The Journey of Love Habibah..

Apologizing

After the doctor left the room, the atmosphere went quiet and gripping. Everyone is struggling with their own minds. Until the sound of the adhan from the Habibah mobile application that resuscitates everything in the room.

" It's time we pray Dzuhur, let's pray first so that the heart can be calmer and we pray that mas Qodir quickly realized. Come on ma, don't think too much. Mama will get sick if she is like this. Well we pray a lot, let alone she's a mother is very mustajab right ma? After we pray we come back, okay?" Habibah tried to comfort her mother-in-law.

" seed... Was my mom being too hard on him? Was it the wrong attitude that my mother had ignored? If I hadn't ignored him, he probably wouldn't be what he is today, would he?" she asked, looking sexy if she blames herself.

" It's not all Mama's fault, it's her destiny like this. This was outlined by God long before he was born into this world. Never blame yourself for this. Come.. We should pray first now, we pray for his healing together." Habibah continued to persuade her mother-in-law who was seen in a bad condition. On his papa, Masurai's mother went to the musholla in the hospital. And they also perform Dzuhur prayer together with the position of priest by Purnomo. At the end of the prayer, they prayed together and did not forget to pray for the healing of Qodir. Masurai mother's tears could not be held, continued to wet her cheeks to wet the mucus she was wearing.

O Allah..

Wake my son.

I will accept their marriage so that she can return home and I can take good care of my son.

O Allah..

Forgive my khilafan who have ignored him for 4 years. I promise, I will accept all his decisions in his life. As long as he wakes up and he can heal.

I'll fix all my mistakes in the past. I forgive all the mistakes of the past as long as you realize him, O God..!

After the prayer, in addition to the purnomo they returned to the treatment room of Qodir. Purnomo went to find food for their lunch. As they entered the room, Lina was seen sitting next to the patient's bed with her hands clasped by Qodir's hands.

" Mna Lina, you better go clean yourself first and pray. We'll have lunch together. We'll take care of him here. So Lina should take care of herself too. Do not let Mba Lina get sick because she is too worried about mas Qodir. Remember mba, the body also has the right to be treated and cared for. So do not hurt yourself by continuing like that." pinta Habibah to Lina, who indeed the condition looks very sad. That beautiful and clean face already looked extremely grim and withered. With a heavy heart Lina left Qodir and obeyed what Habibah had said. He really felt ashamed of Habibah, the person he hated so much all this time was still willing to care about it. Even after the mistake he had just made, Habibah did not scold and beat him. But it shows her great empathy for him.

You can get everyone's heart. You really deserve it. Just because my spite and irishness have closed my eyes my heart from seeing all the goodness and purity of your heart. Even I have caused my husband to be in this condition just for the sake of satisfying my selfishness.

Lina's tears continued to wet her cheeks when she remembered everything she had done all this time. And now she really understands if the sincerity given by Habibah is enough to make her husband regret all his actions to Habibah. He realized that he could not be compared at all with his ex-wife. The woman who had been despised and despised, now even empathized with him and still thought about the good for him.

After lunch was over, Habibah tidied up their food marks and collected the trash. After everything was neat, Habibah got out of his seat and went out of the room to take out the trash. Lina who saw Habibah come out, she followed him. After the trash was thrown out, Habibah intended to return but was held back by Lina.

" Habibahs.. Wait..!" Lina held Habibah had already stepped her feet a few steps away from the place where she threw the trash.

" Mba Lina's? Any mba?" habibah asked with attention to Lina who came to him. Suddenly Lina knelt before Habibah which certainly made Habibah surprised and spontaneously held Lina's body from kneeling to him.

" What's wrong mba?" habibah asked cluelessly with Lina's attitude that suddenly knelt down on him.

" I beg you, I'm sorry. Although I may not deserve to be forgiven for everything I've done for you. But I'm really sorry for you with all my heart. I know, all this time my mistakes were unforgivable. But I am now completely aware of all my mistakes. Just for the sake of fulfilling my selfishness because of my envy and irritation towards you, I have hurt many hearts. And now my husband, he's like this because of my fault. I'm the one who put him in the condition he is in now. It's all my fault..." Lina was sobbing in front of Habibah. With all her heart, Lina hugged him with warmth. She gently brushed Lina's hair. His treatment made Lina's tears flow more and more.

" God willing I have forgiven Mba Lina, I also apologize to mba if I have made a mistake that made mba Lina could be that angry at me. From now on, forget the past. We can live in peace. And about Zain... I will never stop you from meeting Zain. Even if Zain wants to, he can play at the mba house. But please don't do things that will only hurt our hearts." Habibah softly said all the more heart-wrenching sentences Lina. He who from the beginning made a mistake on Habibah, but now Habibahpun apologized to him and even invited him to live in peace. He further buried his face on Habibah's shoulders. For some reason, he felt his heart become calmer. Although at first he was afraid to face this woman, but there was only shame, happy and calm. Peace was really given to him by Habibah.

" Thank you very much.. I can't say anything to you anymore. I'm ashamed of you, but you're making me feel calm right now. May you be happy with your home until death do you part. Because you deserve it. Again sorry and thank you very much.." Lina let go of her embrace. He bowed his head and bowed his body slightly as a sign of his sincerity in apologizing.

" That's it.. Come on now we're going up. Don't make others feel worried because we're going too long." Habibah invited while holding Lina's hand.

Lina was amazed by the attitude Habibah had. She was a woman who used to look so cold and cranky, it turned out to be such a gentle and sweet woman.

How I used to be blind in judging you.. True said Mama, Taka there will be a daughter-in-law like you. Mama couldn't see me at all. Because I'm nothing compared to you. What is your heart made of? Until you can be like this.

***

Stone is not fought with stone, for stone is resisted with only destruction. Try to be water droplets, because the water droplets that Istiqomah can hollow out a stone without having to destroy it.