Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Trapped by the Wrong Raga
Chapter 23: But I'm a Girl



I cleaned myself in Nayl's bathroom while crying because I felt like a part of me was missing... But the rice has become porridge... I can only clean up the remnants of his release that are still imprinted on the bottom of my body! There is also a sense of pain there...!


Nayl's right, I'm a girl and she's the guy! Maybe for him this is a temporary experience for me this is the beginning of destruction! Nayl has proven his maleness to my femininity!


I came out of the bathroom and immediately picked up my clothes that were strewn over Nayl's bed. While Nayl seemed to be strumming his acoustic guitar while singing and still bare chest.


jasmine, I'm sorry again


it's not as easy as in the hand


trying to survive


from the fight that happened...


Nayl's voice was melodious...


The guitar playing and singing stopped as I appeared and started wearing my clothes.


I don't care if Nayl notices me wearing clothes without feeling ashamed of his existence! He had seen and even tasted everything!


"Who, since when do you wear that girl's underwear?" tanyakanya.


"Just yesterday!" answer's short.


"That's hot..."


"Whatever!"


"The clothes and pants are also female models, since when do you have a girl suit?"


"From Brother Fathya"


"Oh... Pretty fuckin..."


"I borrowed Hoodie! I'm going home!"


Nayl handed me one of his Hoodies and I immediately put it on to cover my dress that this girl model!


"Eat first yuk? I made a burger for you! Grilled sausage!" Nayl.


"Eat it yourself!" I said cute while combing my short hair.


Nayl came up to me and gently stroked my cheek. "You have to eat first, you haven't eaten since yesterday afternoon. I will be sick!"


I clasped his hand while rubbing my own cheek as if I was disgusted at his touch.


"I want to go home!" I said.


"I'm taking ya?" said.


"No!"


"What the hell are you, Ra? I wish we could be good again. It's not like this..."


"You think I can be okay with the person who raped me?!"


Nayl took a long breath. "Rba..."


"I want to go home! Please order a taxi online because I don't have a motorbike!"


"You go home in Lily's car" Nayl handed over a car key that I knew belonged to Lily.


"Lily's car is here?" my many.


"Yes yesterday I was looking for you in Lily's car. Lily's the one I made with her car, too. Fortunately I agreed. If not, how do I evacuate you here? There's no way to bring an unconscious person with a moge!"


"You brought me here so you can work on it?!"


"Yes, Ra! I'm worried about your situation, I had time to call my friend who is a prospective doctor to check your condition. He said you were taking a high dose of sleeping pills. I was going to take you to the hospital, but he said you're okay and you'll be self-conscious"


"Good story too!"


"I don't tell stories! I'm serious!"


"And I don't care!" I put on my shoes and immediately left Nayl.


"By!" Nayl held my hand tightly.


"Take me off, Nayl!" i growl.


"You're not gonna kiss me first?"


"At least you call me beautiful?"


"A beautiful person won't rape!"


"But I have one request! I beg you, Ra!"


"Otherwise?! Not satisfied you enjoy my body?!"


"Bring the burger I made for breakfast, huh?! Pleases... If you don't eat, you'll get sick"


"Yes, pack it up!"


"I'm wrapping it up!" Nayl handed me the black plastic bag containing the burger he made for me.


I accept it, "Thank you"


"Together, come on" Nayl kissed my left right cheek and I felt my eyes warm.


Though I wanted to get home from the game yesterday and meet you, Nayl... I miss you... But why is it that when we meet, things are so different?! You destroyed me until *****!


I didn't say anything more and got out of Nayl's boarding house. I went to the boarding gate and opened the door to Lily's car parked there.


"Hi, Vajra is handsome!" Suddenly a girl's voice called out to me. Spontaneously I turned and saw a beautiful girl with long hair curls approaching me.


I frowned. "Who are you?!"


"Well, didn't Nayl tell you about me?! I'm Rini! I came to Nayl's room yesterday at his request to check on you!"


"Oh... So you're the doctor Nayl said you were? I think Nayl's lying..."


"Nayl is very attentive to you! He wants you to go to the hospital but says I don't have to because you're just taking sleeping pills"


"Nayl's paying attention to me?"


"Banget! Next time you don't take high doses of sleeping pills like yesterday! If you overdose, it's dangerous!"


"Yes.." My blood is boiling again with a grudge against Ari!


Should I be thankful that Nayl saved me, even though he did that to me?! Even to thank him for saving me, I wouldn't!


"Oh yeah, how's my HP number on the save?!" ask Rini again.


"When do you give me the number? Meet me now too!" confused answer.


"And I asked Nayl to give you my HP number!"


"Nayl didn't give me your HP number!"


"B*jerk, Nayl! Maybe he likes you! His look is so different to yours! Not like Regan and Derren! You weird guy! I love guys again! You have to be careful, Vajra! Nayl seems to be after you! He doesn't like girls! He must like a handsome guy like you!"


I'm scratching my head! "I'm a girl, really!" I said finally.


And at that instant Rini's eyes immediately widened even like they were almost out of their petals!


"Whataaa???!!!" You chick?!" ask her in a high tone!


I am so amused to see Rini's face which is now turned into a red saga!


"Yes, I'm a girl, I'm also Nayl's girl" I replied.


"Astaghfiullah! Oh Allah...!"


"Why?! Is there something wrong with our relationship?! I'm Nayl's girl and Nayl's my guy!"


"But... Your name is Vajra"


"Yes, that's my nickname. My real name is Vajria"


"Oh My God! But you're like a guy! You're a handsome Korean boy!"


"Nayl's pretty, too, right?!"


"Yes.sih..."


"Sorry, I want to go home now. Thank you for checking on me yesterday"


Rini could only nod lethargicly...