
Ara was crying in the rain, contemplating what had just happened to her.
‘Why since I entered this campus, my life has become more chaotic?’ inner Ara sad.
Arasha's self-esteem, love, love, and feelings instantly disappear and crumble. He is the one who was, no longer the one who is now. He had been killed by the tightness that wrapped around his life. He was no longer Ara who could enjoy the beauty of life. The current Ara was just a stupid Ara.
“Why all this happened to me, anyway!” Ara shouted as loudly as possible, no matter the circumstances surrounding her.
All Ara needed was, a shoulder to lean on.
”Grep ...”
Someone hugged his body from behind. Ara's shocked not playing. He turned back to see who was holding him. This time, there was Morgan staring at Ara with a cold gaze.
“Morgan ...,” says Ara with a clean slit.
Ara was upset with him.
Why did Morgan even show up, at such an inopportune time? Supposedly, he appeared before Bhishma appeared before me earlier, so that I could not hear that obscure Bhishma nonsense, Ara thought.
But, Morgan still wanted to care about Ara. Without a second thought, Ara immediately hugged Morgan very tightly. He poured out his feelings of disappointment, annoyance, sadness, and all his complaints to Morgan.
Ara's hug may have made Morgan's breathing difficult. Ara doesn't care about that. All he thought about now, was his own annoyance.
Ara was already very upset with her life. He can no longer do anything. Can only hug Morgan, while crying in his arms.
“Gan .. why the hell, why do I always suffer like this?” ask Ara.
Morgan just kept quiet, not budging. He just hugged Ara tightly. Until Ara was hard to breathe.
Ara felt bad for her, worried that she felt claustrophobic. Ara tried to get away from him.
“Don't .. don't take off,” he said as he hugged Ara again, making Ara restrained.
Ara knew it was hard for Morgan who always tried to approach her, even Morgan had helped her at that time. But, it is undeniable, Ara already loves Bhishma.
“I miss you, Ra,” lirihnya, make Ara suddenly upset to hear it, then push hard body until he crashed from the arms of Ara.
“What the fuck is loe? Say kangen, but never call me?” snapped Ara violently at him.
Morgan just kept quiet, while looking at Ara who had exploded like this. Ara also did not understand her own feelings. Ara did not expect this to be so long with Morgan, when Morgan did not give him news, even for a day.
Apparently, Morgan didn't miss Ara that much. He was silent, with the cold attitude he had. This sweet girl's heart was devastated, because here, maybe only she felt her loneliness was not told.
While Morgan, always busy to make the distance between them more tenuous. Though if it is torn from the past incident, Ara has also made a distance between herself and Morgan.
Women are always right.
“Udah angry?” ask Morgan casually.
Ara increasingly does not accept Morgan's current remarks. He felt that Morgan really did not appreciate his feelings.
The feelings of women who are being hit by disappointment, confusion, and frustration. Ara's getting hotter, but she can't talk any more to Morgan. It just makes it more uncontrollable.
“Kok silent? Come on dong, say it again. By the way until you're satisfied,” tell him.
Ara still did not understand Morgan's line of thought. Actually, does he love her or not?
From Ara's point of view, he looked at the enemy as he looked at Morgan. There was no special feeling when dealing with him. Perhaps, what he felt was not a longing, but a sense of loss.
But that sense of loss is more suitable for people who have it, not like Ara.
Ara is nobody here.
“Can't talk, right?” tanyakanya.
Ara was getting less and less resistant to her attitude. He was furious, furious, and finally decided to leave Morgan there.
“Hap ...” Morgan suddenly just pulled Ara's hand, making Ara unable to leave him.
Their view was forced to become one point, making Ara feel uncomfortable.
“Please, no!” snapped Ara roughly, with slick eyes.
“You don't have to bother getting angry, and go leave me here. I just want to say one thing to you,” muttered Morgan, Ara became curious about what Morgan was going to say.
‘What is it?’ inner Ara.
Curious, Ara picked it up quickly.
What is that envelope, actually?
“Dispose if you don't want to read,” said Morgan then passed away with that annoying attitude.
Why is Morgan always that cold against Ara? When he looked again, when he smiled, it was much better than his cold-assed attitude.
It sucks, thought Ara.
Ara looked at the letter Morgan gave her, carefully.
If you look back, funny too, yes. He gave Ara a black envelope-coated letter, which was placed inside the icy plastic.
Not wet maybe? Haha.
“There's just the Morgan,” Ara shakes a little while laughing.
***
Ara just arrived home. He accidentally passed his brother, who was seen with the girl again, in the living room.
Ara pretended not to see it, and stepped her feet quickly past them, hoping they would not call out to her.
“Ra ..”
‘Aduh, it turns out to call also me,’ Inner Ara, who complained because reality did not match her expectations.
Ara stopped her steps, and now Ara was facing them.
“Udah home?” ask Arash.
Ara rolled her eyeballs, while folding both her hands.
“Belom,” Ketus Ara.
Her brother didn't seem to like Ara's answer.
Yes, Ara wanted her brother to know that Ara did not like the girl next to her now. But, her brother always stood up for Jessline, whom she thought was named Monica.
Yes, Jess is very cunning according to Ara. Either stacking what he wears, to captivate Arash, but Ara must admit, the stack is indeed very effective.
“Why you, Ra? Angry continues,” cynical Arash.
Ara interrupted.
“Do not think of me, brother. Think about it MONICA,” ketus Ara while pressing the word “Monica”.
Ara went straight to her room, ignoring those who were making out there.
Ara was astonished, why did her brother always play love with a woman whose origins were unclear? He is old enough to propose to a girl. But, why would he not want to start, and instead get busy with the obscure women, who only stopped for a while in his heart?
“Hah ...”
Ara threw her body onto the bed. Ara felt, her body was very tired. Ara until lazy to move, even if only a little.
Suddenly, he remembered something that Morgan had given Ara. He reached into his bag, and took a letter wrapped in icy plastic.
“Hem ...” Ara unconsciously smiled as she looked at him.
It's funny how he is.
Why would he think of something like this? Think Ara.
Then, Ara opened the plastic, slowly. Patiently he opened the end that folded the plastic. But it's not open. Ara was getting impatient because she was curious about the contents of the letter.
“Duh, so hard, anyway!” snarl.
Ara started to heat up, and began to forcefully open the plastic. It ripped it off originally. Finally, Ara was able to pick up the letter that was inside.
“Tukk ...”