The Sky for Luna
S 3'S. Chapter 2's
Chapter 2: Letting Go
"The most difficult lesson in life is to give.." - Luna-Luna.
Luna felt a slight pain in her stomach the past few days. He wanted to tell El, but El seems to be very busy lately. Almost every day, her husband came home late. Although Luna had intended to wait, she still lost competitiveness. As if there was a super glue between her two eyelids, Luna always fell asleep.
"Akhs..." Luna looked slowly. El, who had been peacefully closed next to Luna, immediately opened his eyes.
"Why?" ask while opening his eyes.
"Why what?" Luna asked back as if she did not know, like nothing happened.
"I didn't hear you, your voice, the pain." El looked at Luna full of probes. He deliberately did not take his eyes off Luna, trying to find a justification for her statement.
"Silver heard wrong, just now, brother slept. It must be a dream," elak Luna while throwing her face away. He said to himself, unbecoming, trying to ask God not to ask him more.
"Hm.. I-i-i?" El shook his head a few times. His head is a little dizzy because some days lack of sleep. He aims to complete all his work before the honeymoon schedule next month. Yeah, about 2 weeks. The reason, of course, is because Reza was almost in tears when he asked for a departure next week. The secretary of many of his styles was begging to make his ears hurt. As a result, in order to keep his ears from buzzing, El assented. He could be patient for another week, as long as his ears were not damaged by the sound of Reza's bells.
"Yes!" Luna nodded for sure. He also blinked his eyes twice while looking at El straight. Especially if you are not trying to convince your beloved.
"I think I'm too tired..." El closed his eyes again. He pulled Luna in his arms, brought her head closer to Luna's chest, seeking comfort there.
"By the way, have you checked the contents? When is the check-up schedule?"
Luna's lips trembled slightly. He smiled wryly while looking up. Next to his hand that was previously busy stroking El's black mane suddenly stopped.
"Luna?" El was suspicious. He smelled something weird. Something was hidden by Luna. El broke his embrace, he raised his body until their gazes clashed.
"When was the last time you went to the doctor, baby?" El deliberately pressed a little affection in his sentence. He wants Luna to know, if she suspects something and wants Luna to confess before she catches her little wife wet.
"Eum..." Luna ran her eyes in all directions. Characteristics when someone is looking for an excuse, looking for a justification for something that is definitely not true.
"I'm waiting..."
Luna hesitated, she was too embarrassed to say this. But, to him, examining the contents was like an inner torment. There were always accusing eyes towards him, as if he was carrying disgrace. Judgmental views of people he never even knew in his life. His eyes glared at him, accusing him of wrongdoing. She wanted to scream that she had done nothing criminal except conceive her husband's child and check it out, like any other mother.
"Luna darling..." El kissed Luna at a glance and gave her best smile. "Say now before big brother asks
"Last month!" Luna closed her eyes tightly. He resigned, even if he did not say it now, later El will know from the reports of his men. Better to confess than get caught.
"God, baby..." El shook his head slowly. "That's been a long time!" the gerutu did not believe.
Luna bit her lower lip, feeling guilty. El who saw it was convinced that there was still something else that Luna had not said. He stared, waiting. He was sure Luna knew the meaning of his view.
"I'm ashamed...."
"Tempo?"
"I'm embarrassed to visit on my own, they look at me like it. I never bothered them at all..." Luna spoke very slowly, too slowly until at the end of her sentence El felt she heard almost nothing. But he understood where this conversation went.
"Basic man!" El began to swear. "Social beings whose hobbies take care of others..."
I don't know why but Luna chuckles amusedly. El's words and expressions were completely out of step. El nagged, but her throbbing lips, looked adorable in Luna's eyes.
CUPS.
Without him noticing, Luna had brought her own lips against El's.
"Well..." Luna reached her consciousness a few seconds later. He saw El was already smiling sideways.
"Well, my cute Luna is getting brave now..." El smiled seductively while raising his eyebrows. Luna could only blush. He pulled his blanket up high to cover his nose, just so that a red tinge that he believed had appeared on his cheek was not seen by El.
"Not to be ashamed, dear... I've seen it all... Everything is mine anyway..." El shuffled, he moved his body, his feet had moved. El's sturdy body has now locked Luna perfectly. His gaze could not be separated from the eyes of Luna who was now moving restlessly. Luna was misbehaved with this position. El was right on top of him, almost overstimulating his body, looking at him fixedly while throwing a sweet smile. For God's sake, Luna's heart isn't strong. He could die young if this continues. How could God create a man as handsome as El? All that is in El is what he likes.
"Sister.." - Luna.
"Yes dear~~~"
Luna placed her hands right in front of her chest, between her and El. "Can you slide for a second? I'm gonna get up..."
El tilted his head thirty degrees, as if thinking. "Would you like to kiss?"
Luna glares. El doesn't make sense. Clearly El heard what he said. Their distance is only five inches.
"I'm a----
"Well, if you insist..." El floated a long and long kiss. Of course with extras too.
***
"Hold my hand, there's no need to be afraid and ashamed. There's no mistake you're making." El put Luna's hand to the side of her arm. They stepped side by side towards the obstetrician's room.
Luna's hand moved uncomfortably, and El could feel it. He said calmly. "You don't have to worry. You didn't commit any crime. The only crime you've committed is stealing my heart."
"Gdh..." Luna could not help her laughter. He chuckles slowly. Gombalan El succeeded in making him distracted. Luna continued to smile until the woman's doctor examined her womb.
"I'm sorry, but it looks like the mother's fetus isn't developing..."
Like being hit by a storm without warning, the feeling of Luna bobbing like a ship in the middle of the open sea. It's lost direction. El immediately grabbed Luna's hand, grasping it tightly.
"The wife of the father has an empty pregnancy, or as people commonly know with pregnant wine. There are no embryos in it, so it is best to do the dilation and curettage process immediately."
El breathed a lot. His brain was still digesting everything the female physician had said bearded in front of him. The doctor who looked quite old looked back at El with concern, as if he understood the sadness and disbelief that El was facing right now.
"So..." El tried to compile his words, ".. so... So there's no child candidate, Doctor?"
"I'm sorry, sir...." The doctor patted El slowly on the shoulder. El's shoulder decays afterwards. He was sad not to play knowing that all this time he had been waiting for was not there, not yet real.
"Hiks..." El was awakened by a slow sobbing coming from Luna. He was stunned and realized that he was not the only one who was sad here. There was another heart more disappointed and more hurt than he was. The heart of the future mother, Luna.
"It's okay, honey..." El comforts Luna while stroking Luna's long black hair as gently as she can. "There's still me..." He kissed Luna slowly and then let the drops of tears that belonged to the woman fall one by one. Luna needs time and it's the same.
GRIEFS
Life is calm like a melody in a dream
Asa is lost to the timeless
The focus appears as if it doesn't matter
Crashing, destroying, and hurting
Insan wailed in darkness
Look closely then be silent
Covering a grim face
The sorrow of Adam's descendants
The creator is being kind
Giving an unspeakable rizqi
Flipping the feeling within
Calls for injustice in elegance
Not just wailing
Or just cry for a moment
The owner of happiness is in mourning
With a sorrow of no equal
He tried hard
But still vibrate
The human sense is clearly rooted
Mumbling, mumbling
Saying sadness
Wishing the poignant immediately dive slowly
With him trying to survive
***
I don't know how many times Luna grasped as hard as the hand of El who was beside her. This was the first time for Luna, and she hoped there would be no second time.
"Quiet, baby... It's gonna be okay... Sister promise..." El gave a dotted kiss on Luna's forehead. Several times, until Luna let out a long sigh, that was when El stopped, he felt that Luna was already much calmer.
"Can't you come in? I'm so scared..." Luna groans, pleading with teary eyes. However, El could only reply with a fairy smile.
Luna finally resigned. The next minute he has followed all the directions of the doctor will be the process that he went through, the process of removing the fetus that he has loved so far.
El waited outside the room with a worried heart. He wanted to break down the ivory-white door in front of him. Why is his heart in there so long? Was good? Or very good? He didn't want to include any possibilities other than those two.
After the doctor exited the room and said that Luna was fine and could go home in the next few hours, then El could undo his intention to burn this hospital. The seconds and minutes that passed just now made him tormented. When the door opened, El rushed over to Luna.
"Darling.." he said softly. He stroked Luna's hair several times before finally continuing his words while looking at Luna deeply. "You're the best, I'll always love you, no matter what..."
Luna smiled faintly, she still felt tremendous pain in her body, especially her uterus. "Me too..."
El knew Luna was enduring her pain. "No need to continue, just rest. I know what you're gonna say anyway...."
"Hehehe..." Luna chuckles amusedly. "What indeed?" He challenged El, wanting to know if what he thought was the same as what El meant?
"me too... I also love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever, unconditionally..."
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