
That afternoon Rizon drove me home to the boarding house. I have a lot to finish tonight. Arriving at the kosan mami hugged me, like a year to go home.
"how are you boys doing???" ablaze
"good mama.." I said back.
While opening the room, Rizon was still chatting with my boarding mother. What we're talking about is mom. I opened the window, started cleaning the room I had left for a week.
I opened my laptop to do the tasks I needed to finish immediately.
Rizon came into the room to see me who was already busy with chores.
"A lot of work? Can anyone help you?" he said he offered reinforcements.
"ga darling... Trimakasi" I replied without still keeping my eyes looking at my laptop.
Rizon half-layed down while reading a book in her hand. Not a lot of our conversation, cool with each task.
The man next to me seemed to have fallen asleep. Still with the book he held. It meant that he was really so tired that reading enough to put him to sleep. I pulled out the blanket and covered her body. Go out to see mommy.
"mommy... Rizon is here, isn't papa??? kasian's asleep" I asked my mother's permission
"ga papa nak, from the past also mami never forbid. y'all have husband and wife too."
"mami's makasi.." while leaving her and continuing my work.
Still struggling with my duties that hope to be completed and tomorrow can be handed over. At half-time 12 there were two more tasks left. And I have to be excited.
The man on the bed really soundly, until the wife who is still staying up he is not aware. To get rid of the heavy feeling in my eyes a cup of warm chocolate was tempting to my taste.
Finishhh...
My legs while smiling to myself, while glancing at the clock on my laptop.
"adekkk... This brapa clock?" Rizon's voice sounded while her eyes were still closed.
"it's 4 o'clock"
"what the hell...?" surprised to sit
"why still doing the job from earlier? not rested at all???"
"it's done..."
"sorry, his intention to nemenin adek even brother sleep soundly" his voice sounded regretful.
"ga papa sis..ak kan also tired..."
"mom kos adek know brother is still here?"
"so I know it..."
"Dek...want until when will Adek stay in this lecture? isn't there a desire to stay at home with your sister?" asked Rizon carefully.
"ga needs to be answered if the heart is not ready yet.kakak understand" he said quickly without waiting for me to answer his question.
I don't know why there's still a burden to live with. Although there is no boundary between me and Rizon, there is still fear. Because currently only want to focus on completing college quickly. Staying apart is probably the best option for now. The new household that is still corn, let alone we are still together in college. Emotions and the degree of misunderstanding will be greater if we stay together.
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Morning at the "i" building I get an unusual view. Neither from my upperclassmen nor my classmates. The faces want an explanation. I think the matter of my marriage and Rizon was already a hot topic back then.
I try to be ordinary. Because there is nothing secret but not publish it.
"Na, I'm so sorry" Hery's voice greeted me
"makasii Ri's..."
"can nanya Na???"
"what the fuck?"
"what's right about your marriage?"
And I just nodded
"right Ri, and the one who died was my mother-in-law" I explained briefly
Without asking a lot of questions, Hery understood with my short answer to show that I was not comfortable with the various questions.
After the first course, I went from class to meet some lecturers who gave independent assignments while in Manna. The department building became my goal. Put your feet in weight to that place.
By speeding up my steps to meet Mr. Hadi who was walking towards the lab to hand over my duties.
Still with the same gaze of those who saw me running small chasing after Mr. Hadi.
"adekkkk.." shouted Rizon from the front door of the basecamp I replied just by waving my hand while gesturing to meet Mr. Hadi. And only answered with his thumbs up.
After the business with Mr. Hadi was finished I approached my husband who was with his friends. Before I got there, Ayu hurriedly stepped away from the basecamp. I'm trying to think positively maybe he has other activities.
"isn't my sister in college?"
"there should be, but the lecturer doesn't exist today" he replied, opening a cold drink in his hand and giving it to me.
"you really are ya.." Brother Baim's voice immediately poked.
"there is no secret, sis..just we are not a fanfare as well.the problem is that the time is also fixed, there is only a close family" I try to explain.
"means there must be a niehhh event." cried Doni from the corner.
Rizon was just as comfortable as a smile to face all the atolls of his friends. Looking for a safe point, he chose not to be so considerate.