Towards True Love 2

Bad Thoughts

Although every day Rio came to the store to just receive the sales report from Lili, I still could not fully raise my hand and take off my responsibility for the shop I had built with such pain.

Yes, once all my activities have been forcibly confiscated my husband. I handed the shop to Lili, my trusted best friend. He became the only person I could rely on to oversee the distribution activities of the store.

I can imagine how he has to be troubled every day. Take care of his own life and coupled with taking care of my clothing store which every day is not empty of visitors. I'm sure every night he'll massage his temples as well as his calves.

I can only inject energy for him through a short message every day. Hope Lili won't collapse due to exhaustion. Prayers serve while saying his name. Asking God to always give healthy favors to my dear friend.

But lately ugly thoughts haunt my mind. Encouraging me to suspect him every time I meet my husband. This thought comes for a reason. Especially if it is not because they used to be able to relate to each other's feelings.

I was really jealous, every time Rio came back with a clean face and said that the situation in the shop was fine and well coordinated.

"Not to worry. You didn't pick the wrong person to help you keep the store for a while." His smile just widened. I really don't like it. What really made him so happy? Shouldn't his face look tired and shabby because his strength has been drained all day long? This disgusting thought has taken hold of me.

"From tomorrow Abi no longer has to come to the store" I chirped.

"Lho ... why? Then how can Umi find out the sales report if it is not abi who checks it directly?" Rio was surprised by the decision I took all of a sudden.

"Not to go to the store anymore. Sales report problem Ii think again," I reply with keukeuh.

"What's up Mi? Why does Abi feel that Umi no longer trusts abi? Did abi make a mistake?" I admit as a husband, Rio does have a very sensitive heart. Just a little look on my face or my tone sounds different, he will immediately realize it.

"Tomorrow Umi will follow Abi to the store. Please don't ban umi." My words are like tapping the hammer of an inviolable prosecutor's decision.

"Well, abi won't ban you. But Umi had to wait until abi picked her up. Don't you dare go to the shop." Rio did not want to lose. He kept making rules for me.

"Hm." I don't want to talk to him much right now. My heart was shrouded in jealousy and suspicion that was jumbled into one.

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Right at 4pm finished college, Rio picked me up to go to the store. It's not really my first sales report. And besides, I really believe in Lili about the trust that I entrusted to her. Lili wouldn't cheat me on that.

But I suspect him in something else. Yes, although the tongue can say it is no longer in love but whose heart can know. There could still be a little taste left in his heart for Rio. And it is not impossible for both of them to take advantage of the current situation to cheat me.

I can only stay at home with a thousand rules of my husband. I can't argue with him. It was all for my own good and that of my future son.

But I can't put a thousand percent of the trust I have in my husband. Regarding this one, I cannot trust him with all my heart. They broke up because they had to. Because of my match with Rio, Lili had to lose the Imam she wanted so much.

It's impossible for Lili to take a bit of a grudge against me. And on this occasion he will avenge me. No. gabe. I'm not gonna let that happen. Rio is already legitimately mine at this moment. Lili no longer even had the right to keep my husband's name in the depths of her heart.

"No," I muttered that sounding softly but Rio's ears could catch him.

"What's not, honey?" rio asked later.

"Emmm .. just want to know abi," my dear.

"none. Abi just focus on driving so we can get to our destination quickly," said I who again throw my eyes out the car window. Explain what is really going on. Why is my mind so fucked up. And why my heart is so excited to catch them wet.

This time, I slipped spoiledly on my husband's arm. I didn't let the wind infiltrate the gap of the goods a single cent of the distance between my body and Rio. Yes, I really close my body with her. I want the whole universe to know that I am the angel of the handsome prince's heart that walks with me.

"Assalamualaikum," I said in a friendly tone trying to hide my troubled heart.

I walked in with my husband. Two girls greeted me with enthusiasm. Madam Nia first shed her longing on me by hugging me very tightly.

"Kangen Mbak Indy ..," he cried in his arms.

"Uwes to Ni, pity debay in Indy's belly. Clamp your arms." Lili's voice broke the longing that Nia's mother was pouring on me.

"Iyo-iyo ... just say Mbak Lili also want to hug Mbak Indy too, right?" reply Mbak Nia with a ledge.

"Certain …." Now changing lili squandered hugging my body.

But one thing I didn't do as usual. I didn't return their embrace. Because even though my body is a little distant from my current husband, I did not at all remove my finger link with him.

"Tumben are you coming, Ndy?" continued Lili after giving up longing.

What if I come? You don't like it? Or are you not free to talk to my husband because I am here now? I'm ingrained.

"I miss the store," I obviously covered up the confusion that was going on in my heart.

"Mbak Indy take it easy, we take good care of the store. Everything is safe under control" Mbak Nia said.

Did you cover everything, too, Mother? You can do this to me, but I also trust you. My inner.

"Alhamdulillah," said I reply Mbak Nia.

"I'll show you today's sales report. Come ... You can see it by sitting on the sofa to make it more comfortable." I don't return much conversation.

I looked carefully, is there anything suspicious in this place? I can't see it for sure. But I'll wait.

Rio rose from beside me. And walked towards Lili who was writing something in the book. Several times Rio helped Lili finish her work. His fingers did not even awkwardly point at the ink scratches that Lili put on the paper.

So this is what you guys do? Even though I am here, you dare to show that affection in front of me. Too bad, I really can't stand to see it. My blood was boiling to watch the conversation between them. Especially once in a while Lili smiled her smile. Are you happy you did this to me?

"Still long? I'm tired, I want to go home now. Assalamualaikum." Without waiting for an answer, I immediately walked up and pushed the door open and stood right next to the car door that was still locked.

"A tired man? Why force you to go to the store? Yes, abi will bring Umi home soon." My husband came to me quickly and seemed worried about my condition.

On the way, not a word came out of my mouth. Even the many questions Rio asked none of me answered.

Rio split the streets quickly. He understood that what I needed right now was a home. I want to regain my calm.