The Journey of Love Habibah..

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A week since his conversation with Nelly, Habibah has become more quiet and closed. Muti'ah tried to persuade Habibah to want to tell the problem he was facing, but Habibah was still silent. Mia and Airin who knew the truth could not open their mouths at Habibah's request. Even though in their hearts they really could not bear to see Habibah's situation now. Even from that day, Habibah never wanted to take orders with his own decisions as usual, but always asked Mia and Airin whether they could accept orders or not. It was as if the effort belonged to them no longer belonged to him. And it really made them sad about it.

Until the return of Ricky on the weekend as usual, which usually Ricky will play with Zain on the home page. But until Ricky had to go back to work, he did not see Zain playing on his home page.

" Dear..from yesterday I didn't seem to see Zain playing on his home page huh, is he sick?" ricky asked Nelly out of curiosity.

" Don't know, I'm his mother? Why also use nanyain Zain event all?" nelly ketus. Ricky scrunched his forehead in surprise, because his wife had never been like that before.

" You why the hell baby, you don't usually behave like this. I was just asking Zain why did you answer that question? Are you angry with me?" ricky asked, surprised by Nelly's attitude.

" Here you are, it's up to you. I don't want to take care of anyone else, it has nothing to do with me. If you still want to take care of their lives, do as you please." Nelly grew increasingly upset to see her husband's attention on Zain.

" What do you mean, honey, I really don't understand this change in your attitude. Before we were okay with Zain, you never forbade me to play with those kids. Why are you suddenly so angry? After all, now that Zain is my nephew, I don't care what I do, baby?" Ricky tried to talk as gently as possible. I hope his wife will soften too.

" Say if you love Zain because of his mother, right? There are not many reasons for this it is the same with me. I also understand that I am not as good and as good as him. Maybe you got me wrong, he should have been the one you married, right?"

" What..!? How can you say all that? Istighfar dear.you have made baseless accusations..."

" Baseless...!!? You think I'm blind..!? You can hide it from everyone, but not from me. I can see how you feel about him from your eyes only, and until when do you want to dodge..?" sergeant Nelly with tears that wet his cheeks.

" Dear Astarghfirullah.. How can you say all this to someone who's been nice to you? You can hurt me but not them, they're innocent of anything. I love him so much, I keep chasing him, but he never likes me. And now that I have you, I love you with all my heart. From the very beginning we were married, I've been asking you about my heart. And you said you would accept that and wait for me until my heart is truly for you. But what now? You even question my little attention for a kid as small as Zain? Heehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Never mind, I have to go now. Maybe I shouldn't have to go home for a while. So that we can both calm down." Ricky said at length, then he kissed the head of his wife and drove his motorcycle with a troubled mind. He was completely inexhaustible with Nelly's attitude.

Two days later, Habibah called Mia and Airin into her room. The thing he had done that left Mia and Airin astonished.

" Sit down, there's something I'm gonna tell you both." Habibah invited Mia and Airin to sit down with him.

" What's the matter, brother, it seems so serious?" ask Mia curious.

" From tomorrow we don't have to accept any orders. And from tomorrow also I have closed my business, and this is your salary. I'm sorry if I suddenly tell you. God willing, this week I have moved from here. Thank you so much for your help so far, I can't give anything to you other than my Do'a I hope you get a better job from now on. Or if you want to continue my business this is also better, because when we can self-employment it is better than we work on others as well as our boss, we are still workers. I also apologize if as long as you work with me many mistakes I have done to you intentionally or not.I apologize to your inner birth." Mia and Airin listened to what Habibah said with tears in their eyes. They did not expect that the words said by Habibah could be very touching in their hearts. They feel like they will lose something valuable in their lives. And finally they embrace each other with tears that continue to slide rapidly on their cheeks. Habibah who got a hug also cried with them. Because he himself never thought if everything would end like this.

A few days later, Habibah had finished packing his belongings and sending them with the expression of the address of his parents in the village. He chose to return to his hometown. There was nothing he told, not even a Muti'ah was told. He did not want to reconsider his decision. After all the goods were delivered, Habibahpun went to use his travel subscription, which he previously completed first about his departure with the owner of the house. Only the owner knows if he is gone. His heart felt heavy to leave the place where he could stand with certainty without his loved ones. But what power, for the good of many people he finally relented and chose to leave.

" Why didn't Ricky come home this week? Tumben once he didn't come home.. Is he busy now, Nell?" shafi'i asked Nelly.

" I don't know, maybe he's busy" replied Nelly lazily.

" Why do you answer that Nell? Are you having trouble with your husband?" shafi'i asked curiously with Nelly's indifferent attitude.

" Yes, maybe he is busy taking care of his love for each other, then there is no time to go home" answered Nelly.

" Athaghfirullah Nelly, what are you talking about? Remember, the words a wife says to her husband will be a prayer..."

"Don't pray for it is also true" said Nelly annoyed.

" What do you mean Nelly?" Ainun who was usually just silent finally opened his voice.

" Well, Ricky's love is the same brother Habibah. And I'm sure until now he still likes that Habibah. He said he wanted Ricky and me to be happy. But how can we be happy if he's still close to Ricky's mas? How can Ricky love and love Nelly completely if every home they always get the attention of Ricky mas. How can..."

Plakkc..

Nelly also did not finish her words for a slap that landed on one of her cheeks. He was very surprised after realizing that his brother who had been very dear to him could now slap his face just for Habibah.

" It's too much you Nelly..! The best and most sincere person, Habibah, can you hurt him? Have you forgotten who asked you to marry your husband? Have you forgotten all the good he has done to you and to our family? Then how can you accuse your husband like that. Ponder whether your actions and words are right or not." Shafi'i left Nelly with a very upset feeling.

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