Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Trapped by the Wrong Raga
Chapter 26: For the Sake of Our Children



Vajria POVs


Two weeks after the tragedy happened to me...


In the morning I felt unwell. Luckily today was Saturday so I didn't have to go to college. My head is dizzy and my stomach is nauseous. I couldn't get out of bed and just lay down until noon...


Until finally Lily came to my room for not seeing me from morning.


"Ra, are you sick?" lily asked while sitting on the side of my bed. "You're still this hour cut-off"


"I'm not feeling well." I said weakly as I opened the blanket that covered my face.


Lily held my forehead and neck, "Body you're an angel" she said.


"Yes... I was vomiting this morning"


"Yes my... I made you some sweet tea, huh?"


"Can"


"Wait a minute" Lily went to the kitchen to make me some sweet tea. Soon he came again with sweet tea and warm chicken porridge.


"Feed and drink first" Lily said.


"I don't want to eat... Nausea.." I refused.


"Can't do that! Just eat a little. I've ordered an online message"


"No..."


"I'm bribing" Lily forced to feed me.


I had to sit down and eat the chicken porridge myself. But only three mouthfuls did I eat, suddenly the nausea was overwhelming and as a result I ran to the bathroom and vomited again!


Lily frantically helped me to get back on the bed. "I'm sorry, Ra. Because I forced you to vomit again" she said sadly.


"I told you I was sick" I said.


"I'm balur, right?" Lily took the eucalyptus oil and helped smear it on my stomach and chest. "Are you used to wearing a bra now?"


"Yes, dear in buyin Kak Fathya if not in use, it turns out to be good to wear a bra"


"That's it! Our breasts should be on the side"


"Duh, nausea again!"


"Nih drink the sweet tea" Lily handed me the sweet tea glass.


I drank it and felt good. "Thank you, Ly. You're so good with me"


"The excuse from the morning I didn't see you coming out of the room"


"Yes, I can't get up..."


"You're like a pregnant man, Ra"


At once my face was hot and my heart stopped beating! "Pregnant?! No way! It's good you said!" I got angry and yelled at Lily!


Lily looked shocked! "I didn't say you were pregnant, Ra. I'm just saying you're rich pregnant"


"I'm not pregnant!"


"Yes, I believe! You're the same Nayl, after all, never been"


Ouch, Ly! If you knew exactly what Nayl did to me!


After Lily went home to her room, I felt worse. I also started to worry in case I was really pregnant... Oh my... Don't...! I don't want to be a mother!


But didn't Nayl say he took it out?! I immediately took HP and searching if a guy out during intercourse can get pregnant too? And the answer is shocking! It turns out that the seeds of s*perm that are released outside also still have the potential to cause pregnancy as much as 20%!


I immediately limp... What if I'm actually pregnant?! Is Nayl responsible?! For these two weeks he's always been asking me to get back together, right?!


I finally decided to call Nayl... After about a month we had no telephone communication.


"Hello ayang" he said sounding very friendly as if we had no problem.


"You know this is my number?! I thought you removed it!" I said.


"I kept it again. Who knows we've finally changed our minds and contacted me"


"Pawn!"


"This is proof!"


"It's important! I'm in big trouble and it's all because of you!"


"What problems? Why because of me?"


"I'm sick, Nayl!"


"What?! Am I sick?! What pain?!"


"I'm there now! What do I want to buy? Or do I want to masakin?"


"I don't need food! Lily bought some porridge, I was vomiting after eating it!"


"Yes God... What are you sick with, Ra? Shall I take him to the doctor?"


"No way!"


"What's the way?"


"Naayl..."


"Yes, what?"


"I'm pregnant..."


A moment of silence before Nayl finally heard his voice. "You pregnant?"


"Looks..."


"Can we?!"


I felt annoyed that Nayl asked like that! "Well! I have a uterus!"


"It's not so, Ra. I'm just confused because I feel it's impossible to impregnate you"


I'm getting more upset! "Yes already! If you don't want to admit it's okay!"


"Eh, don't be angry! I'm going there now! We're obrolin again let's be clear!"


Shortly thereafter Nayl appeared in my boarding house bringing me various flavored breads. He kissed my cheek left right then he sat by my side still lying on the bed. "Where are you now, Ra?" tanyakanya.


"Still dizzy, limp and nauseous!" answer me


"Sit down first, eat first" Nayl said as he helped me to sit down.


"Wouldn't... Nausea." I said.


Nayl grabbed my shoulder and rubbed my stomach. "Is there a little Nayl in here?"


I clasped his hand. "What the hell?! I didn't want to admit it!"


"So still shocked"


"If now?"


"It's a really bad song now!"


"But I'm not necessarily pregnant!"


"What if I go outside can get pregnant too?"


"I've been searching on Google, she said there's a 20% chance of getting pregnant%!"


"Oh so... How about we go to the doctor to check on you. If you are pregnant, you can ask for vitamins or supplements. If you're sick, we'll get medicine"


I was panicking! "I dare not! I'm afraid that I'm actually pregnant..."


Nayl hugged my body tightly, "You don't have to be afraid, if you're pregnant it means that the baby in your womb is my child. We'll raise him together!"


"But I don't want to take care of Baby! I work for money! You're home! So housewife! You cook, purify, take care of the child, and wear a negligee! Ahhaha!"


Nayl laughed.


"Are you laughing?!"


"It's funny! Now that means we're better! For our son's sake!"


I was silent for a moment before finally nodding. "Yes, I want to be better with you, for the sake of our son..."


Nayl kissed my flat stomach, "Thank you, baby! Because you, Papa and Mama are better now!"


"I'm the Father!" I say soon!


"Whatever you are!"


"I want to have a beautiful daughter like you, Nayl...!"


"I want to have a handsome boy like you!"


We laughed together too. I feel close to Nayl...


"Well, now you're eating the bread?!" nayl said as he picked up one loaf of bread he had brought from a large plastic bag.


"Yes bribe?"


"Yes, go!"