The Journey of Love Habibah..

back home

Arriving home, Habibah rushed to Maghrib prayer and prepared dinner for his family. After arranging the meal at the table, Habibahpun called his mother's father and his sisters to eat together. In the family Habibah already accustomed if eating is not allowed to talk. But that night was only the first time it happened, in the midst of silence tina-her father opened his voice.

" When you eat, you don't sleep. Your father and mother would like to talk to you." His words were certainly addressed to Habibah even though his father did not mention his name.

" Yes father." answered Habibah briefly.

After all finished eating, Habibah helped his mother clean the dining table and then wash the dishes that had been used to eat earlier. Once everything was done and neat, he also approached his father who was sitting on the terrace of his house while enjoying a cup of coffee. Habibah sat beside his father, while his mother sat on the other side of his father.

" So what's the plan going forward, what are you going to do after being a widow like this? Are you going to go back there or will you stay here?" mr. Rukmana asked without any muqodimah first.

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" The bibah will go back there well, because Bibah is done there too. Bibah has pioneered the business there and now it is good enough. Don't worry too much about Bibah and Zain, we'll be fine. Because there we are not alone well, many love us and take care of us. We have brothers who are willing to help us whenever we need them. Maybe the status of the aunt made the father feel worried and uncomfortable. But trust me, we can take good care of ourselves. Although initially not easy for Bibah, but now Bibah has become accustomed. I'm Habibah father's son, Bibah never asked for anything that would incriminate father. Habibah only needs the trust of the father and the blessing of the father, the father also knows it. If someday Bibah really can not afford it, Bibah will definitely come home to this house again. But not now, the Bible is still optimistic about the abilities God gave to the Bible. Tomorrow we should be back, so father and mother should take good care of their health. If Bibah had time, Bibah would have come here again." Habibah clasped his father's hand with both hands, wanting to convince his father not to worry too much about him and Zain.

" Why are you in such a hurry..? Why not wait a few more days?" his mother protested after hearing that Habibah would return tomorrow.

" Pity those who have rejected his message. And the bibah is also tired here there is no activity. It feels like the body of the bibah has been resting too long so pegel all.hehehe.."

" Yes, if that's your decision. Your father and mother can only support you and bless whatever you think is best. But later if there's anything to tell us, don't disappear like this."

" yes yes.. Bibah promise and will always remember this father's message.. Yes we have entered Well, Mom, it is night, Bibah also want to rest early so that tomorrow is not too tired on the road." Said Habibah as he got out of his seat to go to sleep. Zain, who was playing with Arkam, the three-year-old son of Laily, approached him and asked him to sleep. Zain just according to what his mother said.

The clock has shown at 00.30, but it turns out Habibah's eyes still do not want to be closed as well. He still remembered the letters of Purnomo that he had read earlier this afternoon. He did not want to remember it, but still remembered and was unable to remove it from his daydream. Is all I'm going through is karma? I married someone who couldn't accept me at all. He hurt me without any fault of mine. I'm sorry, I really never thought that your feelings were that deep for me. I'm the one who's hurt you so many times. I just feel like I don't deserve your love, your love is too high for me to get. I was afraid of drowning in dark hope. I was too afraid to go through that darkness even though you might be waiting for me with the light of your love at the end of that darkness. I can only pray that you may find your happiness wherever you are. Forget about me, and find your shoulder...

Finally, Habibahpun also fell asleep in various hopes flashed in his daydream. Hope about his life and also about his life Purnomo.

The next day after the dawn prayer, Habibah immediately packed what he would bring back to his house. When she finished, she immediately helped her mother who was cooking in the kitchen for breakfast together.

" You're coming home today?" asked his mother in the middle of cooking.

" Yes ma. pity the people who want the message slalu cancel. If I am here too long there will be no income for us? That's why we need to get back quickly. Later mama take care of health, later insya Allah I will certainly often call mom and dad. So don't worry about us anymore, okay?" Habibah tried to give understanding to her mother.

After everything is available at the table, Habibah and family breakfast together. And as usual, during the meal, no one spoke. All that was heard was the sound of the clanking of spoons clashing with plates. Once finished breakfast, Habibah and his mother cleaned the dinner table and washed the dirty dishes that had been used. After everything was finished, Habibahpun get ready to go back to his rented house, because the travel that will take him home will come soon. As soon as the awaited travel came, Habibahpun immediately say goodbye to his father and mother and sister and nephews. His mother could not resist the sadness of having to separate again with Habibah and his grandson Zain. But he also could not prevent the departure of his son, because it was his decision in his life.

" Be careful, son, Jagan forgot to tell us if anything. Don't face it alone anymore. We will always be there for you, so don't hide anything if you need help, let us know quickly." his father's message as Habibah hugged him. While his mother was speechless, only her tears were spilled unstoppably.

" It's dong ma, don't cry anymore. Bibah has promised to call my mother often later. So mama do not let go of Bibah with a cry like this, but it is intended so that Bibah can succeed there, Hem...?" habibah said, sucking his mother's tears.

With a heavy heart, Habibahpun left his hometown, but he felt it was the best he had to do. He hopes that his departure this time can bring change for himself as well as for the people he cares about in the future. Throughout the journey Habibah continued to ring with all the words ever uttered by Purnomo. He really could not understand why Purnomo could sacrifice himself as well as his future just to follow all his words? Something Purnomo shouldn't have done, but that's what he did. What kind of love is that? Is that what you call blind love?

Habibah was busy with her own daydreams, while Zain was engrossed in her beautiful dreams that fell asleep in the warmth of her mother's lap. The journey is quite tiring it is not so felt because there is a mother's hand that can always make her feel comfortable anywhere and anytime. That is the power of a mother's love.

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mother's love is amazing, yes no siech🥰🥰