Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Chapter 3: Coming Moon

I don't like it when Nayl calls me a girl! I want to be a guy and I want Nayl to feel that too! I like Nayl, but that doesn't mean I want to date him. Dating Nayl will only make me unofficially admit that I am a woman!

But Nayl is different from me! She doesn't like it when I say beautiful! He feels like a real guy even though he looks beautiful!

"I'm not pretty! I'm unique!" Nayl.

"If I say beautiful, what do you want?!" my many.

"You are beautiful!"

"Diddeliver! I'm handsome! Look at my shoulder width, my fingers are big!"

"But your chest and hips are big too!"

"Yes!!!" I was half screaming! "How dare you say that again, I'll hang you in Monas!"

"Sorry, Ra. I didn't mean that! Just the shape of your body can not be hidden even though you wear men's jeans and oversize clothes so! Your chest remains prominent! Same as I'm flat!"

"Fuckin' boobs*n!"

"Hus! Athaghfirullah! Can't say that! Pamali!"

"I'll graduate college and work quickly! I'll raise a lot of money to flatten my chest and shrink my hips! I also want vocal cord surgery to have a voice like you and I also want to make a big jakun stand out like you!"

"Yes Allah... Ra! Why do you want to be a guy?"

"I'm a guy! I'm not a girl! I'M JUST STUCK IN THE WRONG BODY!!!

"Hus! No man that God created occupies the wrong body! That's your part like that! Never deny yourself that you are a woman! Moreover, you intend to operate! The Haram! You know, Vajria!"

I pouted and immediately left Nayl. If this is the case, Nayl who immediately chased after me and took a look at my arm.

"Don't be angry, Vajria. Don't ever leave me!" he said it was getting spoiled again!

I ruffled her hair and strangely it was straight neat again after Nayl flicked her!

But Nayl's words have a point, too. I am a woman! The proof I'm having comes the moon and it can't be prevented! Damn I was caught while on campus and I immediately limp, dizzy, plus stomach pain! It's always like this every month!

And finally when Nayl picked me up for class, he saw me leaning weakly against my chair.

"Ra! Why you?!" Nayl panicked once and immediately grabbed my shoulder.

"I'm sick, Nayl.." I replied slowly.

"We're going to the doctor?!"

"Wouldn't! I'm going home..."

"But you are very pale... We're going to kosan me?!"

"Where?"

"Decision. Just a kilo from here. Yuk!" Nayl took me slowly and took me to his boarding house which was not too far from campus. Up there I was directly laid on his bed.

I can't rest. The pain was getting worse and it felt like my stomach was being stirred up! I started crying and buried my face in Nayl's pillow!

"Oh my God, Ra! What pain are you?" nayl asked frantically and immediately sat down beside me while twitching my back.

"Nayl's strong... It hurts.." I said...

"hold yeah? I'll get you hot water in a bottle"

"No..."

"Want me to buy you some medicine?"

"No..."

"You're crying like this... I just saw you cry this time... I'm not strong..."

This is the thing I hate the most! Crying out! And damn it this happened in front of Nayl!

"Day me alone! I don't want to cry in front of you!" snatch me!

"Where might I go when you're in pain like this! I'll call the doctor right now!" Nayl stood up and I immediately pulled his arm!

"You're in pain, Ra!"

"I won't recover because of the doctor's arrival!"

"Lho, why?!" Nayl's confused.

"I.." I can't go on.

"Why you?" nayl asked softly while rubbing my cheek.

"Please... Don't wipe my cheek rich! Am I a spoiled child?! Look out for you, right?!!!" I'm so angry!

"Oh my God, my dear is angry!" Nayl was dizzy until he hit his own eel!

"I usually do that to you! I rubbed you! It's not you that's wiping me!!!"

"Yes, sorry! Why exactly are you?! Don't tell me you're sakaw again! I won't be able to help you! I'm not that way!" Nayl's panicked.

"No! It's good you said that! I'm not a wearer!!!" I scream annoyed! It's good Nayl accused me of being sick!!!

"Keep me why?"

"I... L'm... Whua...!!!" my tears broke again!

"Oh my God, Ra! It hurts like hell?" Nayl grabbed my shoulder.

"Nayl's... I actually again came by the moon." I said at last withstanding the overwhelming shame!

Nayl became dumb. "So you're menstruating again? Say dong, Ra!" nayl said finally after a moment of dumbstruck.

"Then what can you do now to ease my pain?!"

Nayl suddenly hugged my body which was still lying on his bed. My heart stopped beating! Her chest pressed against my chest. There was a strong heartbeat sound there.

"That's so much love for you, Ra. If only I could feel it too. I'll change you" whispered Nayl.

"You want to change me to the moon?" my many.

"Ih! Wasn't it! I changed the pain. I can't watch you like this"

"Oh, I thought you wanted to replace me with my period! Ouch... It hurts Nayl... Mulches..."

Slowly Nayl crept his palms on my back because he was still holding me.

"Ouch! Amused! What are you doing?!" I'm panicking the keelian!

"Shut up!" whispered Nayl firmly! Tumben once he can be firm so. But I'm quiet.

Nayl slowly lifted my body in his arms to sit down and he began massaging my back from top to bottom. Keep it that way and it turns out my heartburn is much reduced.

It's okay for Nayl to massage my back with the position still hugging me. I don't know why this time it felt different. There was a strange vibration crawling through my chest. We have often embraced. But it's not a hug.

With this position also our faces become very close to each other. Our eyes looked at each other and Nayl's breath felt warm on my face.

"Didn't, right?" ask Nayl.

"Yes, mendingan. The pain is much less. How do you know if massage like this can reduce heartburn?"

"Yes, I've seen it on google how to relieve stomach pain due to stomach. But not because of pain during menstruation. But it's the same, right?"

"Yes anyway... But you can't take his embrace. I can't breathe..."

"Ups, ok" Nayl let go of his embrace and moved behind my body to back-mouthed my back. But I held back his movements.

"Udah, ah! It doesn't hurt that much" I said.

"Really?"

"heeh"

"Yes, thank God, then. But Ra, that means you're really a girl, right? You came to the moon! You will also get pregnant and breastfeed!" nayl said again with a serious face!

"Nayl! Shut up or I'll hang in Monas!!!"