Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Chapter 15: Insensitivity to Me

I widened my eyes because I saw Nayl in the photo posing very erotic, with eyes closed and tongue out! I as her lover would not be willing if she posed so seductively like that for just a few tens of sheets a hundred thousand!

"Where, Ra? Pretty?" asked Nayl with her flawless beautiful face!

"Why are you posing like a gatel chick like this?!" I snapped ferociously and it turned out that Nayl was quite shocked that his mouth was wide open!

"Am I wrong?" tanyakanya.

"You think you deserve a sexy pose like that?! Take care of your dong image, Nayl. You are beautiful but not to be cheap like that!"

"It's just an endorse photo"

"I don't like it!"

"But what's wrong? I'm a guy! If I'm a girl, just overdo it!"

"But your figure is like a pretty girl! Om-om do not know that a person who has a disorder can horn with you and think negatively! You can sign up for Open BO!"

"ah! Where possible! You don't have to think negatively like that, Ra!"

"Nayl, now is the time of R*gil's mother! Guys out there who have abnormalities can be curious about your figure and target you!"

"I can take care of myself. What you see on social media isn't always what it really is"

"You ngeyel! Are you proud to look beautiful and sexy like that?! Erotic and seductive"

"Don't get angry so dong, ayang"

"You're deleting that photo right now!" my orders!

Nayl. "Can't, Ra. I love that picture and I've been paid for it"

I was shocked to discover that Nayl would refuse my request! "You don't want to delete that photo?! Just because of some photos, you are ready to argue with me?!"

Nayl looked confused. "I'm sorry, Ra. If that one doesn't..."

"What are you doing, Nayl?! How much did you pay for the basin until you got to him?! You went to dinner with him when you knew I wanted to pick you up! You came home early in the morning drunk! Then now you make me angry because you don't want to delete the photo with you as her?!" i'm explosive!

"Vajria, please understand me a little dong. Don't ask me to do things I can't!"

"You can!"

"My association is broad, Ra. I've known Om Bas for a long time. I can't possibly fuss with him"

"Why can't you disappoint him?! While I am, you see how I am now?! I've been kicked out of my band! I also don't want to listen to people talking about you even if it's Lily, my closest friend and also Brother Fathya, my own sister! And I've lost Alvin for you!"

Hearing Alvin's name, Nayl turned one hundred and eighty degrees. Nayl glared and I sensed that his male aura had suddenly appeared!

I was flabbergasted to see Nayl who was suddenly such an emotion! "You even snapped at me!"

"I don't like you saying Alvin's name let alone regret his departure from your life!"

"I didn't mean to say that! You don't want to lose the Om Basin!"

"You're evil, Vajria! You suck! You say as if I've ruined all your lives! You quit your band and you lost Alvin too because you chose me! I never asked you to do it all! That's your own wish!"

"Oh, I'm a bitch?! Then you what?! You b*jerk! Get out of here now! I regret that I prefer to take care of you who are just drunk with corn and finally I have to give up my position as a vocalist in my band! I also regret letting go of Alvin who never opposed any of my wishes!" I was screaming so bad!

"You're upset with me, who?" Nayl asked as if he did not believe my words.

"Yes! I'm fucking you! You don't know yourself! You have no gratitude! It's even painful in love! Go now and don't see me again!"

"okay! If that's your wish, I'm out of here and out of your life! You go after Alvin before you really lose him!" instead of apologizing, Nayl got angry!

"Yes, he's gone!"

Nayl biting his own lips held back his disappointment. In her kiss my cheek a glance, "I'm gone, Ra. Thanks for the time being together." he said.

Finally Nayl really left my boarding house.

Nayl... My beautiful Nayl chose to leave my life?! Am I capable of living without him?

I can definitely! I never knew him at first either! A vibe with Nayl! Why do I always have to follow what he says while he doesn't the opposite to me! Precisely in the absence of Nayl, I'm sure everything will be fine! I can get back close to Lily, obey what Brother Fathya said, and also I do not have to deal with the most beautiful creature of God.

I no longer have to bother looking after her, accompanying her, picking her up and driving her around, feeding her and also luring her!

I will return to my old routine as a cheerful Vajria!

Nayl and I became two strangers who didn't ask each other. I never wanted to see him on campus or in the cafeteria. Whenever there was him, I would turn around to avoid him! It's as if Nayl is a dangerous virus that I should be anticipating!

Nayl himself looked like an ordinary person. He seemed happy with his friends and lived his life as usual. He never tried to call or see me again. He didn't feel like he lost me...

Instead, I try to live my life well. But... Damn I can't...

I'm starting to miss Nayl the pretty one...

I began to feel insanity in myself! I often wake up in the middle of the night and look around for the beautiful figure next to me and find Nayl is not there... I used to talk to Nayl as if I felt he was still by my side... In fact, I was just talking to his shadow...

And I can only cry... It's crazy! Why can I cry just for losing a Nayl in my days!

Hey, Vajria! You must be healthy, you must be sane and you must be able to forget about Nayl as soon as he has forgotten you!