Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Chapter 36: Getting Stuck in the Wrong Race

Vajria POVs

I didn't expect Nayl to make one shocking confession tonight. Nayl said he'd never done that to me? He just wanted me to feel like I was his!

So I'm still a virgin girl who's still holy? Oh my... It really shakes me up... What am I feeling right now? Happy or vice versa?

It was my turn to almost force myself to enter it even deeper! It should feel very painful! Your hair, beautiful! Without you making up stories about me that you have taken away, I will definitely come back to you and will always be yours...

Where is the beautiful Nayl now? Looks like I need to get out of the room and look for him. I will hug him because he has taken care of and defended himself to the best of his ability. I am proud that I still have something precious in me because a good lover will not snatch it before his time.

I must immediately find Nayl and strengthen his heart. I know for a fact that he is currently being shaken because I told him that he is not a man. I know it must have hurt his pride as a guy.

I came down from my bed and picked up my clothes. I put the clothes on immediately and rushed out of the room. I saw Nayl in the kitchen. Sitting in front of a minimalist dining table with a cup of black coffee and a cigarette in hand.

I approached Nayl who was sitting daydreaming by himself. His eyes seemed empty and implied a deep sadness.

"Beautiful" I called her by that beloved call.

Nayl turned and smiled nervously.

"Done" she said.

I could not help my feelings and immediately hugged her tightly. I held her head against my chest and I kissed her hair.

"I'm sorry, beautiful." I whispered.

Nayl released himself from my arms and looked at my face with teary eyes. "Who isn't angry?"

"I can't get angry just as pretty as I am!" I rubbed both of his cheeks.

Nayl's tears are dripping. "I can't be who I want to be, I'm not manly..."

"Guus!" I put my index finger on her lips. "You can't say that. I know what you mean, you don't want to do that because you want to take care of me"

"Yes, ayang... I'll take care of you until I'm halaline"

"Thank you, Nayl... I always tempt you to sin. But I also don't know if I'm actually still you're not okay"

"No, Ra... You're still intact..."

"That's so nice of you, so pretty!" I kissed her red lips and ruffled her hair.

Nayl's tears are dripping...

"Eh, how you crying?! Can't! Guys can't cry!" I said and wiped her tears.

"Cowok is also human" Nayl pouted.

I hugged Nayl again and stroked her beautiful hair. "Thank you again, beautiful! You're good, you're beautiful, you're everything to me!"

"I thought you'd get angry again and leave me rich first." said Nayl.

"After what we've been through for almost a year, I don't have the slightest reason to leave you!"

"Thank you, Vajria... Nayl, you love so much"

"It's a shame too!"

We looked at each other and then kissed.

"That means we can't do that anymore, right?!" ask Nayl.

"Lho why?! Wouldn't it be delicious?!" answer prank.

I was so happy to tease him with such mischievous words that it made him puff with his pink cheeks.

"Now you know you're still a girl"

"You can try the head!"

"Ah... You are bad! Like to ask for deeper, firmer, more flat! What kind of release? It was almost too..."

"Almost what?"

"Almost torn!"

"It must be sick, Ra. I also grieve... It's hard to get in"

"The people are half-hearted! If you are sure you can!" I pinched his cheek.

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Our relationship became closer. We love each other, protect and fill. Although sometimes I feel dominant, but there are times when I also need Nayl as my backup.

And finally arrived when Nayl went through graduation. I came early in the morning to his boarding house to pick up and deliver Nayl to the building where the graduation will be held.

Nayl looks very beautiful with his long hair in the booth and clothes togaanya. I myself look macho with hair that has been cut short yesterday afternoon after my home.

Nayl smiled when he saw me coming. "What I'm so handsome!" said.

"My girlfriend is pretty too!" I said.

"When do you cut your hair? Why don't you ask me for permission?"

"Yesterday afternoon when I came home. Why did I ask permission? This is my hair!"

"It's still short cut. I'm also a long one, baby to cut"

"Nice! Bright and glaring in the eyes! You don't like it?!"

"It's okay, man! I'd rather you be like this"

"I also prefer you to be beautiful!"

I tidied Nayl's hair and helped put his graduation hat on. "Congratulations, pretty! You're a scholar!"

"Thank you, come on" Nayl kissed my left right cheek.

"Where is your family?"

"Udah in the building"

"Sister Fathya and Brother Arga can not attend because there is an important meeting with WO for the wedding event which is only two weeks away. But he gave you a greeting"

"It's okay, the important thing is that his sister is there!"

"There's definitely dong!"

We laughed together and Nayl put his arm around my neck and brought his face closer. "Kiss first, Ra. You are handsome like this to make me lustful"

"Hahahaha, if you don't want our graduation boboan huh?" I kissed Nayl and our kisses couldn't stop here until finally a friend of Nayl called because graduation was about to start while Nayl hadn't shown up on set.

"Are we leaving now?" I said then took Nayl out of the boarding house to leave immediately by driving the car of the late Papa given to me by Brother Fathya.

It was then that Rini suddenly came over and hugged my body. "Vajras! Huh handsome!" pekiknya coquettish! "It's hard to believe that you're actually a girl!"

"Hi, Rin" I said as I tried to escape from her embrace. Difficile.

"Where are you going?" rini asked while pinching my cheek.

"You want to go to Nayl graduation" I replied.

"Anytime I'm?"

And I saw Nayl's pretty face take away which meant he didn't like it. I opened the door for Nayl and pulled his arm. "Please come in, beautiful me"

"Thank you, ayang" and immediately Nayl's face immediately sumringah.

I kissed her on the cheek before I finally closed my car door for her.

"Ih so sweet...! I'm really rich to see you are like a real guy who has a really big girl huh?!" said Rini.

I glanced, "Yes, Rin! I'm actually a guy! I'm just stuck in the wrong body!"

Rini looked dumb to hear my words.