Towards True Love 2

My Angan is not my destiny

Rio returned with a basin of warm water and a washcloth. I didn't think he would do this to me. Dodge the stain marks that dirty my sensitive parts. Use it very slowly and carefully.

Rio compressed it so painstakingly. Until the pain that I was feeling could turn out to be more comfortable.

"It doesn't hurt much, does it?" Asked after I asked him to stop cleaning****-me.

"Thank you, Bi," I said thank you for what he did for me.

"Don't move much first, huh? The pain won't go away as fast as you think" he added.

"Indeed, how long does the pain go there?" I'm really inexperienced.

"Maybe, 2 or 3 days?" the answer is not so sure.

"That long? And I can just lie on the bed? I can't. What about the store? And who will take care of your needs?" Anxiety started to run through my mind.

"So you don't believe what I said? Then try now to get up and walk. If you can walk normally without holding back the pain, I allow you to move as usual." His words seemed to challenge me. In addition to feeling challenged by his words, I was also curious. Can I really walk normally? My body feels normal, just a little sore on my sensitive part.

Slowly, I woke up my body that had just been lying in obedience to my husband's orders. True, to be able to sit perfectly I grimaced with pain mixed with pain. I'm grinding my teeth.

"Not sitting perfectly, you know, you've grimaced with pain. Still want to continue? Try walking? I suggest you don't be reckless, honey." Rio again reprimanded me with a tone of speech that sounded like my teasing.

Instead of giving up and giving up, I was the opposite. I continue my intention to prove his point.

"I can walk. I will prove that I am strong" I said in my heart.

"Darling.don't force it if it hurts." Rio's really chatty. I'm upset to hear him keep advising me without helping me get this body straight.

This tiny body suddenly felt so heavy. Why is it so hard to raise him? After much effort, I managed to make both my legs stand straight. Now it's my turn to try to swing my legs so I can move positions.

Oh my God, why is it so sick? I took a step to get one foot. I wanted to walk around the room to prove that I was a strong woman in front of my husband. Why these? The pain is getting worse. I can't hold him.

"Pig!" I shouted as I could no longer support my body with my legs no longer standing straight.

"Now do you believe abi? Abi didn't try to lie to you, honey. Abj will help you get back to bed." Rio instantly lifted my body and returned to lay me on the bed.

Though the distance I was standing earlier with the bed was only an inch. But to turn around and grab the edge of the bed I couldn't.

I also can't go down the stairs. Because to step on the flat floor I still feel extreme pain.

It is also impossible if I tell him the truth. I can't possibly say that last night there was a match on my bed.

Rio caught the anxiety on my face. A soft, soothing rub landed on my cheek followed by a sweet smile on her lips.

"Why? You're not comfortable? Your face looks anxious" he asked, looking at me.

"I, what should I say to you in the morning? He's gonna ask me why, why don't I go out of the room, right?" I said with a mind that started to get messed up.

"No need to worry. Abi will be the one to tell you."

"Say this? No," I'm not agreeing.

"Other thing, I'll say another reason. You don't have to worry. Now go to sleep, and don't worry about anything." Rio turned off the lights. His right hand grabbed my body. Ever since I removed the prohibition not to touch me, since then my husband has never been absent to hold my body in his arms.

I was quite relieved that Rio was able to overcome my anxiety. I closed my eyes even though I was actually holding back the pain.

Not just because of the rips that happened in my sensitive area. But also because I remember Adi. I was getting further and further away from my expectations. I'm getting away from my dreams.

Adi has chosen Amira. While I was, I was still expecting it. Although I have given the precious crown of my life to Rio. I still can't love him completely.

My jealousy is still for Adi. My desire to be with the man who is now officially the fiancee of Amira is still passionate. The sense of improbability that was clearly emblazoned as if I was tepis. I forget without seeing the truth.

I cry in the dark. I was lonely in my husband's arms. I was cold in the warm embrace that was always there every night.

Wanted it. He is not my destiny. He's just my sleeping flower. Adi became a wish that I could not hold.

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