The Lover In Dream

Just Do It

"Mas Iksan" Call Rio from a distance.

Iksan turned his head and smiled when he saw Rio across the street. His hands waved the sign he heard. Before long the two of them went to the cafe around Iksan's office. Rio knew Iksan while attending Hana's wedding, before long they became so familiar because they had the same hobby. Iksan works as a game application developer and one of his loyal users is Rio. Not infrequently Rio helped Iksan just to give advice as a user.

"Black coffee two" Iksan ordered as they arrived.

"How are you doing Ri ?" Iksan asked as he pulled up a chair to sit down with.

"Yes gini gini aja" Rio replied. "Naomi's at home, isn't she?" Ask Rio again.

"Dad, two days ago arrived nyatronin house ga use said" said Iksan while chuckling amusedly.

"Well, two days later he was contacted. I came here" Rio explained.

"Lagian sih lo, applying for the show in the cinema. Romantic style" Ledek Iksan.

"It's you who gave me the idea, you said it would be good. Will be accepted directly. He knows it's abis I'm he's being reminished until now. Is not a professional lo" Gerutu Rio.

Iksan chuckled amusedly, while drinking the freshly delivered coffee.

"Eh, by the way, how was my offer? I'm not boong, I really need an employee who is kind of like you in Ri's office" Tanya Iksan switched the conversation.

"Where are you, I gatau. You see ribet also if I join your cooperation, you have to move to Bandung, take care of this. My males are just as complicated as that"

"Jeez Ri, the business of males aja lo petihara. It's time to get out of work now. I can give you a higher salary"

"Lagain, why do you make so much mas. There are still many times other famous university graduates who want to become employees of your office" Rio refused again.

"Gue needs people who if you give opinions do not look at Ri's feathers, and you the person. Criticism that you love every time you meet me, pedes anyway. But it woke me up more. And if it wasn't for you, my gaming platform wouldn't be this big" Iksan explained.

"Gue thought I used to think Mas, afraid I could not live in Bandung. She's a pretty girl" Rio joked.

"Well Ri, I'm always sure. As beautiful as it may be, you will definitely return to Naomi. Naomi has no equal"

"Hahahaha, you know. There is nothing like Naomi"

"Galak, or because you still haven't got him?" Ask Iksan.

"If I had gotten her, I would never have let her go just for another woman. Even if she is not beautiful, no pinter, or there are other women who are more than her. I already love her" Rio said while wiping a few tears from the end of his eyes.

"Oh yes, yesterday I sent a new season music draft in the game for me to ask for a review to lo. have received it?"

"Udah, but I haven't opened it yet"

"Good, you're here for the apocalypse monkey" Ejek Iksan.

They both spent hours in the cafe, accompanied by ancient music played by radio and spread throughout the cafe area with the theme of the outdoors. For a moment, Rio forgot his purpose of coming to Bandung that day.

"Ri, my pesen is just one. Don't make Naomi choose between lo or her career, because you must lose. And what you have to do, enough for mastiin that you are part of his future. Although you have to wait, I'm sure the results of waiting for you will definitely be worth it. While waiting, you also have to continue to improve yourself and improve your quality of life. So you can ask him to stop fighting for his hard life" Iksan explained as he patted Rio on the shoulder. He could understand Rio's current feelings.

Iksan's words before they go home make Rio aware, that he will never win against Naomi's dream. Because he knew, since the first marriage at a young age is not part of Naomi's dream. And asking Naomi to choose him, was just something in vain. Something that would make her lose Naomi. That day, something that filled Rio's feelings was only a sense of guilt when recalling Naomi's struggle to get to this point, and making her wish a huge barrier to Naomi's dream.

*****

In the morning, when Naomi, Hana and Iksan were enjoying breakfast in front of the house arrived a motorbike parked in front of Hana's house. Seen from there was Rio who had just opened the helmet. Naomi just looked down not wanting to see Rio. Shortly after Iksan bailed for work, Hana left Naomi and Rio together. Just the sound of the sound of the calm water gurgling and the fish swimming around agilely after Naomi gave them food in the morning.

"It's my feeling, or indeed you're just playing with me Nao" asked Rio breaking the silence.

"I've never played with you Ri"

"Ga lie again Nao, I know that marriage is not one part of the dream that you have been fighting for. And I'd never win if I wanted to fight all that"

Naomi's tears this time dripped again, "Married young is not part of my dream Ri, but married and mengejalanin the rest of my life as you have become part of my life goals Ri"

"And I never had the slightest intention to playin your feelings for eight years, let alone hurt your heart Ri. My life has been too difficult and I have nothing to take you to my life now. I don't want to be a burden on your life" Naomi added.

This time Naomi cried, then Rio pulled her in a warm embrace. Tucked deep guilt when he saw Naomi had to cry because of her.

"Don't Nangis Nao, excuse me" Rio said.

"I'm also afraid of losing you Ri, I'm not ready to lose you. But I also let go of all this" Naomi said sobbing.

Rio let go of her embrace, grabbed Naomi's hand and removed the rosegold-colored ring from Naomi's ring finger.

"I'm sorry Nao if all this adds to your burden" Rio said softly.

"I don't want to be your barrier Nao, do what you want. Assume I've never been around this long. Achieve what you always dreamed of Nao" Rio added.

"I'll keep this ring simple, until you're really ready to marry me" she continued.

"Ri" Lirih Naomi's.

"Nao, I hope your feelings for me won't change. With there or no ring" Rio wiped his tears, "Let's go home to Nao, kasian father at home, Confusion nyariin you" Invite Rio.

In the afternoon, Naomi and Rio went home. After that their relationship feels bland, no more good night from Rio or Naomi. All that was left was Naomi's guilty feelings and Rio's desperate feelings. Occasionally Naomi looked at her phone waiting for a message to come in from Rio, but there was none.

In fact, the email he had prepared since this morning had not been sent at all because he still felt heavy.

"Dear Naya San, attached documents needed for the company process" Type Naomi.

Pressed by the send button, before long the email containing all the documents of preparation to leave had been sent to his agency in Japan. Naomi sighed, then curled up on the bed.

"Well, just do it" Naomi said in her heart.

"Everything will be fine" he added reassuring his own heart.

*****

That night felt lonely for Rio, since coming home from Bandung his body and feelings were not good at all. He felt tired and tired. He could only curl up on the bed looking at the ring he had just taken from Naomi. The man did not understand why the ring looked beautiful when worn by Naomi, either because of Naomi's beautiful hands or because he had long craved it. One step forward to having Naomi.

"Good night Nao, good night. The universe will easily support you.