
I didn't go out of my room all day. My lunch and dinner were delivered by ART to my room. It felt like my body was breaking. My bones and joints are painful.
It was only at 11 p.m., when I thought everyone had fallen asleep, that I came out of the room. The main light is still on, but usually the lamp is extinguished when all residents sleep.
Who is still awake? Could it be father-in-law?
I kept descending the stairs quietly, while looking in all directions. I heard a sweet voice singing the holy verse. That's Rio's voice.
I smiled faintly, I had already missed so much with her voice so sweet and eloquent.
I took off my sandals and walked carefully, it seemed like Rio was in the living room. I walked over there. Peering at his back from behind the wall.
Oh Allah ... My heart suddenly became cold. I rubbed my stomach as small pulses rose. It seemed like the baby also heard the melodious voice of his ashes.
"Yes ... That's abi's voice, honey." My inner.
I stood there long enough. And suddenly the chanting was stopped.
"Your turn" said Rio.
"Your turn? Does Rio know where I am?" My heart is beating unbecoming. I must leave immediately before Rio snaps at me again. But not even one step I left the wall of my backrest, another melodious voice answered him.
"It's late, Abi has to rest. We'll continue teaching him tomorrow." Lilies. That girl is still here? Are they together to teach? Oh Allah ... Why am I so envious?
Soon I stepped out of them. My heart is heating up, I'm jealous ... Very jealous.
In the room, I complained a little to my baby. I can't help this jealousy. "In the past, Abi also often taught, after praying. Umi read the book. Take it easy, when Abi's memory has returned later, we will teach together. Umi will not read any more books, Umi will also teach. Read the book later."
Maybe I sound childish right now, but I think that's normal. My hormones are unstable, I'm pregnant.
The next morning, I went to the kitchen very early. And I saw Lili was already there.
"Li ..," I said as I pretended to take milk in the refrigerator.
"Again, Ndy. I'm staying over." She smiled at his sweet smile.
"Yes, I know," my inner. What kind of feeling is this? Wasn't I the one who asked her myself to help Rio recall all that was being forgotten? Why am I bullying Lili?
"Sound." He patted me on the shoulder when my hand didn't even touch the milk box.
"You sick?" continued.
"No." I don't think I can hide it, I'm a little sniffy on him. I'm sorry, Li.
"Sit down, Ndy." Lili dragged me to a chair in the kitchen. Put it on the bar table.
"What's wrong?" I was immediately curious. My heart was beating faster, I was afraid, he knew that I was bullying him.
'You're lying to comfort me or what, Li? Obviously last night I saw you teaching her.' I keep listening to him.
"Every night, Rio asked me to teach. I prefer to read books. I'm on my period. But all of a sudden, he said 'I was like looking at this habit, but who? Who has a habit of reading when I teach?' I see, is that maybe your habit?"
"Yes. That's my habit." I was actually happy to hear that, but somehow, I was still overwhelmed with feelings of jealousy.
"That's the sign, it won't be so hard to restore her memory, Ndy. I know how to." I cringe.
"I just need to imitate you" he continued.
"My guy?"
"Yes. The habits don't change, Ndy. Only his memory of you is lost, we must lead him to remember all about you. By repeating your habits. What say?" He asked for my opinion enthusiastically.
"Yes, I agree." And I repay him with resignation. Not as enthusiastic as he is.
"Other than you usually do? Today I'll try it, pray for me, Ndy. I really want to get you all together again soon."
"I always pray for you." I had to conclude a thin smile for him.
'Is that what you mean? Or are you enjoying the role? Tell me the truth, Li.' My mind still doubts it.
"Today I went to the store. I'm bored all day in my room." I went back to whining at him, as was the custom. When I was around, I felt like I was with my mom.
"You can go to the store, but don't do anything there, Ndy. Just sit at the cashier's table." She was warning me, just like my mother reminded me.
"Would I bring you some supplies?" Lili offers.
"No need. I'm leaving now, Li. Soon Rio will be down for breakfast, say my regards to the father-in-law."
After that I just went back to the room to get the bag and the motor key. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you this. The key of my motorcycle that Rio had been hiding all this time I found. When I took all my stuff out of that room. All corners were almost untouched, and I managed to find the keys to my favorite bike.
I have a little doubt actually, has not touched the beloved object for a long time. But I'm sure I haven't forgotten how to use it.
I slowly pushed it. A little afraid to increase the speed because I'm not sitting alone on my motorcycle seat. I was with my baby too.
Entering the highway, my game began to be swept by the wind which was quite strong. Wind coming from another vehicle. I open the helmet glass, I like the cool morning air.
When my hand was about to open the helmet glass, I did not see that in front there, which was very close to me, there was a hole in the water.
BRUUKKK
I fell on my favorite motorcycle that I hadn't driven in a long time. The other vehicle driving behind me, stopped immediately. Luckily my body that was thrown into the middle of the road was not crushed by the cars.