The Journey of Love Habibah..

Regretting

Nelly mused over everything that her brother Syafi'i said, she wondered if she had made the mistake that her brother had said? Or are they simply exaggerating in response to the speech from him? He recalled the first time he came to the place where he now lives, the first person to be his friend was Habibah. The one who first taught him to cook and bake cakes was also Habibah. Often get a gift from Habibah every time Habibah make clothes or buy something, Nelly never forgotten. Habibah also introduced her to Ricky who is now her husband. Many things have been done for him, often even giving advice so that he can feel closer to Ricky.

After being completely contemplated, he finally realized that he had been wrong because he had said many painful things to Habibah. Nellypun immediately went to the house previously occupied by Habibah, he did not know if it turned out Habibah had gone from the house. Arriving in front of Habibah's house, Nelly repeatedly said hello. But there was no answer, he thought Habibah was angry with him. As Nelly was about to leave the house, there were some people coming over to the house as well. And it turns out that the new occupants of the house.

" Sorry Mom, how can this house be rented while there are still people who occupy this house?" nelly asked confusedly.

" Who is empathizing? This house has been empty for three days.."

" Three days..!? Where is my brother Habibah?" Nelly interrupts Rossi's mother's words to the owner of the house.

" I don't know, it's just that he's been out of the house for the past three days" Miss Rossi replied.

" So Habibah's really gone?" she asked slowly as if she was asking herself.

With a gontai step back to his house. He was constantly crying over his stupidity.

How can it be that out of jealousy I can do this bad to people who love me? For my sake, Brother Habibah is really getting out of here. Then what should I do now? Where should I look to apologize to her? Oh Allah... I have to what now..?

His cell phone above the nightstand in his room. He dialed Habibah's phone number many times, but it was off. Finally she called her husband Ricky, after several times finally received his call also by Ricky.

" Hello.." there was a voice at the end saying hello lazily.

" Sir.as.." Nelly grew sobbing after hearing the voice of her husband who seemed to dislike the call from her.

" What are you doing?" ricky asked still in her flat voice.

" Ma.as..s brother Habibah mas. huhuhu.." his crying voice grew louder.

" What's up with Nur?" ricky's voice began to sound worried.

" He's gone.." Nelly was still crying.

" Go..!! How could? Since when..!? Where's he going..!?" Ricky is really freaking out right now. Even without realizing Ricky to jump from his seat. Nelly grew teary-eyed when she realized how panicked Ricky was with Habibah's departure.

" Nelly's.. What have you told Nur..!?" now his voice turned into a stifled rage. Even Ricky who was married never mentioned his name directly at that time called him directly by his name.

Ricky tried to call Habibah's mobile number but was unsuccessful. Without a second thought, Ricky left his job and immediately set off on his bike to go home to meet Nelly. He wanted to hear firsthand what he had said to Habibah until Habibah could decide to leave.

Arriving at home, the Shafi'i who saw Ricky's arrival immediately held him back from meeting Nelly in an emotional state. Shafi'i immediately took her to sit down first, while Ainun immediately brought her some water. After Ricky drank it, Shafi'i asked his wife Ainun to call Nelly. After Nelly came out, how surprised she was when she saw her husband sitting with her brother. She was so frightened, the two men who had been gentle with her had suddenly turned into frightening Dimata Nelly. Nelly could see their disappointment from the look in the eyes they had shown her.

" Sit down.." Shafi'i asks Nelly to sit in front of her husband. And Nelly followed what her brother said even with a face bowed in fear.

" Look at your husband's face, just talk to him. Whatever you have told Habibah." Shafi'i orders Nelly.

" What have you told Habibah? I want to hear straight from your mouth." said Ricky coldly, adding to the fear in his heart.

" I'm sorry mas, I said that if he wanted to see us happy I asked him to stay away from you mas.."

" Appa..!?" Ricky, Shafi'i and Ainun simultaneously uttered a word.

" How could you ask such a ridiculous thing of her to Nelly? If you ask for his life just to fulfill your happiness, He can give it to you" said Ricky slowly and suddenly he cried.

" Now should I how about Nell? He's gone with a burden that he doesn't deserve to carry. What should I tell my parents, Nell? You know for yourself they left them to me, and now they're leaving just because you're jealous of him. So what do I tell them now?" Ricky is completely speechless. Only her tears suddenly could not be contained anymore and dripped from the end of her chin. Somehow he felt like he had betrayed both his parents.

Nelly was surprised to find out that her husband was so tender, that he was so easily touched and shed tears. And now he really regretted everything he had done lately. Maybe he will never find a friend and brother like Habibah again during his life. And now he realized why everyone loves him. Just because of jealousy he had hurt a lot of people.

" Well, do you hate me now?" nelly asked in a soft voice, barely audible to anyone else.

" I don't hate you, I'm just disappointed, because I don't deserve your trust. You're not wrong, this is all my fault. I used to love him so much even if I just clapped one hand. But I never mess with a relationship let alone a marriage. I love you from the deepest heart. And as for how I feel about Nur, no matter how big it is, it's the past. It is not easy to escape from all the flavors that have been binding for years. Nothing is impossible in this world, right? Now my only concern as a brother is nothing more than that. And one more thing, he never once approached me, so how could he ever have to get away from me? I told you what I wanted to say, and I have to go back now. Brother, I'm sorry that I might just be a lousy husband to your sister. But I care a lot about trust, but unfortunately now I betray the trust of both my parents. And I have also failed to be the ideal husband for sister brother, I'm sorry. And now I have to go back to work because I left without permission first. Assalamualaikum." said Ricky at length while getting up from his seat and walking towards his bike and then leaving. As Nelly grew teary-eyed at what her husband had said, she had truly regretted everything she had done. He wanted to correct all his mistakes, only he still did not know which side to fix them from. Because it turns out that many mistakes, especially Habibah and Ricky her husband.

Shafi'i just fell silent without knowing what else to say to Nelly, because the mistake made by Nelly had hurt her husband. A man wouldn't be that easy to shed a tear if he wasn't really hurt. Eventually he could only leave Nelly, who was still busy with her own thoughts in the living room. And Ainun could only follow her husband's steps towards her room.

The atmosphere of the house has completely changed since Habibah's departure.

Brother Bibah.I'm sorry brother. Now I understand that I really misunderstood brother. The mistake I made was fatal. At a time like this I just hope that my brother is here to give me a solution so that all this I can fix. How selfish of me .

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