The Journey of Love Habibah..

In park

Upon returning from the office, Zelly rushes to Mia's house. He was eager to see Habibah quickly, although he did not know what to do if he had met him. Apparently, when he arrived at Mia's house, his best friend was already at home and was talking with Habibah's parents.

"Hey...! You're not going the wrong way, are you? He said the company has prepared a comfortable place to stay for you in a star hotel, why did you turn it here again? Didn't you say that sleeping in my house is uncomfortable? " label Mia saw Zelly at the door of her house.

" Bagel really is you..! I'm just..."

" Just want to see him, right?" cut Mia fast.

" It just so happened that Zelly came here. Would you like to ask for help?" ask Mr. Rukmana.

" Yes, can.. If I can help I will definitely help you with pleasure." replied Zelly while approaching and sitting next to Mr. Rukmana.

" Look, tomorrow you plan to go home because there is work you have to do. So can you please drop us off at the bus terminal in the morning?" ask Mr. Rukmana.

" That's all? I think what help sir, if only that God willing I can sir." replied Zelly confidently.

" Oh yes, back again about Habibah care. I need the approval of my father and mother first because this is very important.

Look sir, buk.. I can only try to help my mother's children recover, so I also need her cooperation from my mother's children and her family. And now I want to ask, is it possible if the veil is removed during this home treatment? Because I also need to observe his facial expression." Mia conveyed her intention slowly so that the old man Habibah understood and misunderstood her.

mr. Rukmana and Sumarni's mother looked at each other as if asking for opinions from each other.

" In fact we can not decide about this, but for the sake of smooth care you think you can as long as no other men see it. I think he also does not mind." said Mr. Rukmana.

Mia reflexively glanced at Zelly, inexplicably Mia was eager to see the reaction from her best friend's face.

After breakfast, Mr. Rukmana has prepared to leave for the bus terminal which can be reached within 15 minutes from the residence Mia. Shortly after Mr. Rukmana finished breakfast Zelly came to pick him up.

" Don't you have breakfast Zell?" ask Mia.

" It was breakfast at the hotel." replied Zelly briefly.

Zelly didn't even go inside Mia's house. He's just waiting for Rukmana in front of Mia's house. After pa Rukmana was ready to leave, without many more words they set out.

On the way Mr. Rukmana does not talk much, nor does Zelly. He was confused to find out what topic. Just this time Zelly felt very awkward dealing with Mr. Rukmana. Zelly also knew why the feeling suddenly enveloped his heart. And it feels so weird so much😓😓

Meanwhile, Mia is trying to interact with Habibah in the yard of her house. He told her about her late husband Purnomo. Shows Purnomo's photo album and shows his diary, which was discovered by Purnomo. Read letters that Purnomo had written for him. Mia did it until 10 a.m. The activity was repeated for up to 3 days in a row.

On weekends, Zelly and Bu Sumarni take Habibah for a walk to the park on the banks of the Mahakam river. The bustling weekend atmosphere on the edge of Mahakam is a new thing to be discovered by them. Because this activity was for the first time for them. While Zelly was ordering a cold drink from a street vendor who was hanging out at the edge location, suddenly there was an ambulance that flashed with a siren that sounded loud. It turned out to make Habibah like aware of something. Instantly, Habibah got up from the wheelchair that occupied him and ran towards the ambulance was speeding. This surprised Sumarni's mother as well with Zelly who was waiting in line for drinks. And of course Sumarni and Zelly's mother spontaneously pursued the habit.

" Let's wait for us here, I'll bring Nur back. Please keep the wheelchair and order the drinks. Until I return." pinta Zelly to Sumarni's mother.

Habibah ran quite far, he ran for about 200 meters. Zelly found him in a position sitting on the grass on the edge of it. She was crying alone. A lot of people pass by who just pay attention to it.

Sorry Nur...

I had to do this. I'm sorry god.. If it's a sin, but I can't let him sit there much longer.

Oh Allah....

Reach him, give him back to how he was. I really can't see it like this. If only I could replace all his pain and suffering, I would be willing to replace him.

Along the way back to the place where Habibah fled, they became the attention of many people they passed. While Zelly is not carrying a human body, but like carrying a doll body. Who was only silent without any expression on his face even though that face was being moistened by tears.

" Oh my God, son... What the hell happened to him? Why would he run there? Is she okay?" sumarni's mother strafed Zelly with many questions as soon as she saw Habibah coming up with Zelly's butt.

" He's okay Mom. I just don't understand what made him suddenly run that far. And I also don't know what made her cry like this, sorry.." Zelly said regretfully. He was really sorry because he did not know why Habibah could show such a big reaction. Unfortunately, it happens when no one notices it. Zelly felt annoyed at herself for thinking she had been careless.

" It looks like the father's wife was chasing the ambulance that passed earlier sir, if I did not see the wrong father's wife was like surprised when she heard the siren ambulance sound earlier." suddenly a visitor was heard explaining what was the question from Sumarni and Zelly's mother just now.

" Is that so?" Zelly frowned when she heard the man speak, as if in disbelief.

" It seems she remembered her husband's time in the ambulance delivery at that time. Maybe that was why she became like this." Sumarni's mother finally began to understand what situation had just happened.

" all right... Then we should go home and tell Mia. At least we know that there is progress now because finally there is a reaction that really means from him." Zelly invited Sumarni's mother to bring Habibah home and discuss again what steps they should do after getting a big reaction from Habibah about this ambulance.

" Really..!? He actually reacted like that..!?" Mia exclaimed in disbelief.

" yes.. And a lot of people saw it there, I don't even know what caused him to suddenly run that far. But there was a visitor who noticed it, he said he saw Nur as surprised when he heard the siren ambulance as it passed not far from us. And suddenly Nur just ran away. I didn't notice it because I was ordering drinks and mother's position behind her wheelchair, so we didn't know when the reaction happened. But thankfully there were other visitors who noticed it." Zelly explained it again as if she was convincing herself that this was the case.

" When painful things like this make him react, we should try again."

" What does it mean to try again? Just with this alone he already looks so miserable, you can make him feel that way again?" Zelly objected to Mia's proposal.

" But this is important Zelly... I had tried to awaken her consciousness by reminding her of sweet things, but none had managed to pull her reaction at all. But when he heard the siren ambulance sound, his reaction was so great that he even ran to chase after him. Means the things that impressed her were the things related to her husband's death. Because this is what caused it to become what it is today" Mia told Zelly.

" But Mia... As he cried without any expression of sadness on his face, how could that be? He didn't even say a word when I talked to him. Why did that happen?" ask Zelly curiously.

" The departure of her husband was truly a great shock to her. He was not ready to accept such a big shock in his life. Moreover, it happened when he really felt very happy, it was certainly difficult to deal with. When that happened, his position was at the top. Whether happiness or self-confidence, everything is at its peak. And suddenly he had to fall hard on a very dark and desperate base. He was forced to give up all rights that made him happy and confident after so long he struggled to achieve them. His soul had just been able to feel peace after all this time he had struggled alone to grab it. And that's why he locked himself up to expect nothing more in his life. He had no confidence in looking into the future anymore because he believed it would end the same way it was destroyed. He had lost his confidence, he wasn't sure he would be able to live happily without such an important person in his life." Mia explained at length about Habibah's psychiatric condition which is currently fragile.

" Would anyone make her believe that she could still be happy and that she was alone in the world, she could recover?" ask Zelly.

" I think so, because the main cause is a sense of loss. If only he could find that trust back, I'm pretty sure he'll recover. But what we need to do now is find out where that trust lies." Mia seemed to be thinking hard, looking for the most appropriate possibility to find Habibah's trust again.