
I want to run away from this place. But my feet that have started to shake just want the opposite. I stood still holding the body that was squeezing. Until it feels like it can no longer.
The palm of the hand swings the doorknob by itself. "Assalamualaikum," I said with restraining trembling on the lips.
Everyone turned their heads, looking at me who entered without excuse. As soon as I turned my face after closing the door, I found a disappointed look on Rio's face. "Wa'alaikumsalam," answered simultaneously my father-in-law and Lili.
Rio answered a little bit from them. That sounds too lazy. "Thanks!" squeak Lili who almost came to me if only Rio did not hold his arm.
My husband has dared to touch other women without feeling the slightest guilt. He had completely forgotten his limits. But I understood and I forgave his error.
"Ndy?" I know, Lili is also being overwhelmed with guilt right now. There is an explanation that cannot be said through words. I nodded my head to understand what he wanted to explain. Of course, Lili felt calmer. And keep thinking about my feelings. Because currently the priority is the recovery of Rio.
"Why come again?! We don't know each other even though Dad says you're our brother. I don't like to see you keep coming." I was constantly chased away by him without hesitation.
"Bi, he's my friend too. I told him to come here because we're going to do our job together."
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"Bi?" my inner. So, Lili also once called my husband by the same name? Then, the so-called 'Umi' in his dream means, Lili? Not me?
Oh my God ... Is this really just an ordeal? Or do you intend to reunite them? Was it true that I was only a temporary separator of their relationship? Could it be that they were really destined to be a match? Then how's my baby's fate?
A tear almost fell if I did not immediately repel it by curling the corner of my eye. "Right, I just wanted to see Lili. But if it bothers me, I'll just wait outside."
"No need, you can stay here." Lili held my arm.
"Bi, let my friend here. She's pregnant, look, don't you feel sorry for her?" Again, Lili tried to defend me so I could stay there.
"Yes, okay. But don't stand here. There, sit on the couch." His voice is still dull. But I was so happy to see him sitting up straight without anyone helping.
Rio continued to pamper his sweet smile. His fingers were even endlessly caressing the back of Lili's hand. Although I am not willing, I must be strong to see it. My husband will come back someday.
I just need to be patient. Seeing me wailing in the room, my father-in-law approached. He sat with me on the couch.
"Eat already?" ask her with a distinctive lip arch.
"Already, sir." He nodded in relief.
"Tomorrow Rio can go home." A little whisper but I can hear it. "Alhamdulillah," I said gratefully. He smiled even more beautifully at my answer.
Shortly after, Adzan maghrib was heard. "We are here only" said my father-in-law.
Alternately we take ablution in the toilet. After that we took our respective positions with my father-in-law as his priest.
"Allahuakbar." I have given all the provisions that have been outlined by the Power of Power until I can get to this point.
Without being able to contain it again, a tear actually invited his colleagues who had been cramming wanted to overflow to the surface.
I tightly closed my reddened face with my palm. They are filled with prayer and forgiveness. I will try to neutralize my feelings before they finish climbing the prayer.
Unexpectedly, Rio noticed me for quite a while. Apparently he did not pray. I could see his eyes from the corner of my eyes. I don't know what that look means. I immediately rubbed my face and curled my lips back so that no one would see my sorrow.
"You, why don't you go back with your husband? Don't you have a house?" For the first time Rio wants to talk to me.
"His husband is out of town. He left Indy with us. You must have forgotten that." The father-in-law immediately replied.
"How can a husband leave his wife in the place of another? Your husband is so irresponsible" Rio continued.
"Not irresponsible, son. But what would you do to take a pregnant wife like this on a journey that wasn't close? Of pity." My father-in-law continued to deny it.
"So why are you crying?"
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Did he see me cry? I want to say, "I'm crying because I miss you." But my tongue is stiff.
"Crying?" My father-in-law's face and Lili's face made no difference. They looked at me full of questions.
"Ah, No. I'm not crying. But, I'm flickering." Athaghfirullah, I lied.
"If it's flickering why is your veil soaking wet? Just admit it, you must miss your husband, right? If I were you, I'd catch up with him." Rio gave me an idea I can't use.
"Of course, don't talk about it. You better rest. Don't let your return be delayed again tomorrow."
Rio laid his body lightly without any help. From my observation, it seems like my husband's body is already healthy. But what about his memory? When will he be conscious as he was?