
As Nina's condition worsened, the nurse asked Rizon to wait outside because more intensive treatment needed to be done. Rizon initially refuses, but after the nurse explains Rizon's end, she complies. His feelings were increasingly riled up thinking about Nina's struggle in the room which he thought was scary.
While waiting, Rizon visits the baby his wife has just born in a special baby room. But he could only look on because their prematurely born babies had to continue the struggle inside the incubator.
"Look little baby, mama's struggle to keep you. Inside you still have to fight."Rizon talks to their babies who don't understand anything.
The face looked tough, but his eyes could not be lied to. A torrent of fear containing sadness was evident in the look in his eyes.
The baby who was born without sin showed only small movements that made Rizon smile to look at the miracle of God present in his small family.
Recalling the ongoing operation, after almost 1 hour she just looked at her baby, with a heavy heart leaving the room.
At the same time, Rizon was in front of the operating room door and a nurse came out of the room.
"Sus, how's my wife operating?"
"Nina's mother's family?" ask the nurse
"Yes, I'm her husband..."
"Sorry sir, for a moment the doctor will explain." he said as he continued his steps.
Before long, the steps sounded and the face of doctor Dian came out with an unexpected mimic.
"How's doc?"
"Sorry sir, we've done our best..."
"Please don't beat around the bush. How is my wife doing" Rizon starts to lose control
"Dank, patience. Don't get that emotion." said Caca soothingly.
"I'm sorry before, sir. All the best efforts we have made. Due to the complications experienced by our father's wife experienced problems. And Nina's mother's condition is very weak."
"That means...?"
"Mother Nina could not be saved. We're sorry and sorry for all this."
The thunderous lightning tub seemed right to strike Rizon's body which was instantly paralyzed. No exception with Caca who is with Rizon.
The man who looked gallant immediately searched where half his life had closed his eyes and the lifeless man lay. Crying so badly. Never before has Rizon looked so fragile at this time. His screams called for the wife who never answered him, making a mistake for those who heard him.
"Dear, wakenn. Why is it like this?"
"She promised but why did you disavow."
"Okay, our son, our dear son. Not that we'll take care of him together."
"Nina wake up, you don't joke baby"
The words continued to be spoken from the lips of the very hit man. Various expressions that showed deep wounds made Rizon unable to control himself.
"Dank, don't be like this. Nina's calmed down, she's healed andk" Caca comforted
"Our son Ca. What should I tell him. Dank can't."
"Wake up baby, our son, our son is waiting baby..." Rizon looked desperate.
"Sorry sir, we'll take care of Nina's mother's body first" one of the nurses asked for permission
Caca who understands the condition of his brother was trying to calm down.
Starting to be aware of the situation, Rizon seemed silent a thousand languages sitting in one of the chairs in the hospital hallway. His mind was empty with everything very suddenly.
The shadow of the wife's struggle to maintain her pregnancy left her completely devastated.
"Why so fast, dear."
"Why would you have to sacrifice your life for that child?"
Somehow there was hatred when Rizon remembered the child who had not been born in the world for so long. In his mind the child brought death to his wife.
"Although you were born, but to me you have killed your own mama" Rizon recalled the struggling baby inside the incubator.
"Dank, we're leaving now" Caca's voice resuscitated her daydream.
***
The funeral home looked crowded. Some relatives, friends Rizon and Nina are waiting for the arrival of the body.
Rizon was still with her empty mind. His soul is empty. Not only did the corner of the eye show dew ready to melt, but he seemed to be trying hard.
The atmosphere of the house is crowded, but not his heart. There was no stopping crying from people who felt lost. Nina was a good person, many people were crying over her loss with a sense of loss.
Rizon sat next to the lifeless body. Occasionally his hands gently stroked the face of the wife who was stiff. The face looked beautiful with a smile on the corner of her lips. That smile sliced through Rizon's heart which was very unprepared with her departure.
All night Rizon just looked at Nina's face. Occasionally it seemed that he wiped away the uninvited tears drenching his face. In silence he wept, in silence he cursed a fate that was truly unjust to him.
"Tomorrow will come and I will lose your body beside me" said Rizon on a stiff body beside him.
***
It was a very bright morning, but it was not Rizon's heart that was veiled with deep sorrow. Throughout the last tribute to his wife, Rizon was just drifting in his own mind. Before the crate was closed it seemed that the man was not willing to take it off.
"Adek is really going to leave dank. Goodbye my wife. My promise is still the same when we tie the wedding vows. Only someone has the right to dank. May you calm down. Dank hopes, visit dank even through the dreams of dank."
"Thank you for our time together, baby. I LOVE U SO MUCH. You the one. Only you in my life forever."
The last kiss of the wife made all who witnessed become moved. Tears just flow. As deep as Rizon's love for his wife.
A crate closure that is very draining of tears. In silence, Rizon's cries are unrelenting with evidence of tears flowing endlessly. He took his wife to her final resting place.
The journey is quite long, because Rizon asked Nina to be buried beside her mother. The two people he loved were now together.
The funeral procession is over. Now only Rizon and some relatives are still there.
"Let's go home son" asked the father when he felt Rizon had long enough to look at the wife's grave.
"Deluan aja well, Rizon still wants to be here" he refused
"Son, don't be like this. Your life didn't just get here. Remember, there's a kid you have to think about"
"Please understand well. leave Rizon alone"
The father understood his son's mood was not pushy anymore. They left Rizon, who was still in pain, leaving the burial area.