Towards True Love 2

Sloppy

"Are you serious?" Rio's shady eyes stared at my deep bead eyes. I can only nod to answer his question.

"On one condition," I said after Rio took his eyes off me.

"What's the condition?"

"You can sleep in bed. But that doesn't mean I let you touch me. I'm not ready yet. I beg you to understand" I replied carefully.

"Darling, am I forcing you? Have I ever broken my promise? No, right? I'll wait until you're ready" he said convincingly.

"Yes already. Come on, get some sleep," take me and then step into bed first. A second later Rio followed.

"For you to feel more secure, I put two bolster pillows in the middle. As a barrier so I can't touch you. Although not intentionally," he continued before laying his body on the mattress.

The lights went out fifteen minutes ago, but I haven't closed my eyes yet. My mouth yawned a few times a sign of sleepiness had run through my body.

I forced my eyes to stay awake. My heart is not calm. My heart can't beat normally.

I heard a little snoring in a quiet room. My husband is sleeping well. Thank God, I said in my heart. In that case, I can just close my eyes and sleep in a safe way.

From now on, I was just waiting for my husband's snoring as a sign of his deep sleep.

The melodious sound of the chanting of the holy verse roused me from the depths. I thank God for giving me a chance to breathe oxygen this morning.

Like the morning I've been through. Before I straightened my body, I did a ritual to collect my life that last night split up somewhere it went.

I stretched out my hands and relaxed my muscles with a slight bending of the body. After that, I will sit up and hold my body.

If I feel like my life has returned to perfection. I'm just going to continue with other activities.

This morning my net was spoiled with a dazzling Islamic outlook. My husband was sitting on the carpet in santri-style clothes.

The little Musaf was in his grasp. His face and lips looked solemnly reciting the heavenly sentence of tranquilizing the soul.

For a moment I enjoyed my husband's sweet voice. Until he finally realized, that I was secretly eavesdropping.

"Shadaqallahul 'adzim." I hurriedly grabbed the blanket lying in disarray on the bed to avoid glancing at her eyes that caught me stealing a glance at her earlier.

Pretending to make the bed is the right reason at this time. Rio placed his little musaf on the nightstand. He also took off the peci that had been covering his black hair.

"Aren't you a sub?" tanyanya saw me who did not rush to take ablution water when dawn almost shone its light.

"I'm an obstacle" I replied casually.

"I was lucky I woke up. I already know the truth as well," Rio replied in a soft tone.

Know it? He knows where? Inwardly. His words made me look curious. Right, he was smiling like a wry smile.

"Next time don't be pretentious," I sniffed.

"I don't know, honey. Take a look at the back of your shirt, "pointing Rio to me.

I immediately grabbed the back of the shirt. Abaghfirullah, see! Because I was so embarrassed, I just ran to the bathroom. But, after being in the bathroom I forgot not to bring a change of clothes and pads.

Ouch ...how is this, my body is already wet. And there's no way I'm out wearing a robe that's also been submerged in detergent.

Argha! Should I ask her for help? I am still very embarrassed by this incident. And now I have to override that shame again with this silliness.

God, why do you always make me need it?

Half an hour in the bathroom. I began to feel the cold piercing my bones. It's chilly. Why am I so stupid? Why do I always act so recklessly? I'm ashamed, very ashamed.

I crouched down, squeezing both of my arms which began to tremble shiver. I could no longer endure the cold that was hugging me.

"Rio!" call me at the end.

Thank God he is still there. That means I can ask him for help right away.

"I forgot to bring a towel and a change of clothes. Can I ask for help? Please get me my towel and any clothes. Don't forget my hijab. Which one, it's up to you." With a voice shaking from the cold I tried to loudly shout it.

"okay!" his reply.

Before long, a knock on the door sounded. Now it was my turn to gather my courage to open the door and grab the clothes Rio had brought.

I slowly shifted my position which was still crouching and was reluctant to get up. The cold had completely locked onto my body.

After making sure the shadow of my body that was bald not wrapped in cloth was not reflected by anything. I opened the door.

"Remove it" I asked with a hand and hid behind the door.

"Well, how's it downstairs?" tanyanya saw my hand.

"Quick, don't ask too many questions." I could no longer hold back my shivering body.

"Here," she replied without asking any more questions.

I have received a shirt and towel, then closed also re-lock the bathroom door. With recklessness, I got up to dry my body with a towel.

I was surprised to see an item I had not mentioned but slipped between the piles of clothes. Bandages. Rio took it for me while I didn't ask for it.

"Thank you" I said as I spread the towel on the balcon for sunbathing.

"Either. Come here, honey," she asked. I followed and stepped closer to him.

"Drink this, warm turmeric milk. It might relieve pain in your stomach." He's very understanding. Even for women's business, he can understand.

"Thank you." For the second time I can only thank him.

"How long have you been holding the cold inside? Your lips turned blue. Do you hesitate to call me?" I know, even though I always keep my eyes down in front of him. But I can always feel it. Rio always looked at this drowning face of mine intensely.

"sorry. I'm always a hassle" I replied without understanding that my husband never felt bothered.

"Don't repeat it again. Whenever you need my help, you should call me. Don't let yourself be tormented by anything. I beg you." He even begged me not to torture my own body anymore.

Nodding becomes the right course of action not to prolong the affair with him. Not immediately broken. I am still ordinary even though the attention that gushed to me is incredible.

Not finished turmeric milk I gulp, I think back to the penetrating incident earlier. If my clothes were covered in bloodstains, then what about the spray cloth I slept on last night?

I placed the glass filled with milk carelessly while running to check the spray cloth on the bed. Just one step I was running, the glass that I placed just now fell and broke.

Oh, Lord ... Why is this ingrained recklessness in the soul? Why did you create me with this carelessness? Oh God, I'm tired of keeping this bad attitude.

"Don't touch!" I said as soon as Rio would step up to pick up the shards of the shard.

"Let me, please" I said with my eyes beginning to water.

Rio no longer continued his intention. I came back, and did not check the spray cloth I was so worried about not putting the glass down safely.

"The spray has been replaced. I told you to change it earlier," he said as I picked up the bell.

Instead of thanking me, I could not help but be ashamed in front of him. My tears are spilling. I can't cover up the embarrassment from the carelessness of this morning.

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