
'Communion ....' The voice of the little boy that sounded more like the voice of a girl kept calling me in the middle of the field that I could not see the grass because of the thick fog.
'Communion ....' Keep calling out to me, making this body spin here and there to look for the figure behind that tiny voice.
'United.' Once again I heard and he had already grabbed my palm. This look was directly on him. A little girl with cold hands clasped my palms, smiling as sweet as a smile.
"Umi, how are you?" he asked in a very loud voice to me who was still looking at him strangely.
"O little boy, who are you? And what is this place? Why quiet and cold?" I asked.
"Umi, this is my place. The place that Umi always asks our Lord. A good place."
I was thinking, if she's my little angel that I failed to hold, if I'm with her now, that means ....
"No, Umi. It's not time we were together. I'll take Umi home, come on," he asked. He pulled my palm. I started to get confused again.
"You're going with Umi, aren't you?" He just smiled and kept walking. The little boy I believed to be a little angel was as small as me. But the road is so fast. Unaware we were at a gate with a bright light.
"See you, Umi. Assalamu'alaikum." He waved his tiny hand at me. And I don't know what magnet is dragging my body automatically into that gate.
The shadow of the little boy disappeared. But the voice I can still hear. She said, 'love abi and little sister, Umi ....'
Like having a short dream. When I woke up, I was lying in a quiet room. In one hand was an infusion. The nurse greeted me as I opened my eyes.
"Alhamdulillah, have you realized?" welcome him to stand up and leave his chair. It seems like he was waiting for me.
"My why? My stomach?!" I was surprised not to get stuck, my stomach was begging and like there was no more baby in it. But ... Why does it hurt so much?
"Silence, Mother. I just woke up after a caesarean."
"Caesar? So ... where's my baby, Sister?"
"Your baby is still in the process of health checks. If it's healthy, it'll be delivered here."
"Alhamdulillah," I said gratefully. But I suddenly remembered, my goal was to come to the hospital this afternoon.
"My husband?" ask the nurse.
"Your husband is still unconscious. Your father-in-law is taking care of the administration, maybe soon to return. Are you complaining at the moment?"
I nodded because I did not feel any complaints.
"Okay, then I stay first. Pull the bell immediately if there are complaints, Mom?"
"Good, Sus."
The young woman in the white uniform left me. My mind turned again in the middle of the room. I tried to remember the little face that froze the sweet smile in the dream. But it feels very difficult. I can only remember her cold palms and her soothing voice.
Amidst I was busy thinking, a door deit suddenly sounded. The father-in-law came with a group of sisters who pushed the sickly bed on which Rio slept.
"Abi ..." call me. Trying to straighten my body but I still can't do it.
"Darling ...." He's already conscious. Rio stretched out his hand, wanting to grab me but our distance was quite far.
Until Sister stopped pushing the sickle bed right next to me. We were so close. His hand then grabbed my palm. Rio smiled weakly at me.
"Ndy, alhamdulilah ... You are conscious" said the father-in-law approaching me.
"When did you come?" reply me without letting go of my hand hooked to Rio.
"I'm sorry Indy, sir." The father-in-law shook his head and smiled.
"Mr?" The person I first met in front of the IGD room approached.
"What happened to me? Last thing I remember, I was listening to you talk, wasn't it?" I asked because I forgot what happened.
"You groan in pain while holding your stomach, then pass out. The doctor and the nurse immediately took the surgery for something." Inscribed.
"Sir, I'm sorry. I have to go home soon, tomorrow I'll be back. I will not lose responsibility" he continued.
"Absolute responsibility, huh? I want to thank you, because of this accident, my memory is back." I turned my head quickly to look at Rio who suddenly spoke. He saw his face filled with a happy smile.
"Abi?" I called him to ask for an explanation of his words.
"Yes, honey, abi's memory is back."
As tears rolled from the corner of this eye, it was truly happy that what he said was true was a reality.
"Sir, Rio can you please?" said it.
"Solicit what please?" answer father-in-law.
"Please take the tissue and continue to love Indy, Rio did not like to see her cry. Abi yag pretty wife don't cry, huh?"
The words are just more and more tears. I'm really happy to hear that. He really has returned. My husband, I'm waiting to be back.
"Umi loves abi" I said without shame despite being heard by many in the room. There is still a nurse who is repairing medical equipment. Also the male of the hitter. And father-in-law. I don't care if they'll laugh at me.
I just don't want to regret it anymore because I'm late in revealing it. Love for my husband.
"Let's love you more, honey." She turned her lips short as she let out a brief kiss from afar for me.
Happiness is getting fuller. The little baby girl came in the nun's arms. And then put to bed beside me. God, my happiness is complete.
Maybe this is the process I have to go through to achieve true happiness.
Losing a loved one has been a valuable lesson to me. Perhaps this was the reason, God took my first little angel. Maybe because it wasn't time.
Even if she was present in my life, I would still feel sad and could even ignore her because I was too upset with the loss of Rio.
And now it's time. I can feel that delayed happiness.
There is no easy life, nor is life always difficult. If we believe that God is with us, then ease for convenience will come with sincerity itself.
EXPIRE...
Thank you author say to all of you who are very patient waiting for the update of the MCS2 novel that often fails because the author often loses the mood of writing...
I followed this novel to its final episode..
A little leak, after this novel the author will still write a novel with a semi-religious theme titled 'Second Marriage'
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