Trapped by the Wrong Raga
Chapter 7: Definition of a Beautiful Man
When I woke up in the morning before noon, (i did not set the alarm on my HP on Sunday like this) I did not find Nayl there beside me. I immediately got up from lying down and looked for the beauty.
It turns out that Nayl is busy washing my dirty clothes which are already myriad! I never wash my dirty clothes because I always bring them home on weekends to be washed at home by my housekeeper.
Nayl seemed to tie his hair with his shoelaces because I did not have a hair tie. He seemed so focused on washing my dirty clothes.
"Oh my goodness, Nayl! You what the fuck?! How to wash all clothes!" I said concerned.
"A lot of dirty clothes!" Nayl.
"But then I can take it home!"
"You still can't wash your own clothes! To the house bring gifts for the family! Not a dirty shirt!"
"Udah ah! Get out of the bathroom! Let me wash his clothes!"
"It's okay, it's staying in the pool! You have breakfast there! I'm ready"
"Well, what are you doing?!"
"Instant fried noodles equal black coffee. That's all in your closet! I dare not go to the shop! Afraid of being caught here! Shame on!"
"Oh, you're the most considered a girl!"
"No, I'm still a boy!"
"Have you eaten?"
"Udah. Fill the energy first before holiness"
I approached the minimalist dining table next to the bathroom and saw the instant fried noodles and hot black coffee that Nayl had prepared for me. I quickly spent it.
"Thank you, Nayl. You made me breakfast, washed my clothes" I said after the meal.
"Together, Ra. But how do you wear a guy's CD?! I see no girl CDs and bras in your dirty pile? The existence of the same men's CD T-shirts in men as well" asked Nayl puzzled.
"Where's that me?!"
"But your chest is big, Ra! Not comfortable if you don't wear a bra! Or at least you use a tanktop!"
"Who said my chest is big?!"
"I held it last night"
"Basic naughty! I was working on you, right?!"
"Yes! You're evil, Ra! You treat me like a girl! I'll be a real girl for a long time!"
"Why not fight?!"
"I like it too..."
"Let's do it again if you like!"
"No ah! Never again, Ra! I can let go!"
"How's the release?!"
"I did not do the same to you last night"
"Be careful if you dare!"
"Yes, that's why!" Nayl came out of the bathroom with a big bucket of clothes that he had washed. "Now, you sun yourself!"
"Yes" I took the bucket out of Nayl's hand, not forgetting to kiss her cheek and thank her after that I immediately dried my clothes.
That's when Lily, my college friend and one-time neighbor, came up to me and poked my shoulder. "Ra, you brought Nayl?!" tanyakanya.
"Yes, he didn't feel well last night at the gig. Yes, I brought it here!" my answer.
"Awas caught by Mother kos you know! Bring a guy but don't take it!"
"Most considered Nayl is a girl! Ahhaha!"
"Yes, you calm down! I'm not saying Nayl!"
"Ih Vajria! I'm afraid you're the same as him!"
"Where can he do anything about me?!"
"You're! He's a guy, Ra!"
"Nothing happened, Ly! I'm fine!"
"Okay, I believe you"
I finished drying my clothes and went back inside the house. Nayl was busy cleaning up. Hold the broom and also a rag.
"What are you doing again?!" I was annoyed because Nayl wouldn't shut up! There's just something he's doing!"
"Break your room" he replied casually.
"Ribet is a person!"
"How about raibet?! This is your room full of dust and rubbish!"
"The name is also the boys' room!"
"I'm a guy but not your rich mess!"
"You are a girl!"
"Stop saying I'm a girl, Ra! I heard you talking to your friend, Lily. He said I'm a guy anyway!"
"Yes, you guys! The beautiful guy I've managed to conquer!"
"Well, then I'd rather!"
"You're the definition of a pretty guy!"
"Why do so many people say I'm beautiful?!" Nayl hit his own head!
"Oh yes, Nayl. I'm going home today. You wanna come?"
"No ah. Next time"
"Dimming. I'll know my brother"
"You have a sister?"
"Yes, sister"
"Beautiful like you?"
"He's so beautiful! I'm a handsome man!"
"Beautiful and beautiful!"
"Here you!"
That day I went home and met my older sister, her name was Fatya. The person is beautiful and also fashionable hooded. Kak Fathya has graduated from college and worked at Papa's company. Sis Fathya is a very smart and ambitious woman. He's also a very ferfectionist, unlike me who's tomboyish and whimsical.
Oh yeah, I'm the youngest of two brothers. My father was a successful coal businessman but there was never time for his two children. Papa is more often outside Java to take care of his coal project in Kalimantan. While the main company located in Bandung is held by Kak Fathya. While my mother's gone a long time ago and Papa doesn't have a wife anymore.
I've always been lonely since my mother died. At that time I had just entered Junior High and Brother Fathya had started studying outside the city. I automatically went through my teenage years only with an old housekeeper named Bi Inah.
That's why I prefer to hang out and look like a guy. Especially since Elementary School I have felt there is something different about me that I feel that I have a more male personality than a girl. So at Junior High and lack of attention from the family as well, I was free to determine who I was more happy to appear as a guy!
The world is strange, when I have a personality like this I was actually met with Nayl. A beautiful and sweet man. I fell in love with him and we didn't break nature because we didn't have same-sex love!
But in reality my love for Nayl wasn't always smooth. There are people who don't like our relationship. And the first ordeal in my relationship with Nayl came from my bandmate, Bondan!
That night when I just returned from my family home, I was immediately approached by Lily who seemed to have been waiting for me in front of the boarding terrace.
"Ra! This is bad, Ra!" lily looked panicked.
