Trapped by the Wrong Raga

Chapter 34: I Want to...

Fifteen days have passed since Papa Vajria's departure...

The beautiful and handsome Vajria has not yet returned to campus or to his boarding house. I myself left his house one week ago after the completion of seven days of his death. I just had time to visit Vajria today because there is no schedule of gigs and also the college assignments are finished.

Until there I was greeted by Bi Inah in front of the gate of the house. "Please come in, Den Nayl" said he was friendly but itchy in my ear for calling 'Den'

"Don't call Den Nayl ah! Not good at the horror!" I said.

"Well, isn't Den Nayl a Non-Vajrian?"

"Call Bang Nayl!"

"Oh yes"

"What is Vajria?"

"There's another piano in the living room"

I entered the mansion and headed straight for the living room where Vajria was there with a big piano.

"Hi ayang, good afternoon" I said.

Vajria turned his head and immediately stood up with a smile. Smiles that have started wide and not forced even though there are still strokes of sadness there.

"Hey pretty!" sapana.

I was dumbfounded to see Vajria getting more and more beautiful now. She wears a bandana, a tight shirt and a tight mini skirt of jeans material. His legs look very smooth to the thighs. His large chest was clearly visible due to the tightness of the t-shirt he was wearing. The beautiful body that he had been hiding behind the clothes of a boy!

"It's really pretty." I said in amazement.

"I was asked to dress like this at home! Fathya's sister unloads her wardrobe and presents all her clothes before she gets veiled" Vajria said.

"But you are so beautiful! I like!" I approached Vajria closer and kissed her cheek left right while hugging her tightly. For a long time I hugged her until Vajria finally let go when Bi Inah came to bring food and drinks.

"I have to start dressing like a girl said Brother Fathya" Vajria said as he held my hand to sit on the sofa.

"But there must be a lot of guys who have a crush on you!" I said.

"I'm not comfortable like this either!"

"Oh, how are you doing now? When are you going back to college?"

"I'm going home today to college, so tomorrow I'm going to college"

"Alhamdulillah... I miss you, Ra! Sorry I just got here. College work is stacking! Not yet scheduled for gig"

"It's okay. Last night, Kak Arga's family came here to propose to Kak Fathya"

"Oh yeah? Alhamdulillahot. So when did they get married?"

"Abis Lebaran, two more months"

"I think I graduated"

"If you're graduating, you want to tie your hair?"

"No ah! Here it is! I don't want to be tied up because if I'm tied up I look pretty!"

"This is beautiful too!"

"Ra, I want to talk seriously"

"What's? You sure you want to...?" there was a mischievous glint in Vajria's eyes that instantly made me wake up.

"What the hell?! I want to halalin you after I graduate. I'll tell Brother Fathya to marry you along with him and Brother Arga"

Vajria is glaring! "What did you say?! I'm not getting married!"

"But let you take care!"

"You're not married yet you can take care of me!"

"But it's good that we're halal. Can always be together! Please do you want me to halalin, Ra?!"

"No! I don't want to!"

"Often what?!" Vajria stared intently at my face while sticking out his tongue. Looks like his mischievous instinct has relapsed!

I can only take a long breath.

"Nayl, I want to go home now. I told Brother Fathya I wanted to go home today" Vajria said, holding both cheeks.

"Yes, we're going home" I said, "But don't you wait for your brother to come home?"

"No need! Kak Fathya wants to buy jewelry first with Kak Arga for his wedding dowry"

"Oh, yeah, we're going home now"

"I miss you..." Vajria brought her face closer and kissed my lips gently.

"I'm also very upset" I said and kissed her lips too.

I also brought Vajria back to his boarding house. It turns out that the cost of Vajria is dirty because it has been abandoned for two weeks. I who diligently immediately helped him to clean up. We finished until late afternoon.

"It's so tired...!" luh Vajria while laying her body on the bed still with women's clothes that make it look more sexy than wearing men's clothes.

I sat next to her and stroked her hair. "Have a rest, come on" I said.

"That's very bright, Nayl. I'm gonna take a shower!"

"Me too!"

"Yes, you shower first. I need to order some food for our dinner first"

We finally enjoyed dinner together after a week apart. Mutual bribes and capture the moment with a cellphone camera. Vajria has returned to her identity as a tomboyish girl. With his training pants and basketball shirt.

"It's safe to go back to dressing like this" Vajria said.

"You are comfortable please" I said.

"Do you prefer me to be feminine or tomboyish, Nayl?"

"Whatever you wear, I like!"

"So it's okay if I'm like this again?"

"I first fell in love with you when you looked like this, Ra!"

And slowly our faces approached and clenched each other's lips. The entire longing seemed to melt at that very instant. I don't want to let go of Vajria's lips, but he won't stop to kiss me.

Crumpling each other, twisting each other, biting each other.

Until finally Vajria released his lips and looked friendly at me. "Nayl's... Take me to my room." whispered.

"What's sleepy?" my many.

Vajria.

"What do you want in a room?"

"I want ML.." he sighed.

How'this? Surely Vajria will ask me to do what we did last! At that time I had only put my sausage head into his body and at this time I was not sure if I could resist putting it any deeper!

I can't help myself because right now I want to... But I remembered the message of Papa Vajria and also Brother Fathya who asked me to take care of Vajria.

Doesn't that also mean I have to keep Vajria's honor?

I kissed Vajria's forehead.

"We're in the room now, aren't we?" I carried her body into the room and laid her on the bed.

But just as I laid her down, Vajria pulled me down and overcame her!

"Vajrian! Don't be like this! Does anyone hurt?" I was worried because my body fell on him.

But Vajria grabbed my neck and said hard. "Nayl's... I want ML..."