham replied, making Ara look at him in annoyance.

"Why the hell, Brother Ilham always behaved so strangely? Always smiling, in whatever condition I am. Always be quiet when I hurt, always accept everything that has been thrown out of my mouth? Why?" asked Ara, making an Ilham smile instantly fade away.

"That's because you're Ara. If it wasn't Ara, I would never have been like this" Ilham replied, leaving Ara in shock.

"I always hurt Ilham, but why do you understand me again and again?" ask Ara who does not believe in the words of Inspiration.

"Because you are my wife" replied Ilham.

Short, solid and clear. That was all that Ilham told Ara, making Ara even more clueless about the concept of marriage.

"I don't understand! Why isn't Ilham angry that I still have the same feelings as Morgan? Even Brother was not angry, I was pregnant with a child from Morgan," said Ara who wanted to be outspoken with Inspiration that she knew, always held back her feelings.

"Because I'm your husband. I don't think how you are. It is your responsibility to God. The most important thing is, my affection for you, who already deserves to be called a husband," replied Ilham, making Ara again shed her tears.

There is an inner war on Ara, making her even more upset with herself. His heart slowly began to open, because now he no longer had anything to do with Morgan.

Inspiration lowered his head, "If you don't want to be with me anymore, you can go, if you want. Because when you see, my task here turned out to be done," muttered Ilham very softly, making Ara beliciously to hear it from Ilham.