Trapped in Love Lecturer Idiot

The True Galau

"Since at the tomb yesterday, Fla always contacted you," said Ilham suddenly, making Arash sniffed.

"I'm sorry, I was in a mess" Arash muttered softly, making Ilham smile at him.

"Importantly there is news among you" said Ilham, making Arash a small nod towards him.

Ara had already reached her room, and her heart was now suddenly very upset.

"Purpus ...."

Ara threw her phone on her bed. Immediately, Ara also took a towel to just rinse her body that already felt very sticky.

Slowly, Ara took off the clothes she was wearing, then turned on the shower and let her body be rinsed by the running water.

Ara's mind was very chaotic at this moment. Bhishma has arrived in Indonesia, and she is eager to meet with Ara this afternoon. On the other hand, Ilham expressed his feelings and asked Arash for permission to try to get closer to Ara.

But at this moment, Ara still felt such a deep wound, because Morgan suddenly lost his trust in Ara, and easily ended everything they had built up so far.

Ara squeezed her hair hard, had she never thought about how hard it was to struggle to get me back then? Why does he so easily say the word separation, to something he does not yet know? Thought Ara, who was still stuck in her heart.

Ara let out a long sigh, "So this is what she meant by saying don't like her?" muttered Ara with a wiry.

He stared blankly in any direction. All the sweet words spoken from the mouth of Morgan, just a pseudo-word without being able to materialize.

In the end, it was him who left me now, Ara thought.

Ara again squeezed her wet hair, because of the splash of water, like this, can I forget about Morgan quickly? Think Ara.

"Well how about the feeling of Bhishma and also the brother of Inspiration? Although Bhishma was my ex, but slowly my feelings were the same she was gone. What about Ilham? He has liked me for a long time. In any case, I have absolutely no feelings for Ilham," muttered Ara, who constantly thought about her feelings for them.

At the moment, all Ara wanted was Morgan.

Why did things turn around so quickly? Why am I falling in love with Morgan? Wasn't it Morgan who was chasing me? Thought Ara who still couldn't accept it either.

"Gurgh!!"

Ara was constantly thinking a no-no. Until now, Ara had become very angry.

I'm angry at myself! Why can't I just get a little peace? I like handsome men, but they just like it. If to love seems to be compared to Bhishma or Inspiration, I love Morgan more, thought Ara who still could not escape the shadow of Morgan in her mind.

Ara leaned her body against the bath tub, and felt the air that felt very tight to her.

What should I do after this? Do I have to use the bisma, so that Inspiration never approaches me again? Am I being too naive? Inspiration voluntarily allowed herself to get involved with Morgan, just to help me. However, I instead used it again to make herself stay away from me, thought the already very dead-end Ara.

Ara constantly sighed, as she felt the air seem to run out, for her.

How'this? Did I just give up, and accept brother's request to continue my education abroad? At the very least, I will never come into contact with them again for the next few years. But what about the friends here? Although Fla is Morgan's younger brother, I don't hate him at all. I don't care what it's gonna be like. Obviously, I only know my friendship with Fla. I don't care about my past relationship with Morgan, thought Ara who was still weighing.

Ara gave a sigh, so she remembered Dicky's current state.

Is she okay? What ... I have to see him? Thought Ara who was worried about the state of her lecturer.

...***...

There, Morgan was still waiting for Dicky outside the room. He realized that he was still wearing a jacket given by Ara.

With a heavy heart, Morgan took off the jacket immediately. Although it is very heavy for him, but he can no longer accept Ara as he used to. Ara's already made Morgan's heart hurt too much.

Morgan looked at the jacket sharply, "I'll never come back with you again" muttered Morgan in a very serious tone, making his heart feel claustrophobic at his words.

Morgan upset himself with himself, as he could not forget Ara that quickly. He could not forget anyone quickly. To forget the Princess alone, it took years to be able to completely forget.

Morgan squeezed her hair that had begun to grow long because it was not taken care of, "What should I do?" muttered Morgan with a feeling that was already very broken made.

Morgan had no hope of making his heart go back to what it used to be. It seems, this is her limit to loving someone. He was no longer able to accept another woman in his heart.

"Gurgh!!"

...***...

Ara hurriedly finished her bath, and hurried to put on her clothes. Immediately, Ara also finished wearing clothes, because she was also too cold to linger in the water.

He checked his phone, worried that there was a notification that had not been seen.

After he checked, sure! Bhishma repeatedly sent a short message to Ara.

Ara looked at him softly, it seemed like she was looking forward to seeing me again. However, it seems that right now, I am not in the mood, thought Ara who did not respect Bhishma.

"Hi, Ra. How was this afternoon? We'll meet, right?"

"City, Arasha ...."

"Again to sleep?"

"Not waking up yet?"

A short message from Bisma that since this morning has not been read at all. Ara let out a long breath. He thought for a moment because he had to find a way to reject it.

But it could not, because Ara thought about the state of Bhishma, who had come all the way to Indonesia to meet him. It's the same, Ara doesn't have good ethics on her.

But what about Inspiration? He was still waiting there with his brother. Is he waiting for me? If it is true that he is still waiting, it will be very difficult for me to get out of the house and see Bhishma, Ara thought.