Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Chapter 1: The Beautiful One Speaks Out

My name is Vajria, I am a 22-year-old girl who works as a student majoring in architecture at a well-known private university in the Bandung area.

My appearance is not like girls in general. I have short men's hair, wear small, almost invisible, always oversized clothes because I don't want to show my curves and breasts, also always wear pants that are intended for the people of Adam.

I don't like all the knick-knacks related to women. Like self-rice, cook, clean-up, and so on. I'm more comfortable being a woman who is sometimes considered a man. Yes, that's the truth. As a child, I didn't like having long hair so often thought of as a boy, and I was proud of it all.

Growing up, I became more and more uncomfortable with the changes in my body shape. My chest turned big, hips also widened, and the most annoying thing was that I had to receive monthly guests who always made me weak, dizzy and have stomach pains!

I also never had a girlfriend, since I was little there was not a single female friend who felt at home with me! I was rude and always hit another friend if I didn't agree with me. I also don't connect if my girlfriends talk about dresses, make-up, or stories about princesses.

I'm more comfortable playing with a boy friend. I love playing kites, soccer, too and also watching power rangers movies.

Until the age of 22, I never felt in love. Looking at the female figure, I felt they were flabby, whiny, coquettish. But looking at the figure of men as well I feel that they are better made friends because they have the same appearance as me.

Some guys have approached me and asked me out, but how could I possibly like someone I consider to be my kind?! Believe it or not, there are some girls who approach me because they think I'm a guy, of course they immediately run away and embarrassed when they find out that I am a woman!

Until two months ago I met Nayl, he was a pretty guy. Yeah, a pretty guy! How not?! Her face was truly beautiful and had a very sweet smile! Her hair was long and straight, her body was small but tall, her skin was as pure white as advertising hand n body lotion.

But he's a guy!

The first time I saw Nayl was when there was an art scene at my college. I was also part to fill the event with my band mates who carried the hip rock genre.

I just arrived at college and immediately headed backstage where my bandmates were waiting.

"Oh God! Long time, Ra! You're not dancing, not skincare, not singing! But really long nyampe it?!" said Angga, my band's guitarist.

"Sorry, it's jammed in the street!" I said I was stuck in traffic that night.

"We were called a few minutes ago, but you're not there!" said Bondan, my band drummer.

"Yes, you guys are playing without me!" I said cuek.

"Where can I?! If you don't, who wants to be the rapper?!" said Ricky, the vocalist who always duet with me. Ricky's the rock part, I'm the rap part.

"Yes! There's-there's, Vajria!" lukman said, my band's bassist.

"Yes, I'm sorry! How many bands have we been to?!" my many.

"Three bands!" answer Bondan.

"Who's playing now?!" ask again.

I approached the stage from the right side and heard that the band from the children's class majoring in communication science was performing the song Slank - Too Sweet.

His vocalist voice is great! There is the voice of Kaka Slank, also combined with the voice of Roy Boomerang! Whoa! Cool is the sound!

I got closer to the stage and saw a long-haired figure sitting playing his guitar while singing. Her body has a female-like shape if I look at it from the side of the stage like this. Small and slim. His right leg is crossed over his left leg.

Several times the vocalist flicked his long hair back to look part of his face that looks beautiful! Uhh! Why beautiful?! But she is beautiful! A pretty boy! But natural and original beauty is not like a man who dresses like a woman!

This time I saw a beautiful man! I mean a guy who has a face and body like a girl but makes a really fierce rock sound! It was simply unbelievable that such a voice came out from such a sweet and ayu figure!

I immediately took out my HP from my pants pocket and recorded it on video as the beautiful voice still sang Slank - Too Sweet.

Just a few seconds I recorded it on video, the beauty suddenly glanced at me and realized that I was recording her appearance through my HP. And then one smile fell on her thin wide lips while being accompanied by a polite nod of the head! Whoa!

Geez! So pretty! This is exactly the same song that he brought! Too sweet!

I immediately finished the video recording and saved my HP back into my pants pocket. While still I watched his beautiful appearance. Besides, his voice is good!? Didn't I also approach the stage to see how the figure of the vocalist who sounded so melodious in my ears.

"Whoi, Ra! You here?! Oh God! Get ready backstage! Not even watching here! Abis this is our part of the gig!" exclaimed Angga who was suddenly next to me and patted me on the shoulder!

"Yes, I'm there now!" I said then go backstage.

"Udah came late! Say again!" bondan said that looks bete.

I can only grin.

That's when the children's band from the department of communication science who was playing the gig finished performing their song and the personnel together moved down from the stage including the beautiful voice.

I was with my bandmates waiting under the stage stairs to wait for them to come down first for us to go up.

At that time the beauty came down at the very end and passed me who was under the stage.

With a nosy I reached out to pinch his white arm.

"Ouch!" the beauty puffed up and then reflexively rubbed her arms.

"Hey pretty!" greet me prank.