
Finished eating, Anna prayed to the mushola on the first floor. Then he went up to the third floor, to his college room.
Once inside the classroom, Netra Anna immediately floated looking for Karina. As soon as she found her figure sitting at the very front, Anna was stunned again.
Usually if one of them arrives first, then the other will set aside an empty bench for the other. But when Anna saw Karina's current sitting position, Anna did not see the empty bench next to Karina.
Karina also seemed serious about reading a book without being disturbed by the noise of their other classmates.
Anna ventured to approach Karina. His heart was really curious about what caused his best friend to become angry with him.
Once within touch distance with Karina, Anna greeted her best friend.
"Assalamu-"
Suddenly Karina woke up from her seat. And, without looking at Anna for even a second, she went out of class. Leaving Anna stunned as she finished her greeting. "-'alaikum..."
Anna wails. Instantly, her neutrals followed Karina's steps until her figure disappeared out of the classroom. Suddenly the pain like being stabbed by a needle attacked his heart.
Anna dislikes Karina's attitude towards her. But Anna immediately introspects herself. Recollecting if any of her attitudes or words hurt Karina.
'I don't know what made Karina angry. Yesterday morning we were fine. He was angry with me around noon, after our last lecture. But, as I recall, nothing happened back then. Then, why?' anna's mind embroidered tanya.
Anna then took an empty seat in the back of the room. Far away from Karina's seat. He is not used to this sitting position. Because usually, while waiting for the lecturer's arrival, Anna always talked to Karina first.
I don't know what to discuss. Just telling a meaningless thing felt like a pleasant memory for Anna.
Karina returned to the classroom, just before the lecturer arrived. So that Anna, who initially wanted to greet her friend again, finally had to undo her intentions.
In her heart, Anna blurted out a question. 'Why are you, Rin..?' lirih Inner Anna.
***
"Rin! Karim! Waita minute!" Anna called Karina who rushed out of class after the lecture ended.
There was one more lecture, ten minutes later, in the other room. Now Anna and all her classmates wake up to move into the next lecture hall.
Anna's call was ignored by Karina. It was as if he had not heard Anna's call. This caught the attention of his other classmates. Even the class leader, Denis, commented.
"Karina why? You guys are marahan, right?" Guess Denis correctly.
Anna answered nothing. He only showed a faint smile to the class leader.
As soon as she entered the next room, Anna immediately sat on an empty bench located to the right of Karina. But as soon as Anna sat on her bench, Karina immediately got up standing. And, without warning or reprimand, Karina moved to sit on an empty bench of cloth that was far from her original position.
Back, the pain tormented Anna's inner self. He wanted to be angry with Karina. Because Karina could treat him like he's gone.
Anna clenched her hand to the backpacks she had just placed on her lap. Anna tried to stay calm. After all, there was something wrong in his relationship with Karina.
'Is it possible that I should give him time?' Anna bathes.
Anna sighed. He felt that his mind was tired of all the things that happened today. He had just gone through one course.
"Hhh.." sighed Anna.
"St. psst.. Anna!" A voice from the left side, was heard calling out to Anna.
Anna immediately turned her head and found Sekar, another classmate was staring at her.
"Hmm? Yes, Sekar?" Anna said with no excitement.
"You're the same Karina fighting again?" Ask Sekar curiously.
Anna smiled satirically. "What a look, Kar?" Ask Anna.
Just nod slowly. Before he finally said. "Hm.mm.. You guys usually like this!" Sekar cried while showing two fingers attached (index and middle fingers).
Anna smiled tiredly again. "That's it?"
"Yes. But I think today Karina is very angry with you. Want stories?" Bidar Sekar was friendly.
Anna took a breath back. Then gave Sekar, a grateful look. "Thank you, Sekar. I don't know where the problem is either. Because Karina knows how to be angry with me," said Anna explained.
"Oo. he had family problems.."was Sekar back.
Anna shook her head slowly. "Don't know either" said Anna in an unconvinced tone.
"Obviously! I am married. While Karina also has her own budget," Anna explained.
"Usually the only thing that can make a friendship crack is the problem of men or women who are liked the same. But you guys didn't fight because of that, did you? Hmm.y." - um..,"
Anna also rethinks the cause of Karina so she can be angry with him. But before long, because about five minutes later, their lecturer arrived and entered the room.
"Good evening, every body! (Good afternoon everyone!)" Sapa Pak Khair, Anna Education Management lecturer.
***
After the last lecture, Anna rushed to put the notebook in her backpack. When he turned to the place where Karina was sitting, in fact Karina had first moved away and now had gone out through the entrance of the class.
Anna rushed after Karina.
"Rin! Karim! wait me up! (Please wait for me!)" Anna cried while half running.
Karina, who is also with some other Anna class friends, is seen waiting for the elevator that will take them down to the bottom floor. He still ignored Anna's call to him.
Feeling irritated and hurt by the treatment of her best friend, Anna immediately pulled Karina's wrist to follow her to another quieter place.
"We have to talk, Rin! (We need to talk, Rin!)" Firmly Anna while somewhat pulling Karina to follow him.
"Deliver! Not released?!" Karina's hard-pressed orders offset Anna's powerful steps pulling her arm.
"No! I won't let you go before we talk!" Anna reaffirmed herself.
"I have nothing to say to you! (I have nothing to talk to you about!)" Shouting Karina.
Almost all of Anna's friends and the students they passed by, saw the furore created by the duo. Although Anna was actually embarrassed, but because she wanted to immediately solve her problem with Karina, then she tried to bear the shame.
"OKAY. Now we're talking here" Anna said later when the two were in the final room on the left wing of a quiet building. Many of his students may have come home.
"Please! I don't want to say anything to you!" Shouted Karina with a tone full of anger.
"But I want to talk to you! So please, hear me out! (Please listen to me!)"
"Let go of my hand! You can get forced and kidnapped if you act like this!" Karina poses a threat.
Anna directly slammed Karina's arm rather violently. He then spilled his ego on his friend
"Yes! Yep! Yep! I know your Dad is a lawyer (i know your father was a lawyer). A famous lawyer indeed! (Famous lawyer, indeed!)" Anna quips.
Karina rubbed her right wrist which was a bit painful due to being pulled by Anna earlier. But when he heard Anna's sentence just now, he felt Anna insinuating him.
Karina squinted both of her eyes at her 'former' friend.
"What did you mean just now? Don't bring Daddy into our conversation!" Kardashian with emotion.
"You're the one I can't understand! What exactly is your problem, Rin? I don't know why you're suddenly silent and angry with me. What is my fault?!" Amuk Anna is no less fierce.
Karina avoided Anna's eyes. He decided to look back and forth the people on the streets down there. He could even see the crowds of students who were about to go home, through the view from the third floor.
"What's my fault, Rin? If I make a wrong word or a wrong attitude to you, fine! I'm sorry! But please explain to me carefully.. Let me know. Make me understand what makes you angry. Don't even shut up, it's not clear! It's hurt, you know! (It hurts, you know!)" Said Anna with a sobbing that she could no longer hold.
Karina still turned her eyes the other way. His mind is also feeling pain now. Without even seeing the crying Anna, Karina was already feeling extremely claustrophobic.
'You are my love, Anna! (You stole my love, Anna!) You are sole Daffa from me! (You stole Daffa from me!) Even if you didn't know that Daffa was the man I loved, but still. You took it from me!' inner Karina screamed in silence.
Anna looked at Karina who was still silent, not answering her question.
"Please tell me, Rin? We have been together for almost two years. I consider you my own sister. So please. (please..) tell me what's wrong with me (please tell me, what's my fault)?." asked Anna again, in a quieter voice.
For the next few seconds, a stifling silence filled the air between the two women.
There's a torturous claustrophobic. There are difficult words to say. There is love forcibly lost. There is also a secret that stretches the distance between Karina and Anna.
Until then, Karina finally said.
"Just forget about us, Anna (just forget about us, Anna). Leave me alone (leave me alone). please.." - Karina before finally leaving.
Karina left Anna, who was still silent. Thinking of the answer to the source of anxiety in his mind and mind at this moment..
***