Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

End It Only

Somehow, the more Ara said something to deny the circumstances, the more it also added to Morgan's current annoyance and emotion.

Morgan glared at him, "Gue doesn't need any excuses" Morgan murmured firmly to him.

Duarrrrrrrr

This is the first time Ara has heard Morgan say my word to her.

Ara was crying even louder, but Morgan did not care about it at all this time.

Seeing the situation not conducive at all, Dicky could not let Morgan linger here.

"Udah! Let's go home!" Dicky tries to drag Morgan out of the house, but Morgan, with the rest of his strength, tries to fight him once again.

"No, wait for you!" morgan said, making Dicky stop his steps.

Morgan stared intently at Ara. He came to Ara, and rested before her.

"Arasha ...," cried Morgan who tried her hardest to hold back her feelings towards the girl before her.

Don't let me touch Ara in the slightest and scare her into anything else until she's traumatized, thought Morgan who was still kind enough to face the girl.

Morgan let out a long sigh, and tried to prepare himself to say everything.

"We just break up" Morgan murmured.

Ara spontaneously looked towards Morgan, with a look like an unbeliever.

Silence ensued, shortly after Morgan said goodbye to Ara. Ara's tears were constantly coming out, but Ara could only look at Morgan, and could not say anything.

"Don't you ever see me again" Morgan added then immediately got up and left them there.

Morgan's life is completely ruined now. He might never be able to meet Ara again. However, it is better to further speed up the healing process of his heart because the wound is too deep, and again this can also make Morgan finish his work in America, calmly.

It is also the same as when I saw Meygumi, who was doing it with another man. Now, it also happened to Ara, thought Morgan who was inexhaustible with his fate.

Morgan left Ara easily. Ara was already very messed up at this moment. There was nothing else he could do but cry, lamenting every problem that had happened just a moment ago.

Her crying broke out hysterically, shortly after Morgan left this room.

Someone came, then hugged Ara very tightly. Ara can't do anything anymore. Can only receive a warm hug from this person alone.

"You can cry if you want" she said, which Ara knew very well, it was Dicky's voice.

Psychologist and friend of her ex-boyfriend. Ara hugged him tightly, to the point of not letting go. He was crying in his arms.

I've lost everything! I've lost my honor, lost my love and lost her who took all that away from me. My life instantly became empty, thought Ara who was lamenting everything she had been through with Morgan.

Dicky always wiped Ara's tears out. Ara felt that she had failed to become a classy woman.

"Where is the promise he said he wouldn't leave me?" ara shouted hysterically.

Dicky stroked Ara's hair, occasionally dipping it. Now, Ara felt very devastated, not knowing what else to do.

"I'll hear you a story, if you're willing. Meet me tomorrow at the cafe near the campus at 11 p.m.," murmured Dicky softly, Ara nodded.

If it was enough, Dicky ended it all.

Dicky glanced at Ilham who was still lying on the floor, "But before, I had to clean up this mess first" Dicky said.

Dicky immediately carried Ilham and laid him on the sofa. When he finished his work, Dicky looked at Ara.

"See you later," he said, making Ara nod small towards him.

Dicky leaves Ara alone there, leaving him even more muddled by Dicky's departure from his current side.

Ara was still contemplating her fate. He still could not get out of his place.

I didn't expect this to make my relationship with Morgan a mess. Maybe from Morgan's point of view, it looks the wrong point of view because of the Inspiration that backs him, making my face covered with the head of Inspiration, thought Ara who still did not accept the reality that had made him hurt.

Ara stepped towards the bathroom. He opened the bathroom door limply.

"Surk ...."

He opened the water tap, and let the running water hit his entire body. He squeezed hard on his hair, until some of his hair fell out, because it could not resist the pull that quite hard.

"Nrank ...."

Ara was sitting limp on the bathroom floor. This made her unable to feel anything anymore.

Like a dead light, uhh .. numb.

Ara let the water wander out of her body, even though the atmosphere tonight was already very cold.

After washing her body, Ara prepared to dry it, and immediately put on the nightgown she took.

Ara stepped up, breaking down her body and pulling the blanket. His life is so ruined now.

He had already taken everything, and now he was leaving easily, Ara thought.

Ara felt unable to hold back her tears. Instantly, drop after drop came out, and flooded his cheeks. He did not even dare to look at himself in the mirror right now. It must be more like a zombie.

Ara hugged the bolster she was holding.

It felt no more comfortable than Morgan's embrace, Ara thought.

He looked at his fate this time. He could only look at the dim ceiling of his room.

Why is it all happening? Why is it all going so fast? I started accepting Morgan in my heart, but this unexpected event came and broke everything. If only I hadn't told Ilham to stay here. If Morgan hadn't come. If only everything had not happened, thought Ara who regretted all her deeds.

Ara had already spent her time in vain. Apparently, he fell in love with the wrong person.

Tears were constantly falling, soaking every side of the pillow that was where it rested.

I shouldn't have acted rashly and didn't accept Morgan this fast. Everything Morgan did was enough to drive myself crazy, thought Ara who regretted her feelings for Morgan.

The pain he felt when he was in a relationship with Reza, now he must feel also with Morgan.

It is like a law in love. There will come and go in every relationship.

Instantly the bolsters that Ara hugged became wet, due to her tears. Ara never thought she would feel the loss a second time. But now Ara felt it again.

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