The Lover In Dream

The Missing that is troubling

That night, Rio came home with a tired face, he entered the room soundlessly until no one knew that he had come home. Despite seeing the dark room, Rio had absolutely no intention to replace the room lights that had been extinguished for a week. He threw his thin body to the point of sounding a knock. There, he looked at the darkness as if he could see the sky of the room. Thought about her mobile phone, the time difference between Indonesia and Japan made her hesitant to contact Naomi. For weeks she had not seen Naomi, and she began to want to see her. Missing is exhausting, he thought.

A day without pause thinking about her longing self and continues until tomorrow. The longing continues to eat away at the mind until finally there is no time to think about anything else but the face of someone. Rio sighed deeply, as he began to continue to look back at his and Naomi's collection of photos on mobile. Missing is only a matter of memories, about his feelings who want to keep repeating those memories together. Without fear of separation, without worrying about running out of time.

When looking at Naomi's photo, there was a line of smiles on Rio's face.

"It must be a hard day" Rio thought.

The miss is troubling. It creates a dirty mind when it is away from someone who is yearned for. About how his day was, and who was next to him when they weren't together. For a moment Rio closed his eyes, rethinking Naomi who had never even disappeared from his mind. She keeps asking questions about what Naomi really wants in her life. Even Rio was unable to read all the intentions of Naomi's actions. How much he tried, all Rio found was Naomi who was full of secrets.

In the woman's gaze there was affection, and at once a glimpse of sadness that Rio did not understand. It is soothing and secretive.

"what's there" Rio thought as he tried to dive into Naomi's deep gaze when they were together.

That night, Rio fell asleep with longing feelings for Naomi, until a faint sound of a car parked in front of his house. Before long, it sounded from the direction of the living room several people entered. And Rio recognized the voice of that person. The door of his room was knocked from the outside, until Rio had to immediately move to open the door. The squealing sound of Rio's room door made him have to frown. With shorts and T-shirts, Rio blocked the woman who was trying to get into his room. He quickly closed the door of his room again.

"Mas Iksan is like Hana here? Morning morning?" Rio asked while throwing a surprised smile.

"You here, your friend came instead of being called before. Had breakfast, instead asked why he came. His name is also friendly" Omel Ibu Rio.

Hana and Iksan laughed amusedly when they saw Rio being romanced by his mother, their friendship went well until Hana and Iksan were also well known to the Rio family. Even they were considered distant brothers, and vice versa. Hana and Iksan already considered the Rio family to be their family.

"Don't be given a lot to eat ma'am, later they often come here" Grumbled Rio.

"About" Ledek Hana.

"Why mom ? The more often you come here, the more fun you are" Sela Iksan.

"Yes, come here often" replied Rio's mother.

Rio joined them in front of the television to enjoy breakfast, while watching the morning show. Shortly after finishing their breakfast. Hana helps Rio's mother to clean the house. While Rio and Iksan, lying in the room while playing games on the phone.

"Naomi is healthy Ri?" Ask Iksan.

"Healthy, only he's a little busy now. Understandably, just starting work" explained Rio.

"Often on Ri's phone, afraid you can not miss" Ledek Iksan.

"Yes, said Dilan. Miss is heavy" Rio's response.

"Oh, Rio's not going to be Dilan"

"No, I'm playing Dilan. Later split with Milea. I was the one who left Naomi to Japan but still another one with Naomi"

"Aamiin aja Ri, but if he arrives like other men in Japan how?" Temptation Iksan again.

Iksan laughs to see Rio can laugh loosely, Iksan is already done about Rio's feelings for Naomi. The man doesn't care where Naomi wanders away from him, as long as Naomi returns to him one day.

"Ri, how's my offer ?" Tanya Iksan arrived.

Rio turned his head for a moment, he then smiled.

"According to you I have to go with you?” Asked Rio back.

"It's a chance, Ri, it's time to get out of your comfort zone. While you still have time before Naomi returns to Indo" Iksan explained.

"Gue gamau ah mas, dapet work from people's referrals. If I'm ashamed of you there. It doesn't taste good to me" Reply Rio.

"Calm down, I'll try as professional as possible Ri times. Just don't lick me" Goda Iksan.

"Didih Najis, rather than waiting for me. Mending you revised the music files you sent to me. My earache heard the music was installed in the game kayak gini" Denied Rio.

"Oh, by the way you're on what the hell is this guy here ?" Rio asked curiously.

"My sister Ri, wants to come back next month. All I have a project here, so yes while waiting for my sister back from Japan, I'm the same Hana Mutusin to stay here a while first. Biasa, the Hana also wants to gather with her distant family here" explained Iksan.

Rio only nodded his head nodding in understanding, although he did not know for sure who Brother Iksan meant. Naomi and Rio only know Hana's family, they don't even know Iksan's. Because Iksan is somewhat a closed person about his family, especially because one of his family members is a prominent person in Bandung, but Iksan prefers to hide it.

Silence, Rio thought back to Iksan's previous words, he was a little distracted about Naomi's feelings. Although he always believed in Naomi, some time he himself like losing his trust in Naomi. Especially when they are far apart like this. Suddenly the fear came back, haunting him.

Bugs!

A pillow floated towards the head of Iksan who had just fallen asleep.

"My order is the same lo" Grutu Rio.

Iksan rounded his eyes in a sign of not understanding, "Why?" Ask Iksan.

"It's the same" Rio replied.

"Yes kelp why ?"

"You know, I've arrived"

"The Gajelas lo"

Rio went out of his room to avoid bad thoughts about Naomi who kept turning around in his head, he did not want to suspect Naomi. He did not want to just believe his dirty thoughts until he finally had to fight with Naomi. All he wanted was one, keeping this relationship so far away was fine until they could get back together.