
There is nothing I can say but apologize when I have to deal with Rio. Yes, this disaster I consider my fault. I can't keep his trust well. I'm so tered up. A little grateful because my husband is currently losing his memory. If he remembers everything and knows I made our baby go away, then I will completely vanish from this world. It felt unable to break his heart for the umpteenth time.
I keep avoiding him. Frequently having a couple of hotties at home makes me cramped. It was tight because my heart was eager to grab it, but the reality immediately slapped that all of it I could not get.
Every morning, I go to the store. I am entertaining myself there. Meeting employees and buyers, this bit of sadness is a little slippery.
It's okay, even when I get back home I'll win again. At least, there was a bit of time filled without crying.
I always miss breakfast. And today feels surprising. Rio came to the shop, bringing a bushel of food. At first I thought he was taking her to Lili. In fact, it contains a nice breakfast menu that he brought for me.
"You always skip breakfast" he said as he placed the bushel on the cashier's desk.
I looked at Lili who also saw Rio coming from a distance. I don't know, I feel like I have to perfect my acting. Lili is still a lover in my husband's memory.
"She knows you're my brother, Lili's not a jealous girl." As if understanding what I was thinking, Rio immediately fortified it.
"Yes, not the jealous Lili, but me." Again I can only hide.
"Thank you." That's what I can give from my lips for her.
I waltzed off, brought the bushel upstairs and had no intention of enjoying it. I just sat looking at the bushels I didn't see at all.
"Why are you only seen? You can have breakfast now." I was shocked again, his voice suddenly just around me. When did he catch up?
Rio was standing across the table. I sat on a long sofa. I dare not look at him. My chest really hurts to see both of his eyes shady.
"I'll have breakfast later." I want to get up, leave him again. But he politely prevented me, not by touch, but by a word that could make me undo the intention of leaving him.
"Why do I feel like you're always avoiding me? My suspicions further pushed me to find out, who exactly are you? I am so sure, my heart always says that the woman who comes to see me every night in a dream is you. And this ring, don't pretend, I saw it on your finger."
"Ndy, is there a secret between us? That right? I have lost my memory. But from a long time ago I never forgot that I believed in my heart. Strange as it was, I remembered that Lili was my lover, but I did not feel comfortable around her. I always want to approach you. Sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. But it feels so weird, let alone I know, you're no longer single."
"Who are you really?" He repeated the question.
"What if I say it, you'll believe it?" And I try to hold onto hope.
"Of course, if you can prove it."
I doubt it, but I have to end it. Either I'm gonna hurt him or something, but I'm his wife. I deserve to get it back.
"Who are you?" He repeated again.
"I'm your wife."
"My wife? So I'm married?"
I saw his face a little surprised. But I know he doubted me. "Wait here." I went back to the cashier's desk, got my bag and went upstairs. I'll show you our marriage certificate. He looked at it carefully.
"This is genuine" he said.
"So, baby? Astaghfirullah, forgive me Yes Robb ...." I did not dare to embrace her, as she was so devastated to realize that not only had she lost precious memories, but Rio had also lost his flesh and blood.
"Sorry, Ndy .... Sorry." The touch of the warm hand grabbed my finger slowly. Although I knew he was hesitant to touch me, and I hesitated to reach for him, but I still returned his grasp.
"It's not your fault, all of this has written the fate of the Almighty."
"Why not be honest from the beginning? I'm sorry I hurt you." Rio was really crying. But still had time to taper fingers that wiped my tears that also broke.
"Because you rejected me, Abi." I couldn't stand it anymore, I hugged her. I miss him so much. He's my husband, and now he knows I'm his wife. The evidence I've been given, and what else can stand in the way of my longing for her?