Trapped by the Wrong Raga
Chapter 11: Above Can Be, Below Also Want
Vajria entered my room on Sunday afternoon with a lethargic face. I've never seen him like that before. I who was busy picking my favorite acoustic guitar immediately put it on the table and approached Vajria.
"Ra, why are you so pale? You're going home today, right?" my many.
"Yes, I just got home" she replied as she threw her beautiful body onto the sofa.
I immediately sat down beside him and held his hand. "Are you tired or sick? Looks like a lot of lemes" I asked again.
"You hit Alvin huh, gorgeous?!" Vajria asked back.
I nodded because I couldn't lie to my red rose. "Yes, I was annoyed to see him go with you! So I'm asking her not to come near you anymore!"
"Nayl's... Ye know? Sis Fathya was angry with me because Alvin told her everything about you!"
"So he used his Papa who was Papa's co-worker to attack me?"
Vajria nodded his head. "I didn't think Alvin could do that!"
"Trus are you saying what's the same with Brother Fathya?"
"Yes, I'm sure that I have you now and can't get close to Alvin anymore"
"You said that, Ra? Seriously?!"
"Yes, and Brother Fathya asked me to introduce you to him. I will definitely bring you in front of Brother Fathya soon. You want to, right?!"
"You! I want! But Brother Fathya probably won't like me.." I hesitated for a moment...
"Who said?! How come nothing is missing?!" Vajria kissed my temple.
"I'm afraid I don't live up to his expectations"
"Who live me and you! Brother Fathya must accept whatever my choice is!"
"Aren't you guilty of me, Ra? You're not mad at me?" I'm really afraid that Vajria is angry with me for what I did that hit Alvin a few days ago.
Vajria took me into his arms, "Where might I be mad at you, beautiful!" and he kissed my face in a row.
I feel comfortable being hugged and admired like this! I don't care if Vajria thinks of me as a girl or a boy! What matters is that she is my lover!
"I'm sorry, Ra. I was wrong to hit Alvin without telling you first. I can't help myself. I'm jealous and afraid of losing you!" I said as I sucked the face in her masculine-scented armpits!
I think Vajria ruffled my hair. "It's okay, pretty! I understand! I am yours now!"
I looked up and looked into his eyes, "If you're mine, what can I do?!"
"What do you want?!" vajria's eyes widened and her face looked even more beautiful!
"You're beautiful, Vajria! You are beautiful and I love it!" I was trying to be the guy I should be. I approached her face and pressed her lips against mine. And everything happens without being stopped. I love the times when we can be like this. Sweet and warm.
Slowly guided by the instincts of a man, I laid Vajria's body on the sofa and moved to her chest with my chest without letting go of my kiss on her lips.
Vajria then pushed my chin until the kiss came off. Our eyes looked at each other with love. I was about to kiss her again but Vajria held my lips with her two fingers.
"What the hell are you, Nayl! Heavy knows!" said Vajria who was under my body.
"Wouldn't! I want to be upstairs! Your long hair dangles down and you become like a kuntilanak if you're on top!" the protest!
"Yes it's up to you, I'm up top can, down also want.." I relented and shifted the position of my body until now Vajria who is on top.
Just incredible! With a position like this I am indeed powerless to resist! I resigned myself as Vajria overcame my body and continued the struggle between our two lips.
The crazy one again Vajria suddenly occupied both of my thighs! He seems to want to make sure that he is the dominator in this game.
"Well, are you sitting down?! Here's bobo again!" I said that I was actually wrestling with something that suddenly felt tight at the bottom of my body!
"Why would I sit you down like this?" Vajria was challenging.
"That's so heavy, Ra! My thighs hurt!"
"Then anyway? I'm only fifty kilos, really!"
"Here, another hug!" I stretched out my hand so that he would return to his original position of lying on top of me.
"If it's heavy, isn't it, Nayl?" Vajria instead shifted her seat further up until her butt was sitting right at the bottom of my waist!
"Ra! Argh...!" I was shivering and my teeth were shaking as if I was holding back a great chill! But the truth is I don't feel cold! I just feel hot! It was hot like I had never felt before!
"Sigh again, beautiful!" Vajria instead pressed his seat to urge me even more!
"Ah..." one de*sahan escaped my lips!
"Continue, gorgeous?"
"Ra, please Ra! Don't be like this! I'm not strong! What if I can't do?!"
"What land?! Let go, pretty!"
"Don't be crazy, Ra!"
Vajria again dropped his body on top of me, but the problem is that he still occupies me! I could feel how the lower half of his body was pressing down and swaying slowly!
"Don't, Ra! Geez! I'm not strong anymore, Ra! Don't keep luring me! I'm a normal guy! You want to be damaged before your time?!" I'm still trying to resuscitate him because I don't want anything to happen to him! That can't happen yet!
"Nayl's... Nayl..." Vajria is getting naughty and smirking my neck and chest! The buttons on my shirt were released quickly without me noticing!
Finally I could only give up and let whatever he wanted to do to me! I want to feel like I'm retaliating but I definitely won't be able to resist touching it!
Finally I can just go back to being her doll! Vajria kissed me, biting me here and there, and the lower half of his body seemed to want to press me all out!
I also become like a girl who is working on her guy! I was downstairs and could do nothing but sigh and groan! I desperately held on even though it felt like I wanted to explode with all my might!
If only time hadn't shown at eight o'clock in the night and he wasn't hungry, maybe Vajria wouldn't have let me go...
Luckily Vajria was finally willing to let me go after he was satisfied! "Yeah, Nayl! I'm hungry and we'll eat first!" he said lightly and released myself who had been under his control!
I'm limp... Limp from refraining from retaliating against all his treatment which will later be able to damage himself.
