
"Where are we going, brother?" My words were suddenly invited to be prepared by Rizon
"Guard would love it..." Reply while combing my hair and help me tie it high up like I asked.
Without protesting, I just followed what he said. Because refuting is not a good thing, it will only consume energy to argue.
A journey I don't know its direction or purpose. Just trying to enjoy and pay attention to what we are going through. Still hoping for a miracle I can remember everything.
About 45 minutes into the trip, the car slowly entered an area that felt familiar to me. Make sure the car is parked properly.
He helped me by bringing my legs and my duodet.
"Beach.yahhh, this is a beautiful beach" my inner self.
Taking a position behind me, he slowly brought me to the beach. Even if only that position was enough for me to enjoy the beautiful grace of God presented before me.
The waves that break on the beach.
Even with a voice that sounds cruel but beautiful to look at. The wind that brings peace greets every memory in that place.
I enjoyed every sweep of the wind that greeted me. Closing my eyes, raising my face skyward, flashed a faint warmth in my shadow. I woke up and left no memory.
"What does it feel like to be in this place?"
"There's a warm feeling, brother, but why can't I remember a single one!"
"Darling, this is where you first took your way. You could say that we are going for the first time. Although there has never been a status recognition between us, but we are happy to live the relationship. Proof we're getting married."
Just silently hearing the words of Rizon . Every corner of the place was familiar to me.
***
Until the sun completely set, Rizon finally took me away from that place. Slightly reduce the taste of chopped that is already bejibun.
Before actually deciding to go home Rizon again took me to a place that was again very familiar. Wellhh, it is only a restaurant that provides chicken dominant food. But there are memories in that place.
I was faced with thousands of questions of myself. I want to scream with a hollow feeling that envelops an empty heart.
"Do you want another message?" ask when the food has been delivered by the waiter, and only I reply with a headband.
Without saying much I devoured the food that was in front of me. I want to go home and lie down. My body is tired, my mind is tired.
"Slow down the deck."
"So I want to go home quickly, brother. Adek tired"
"Yeah, we go straight home"
Finish your meal and go home soon. My discomfort made Rizon a little tired of seeing me.
"Sorry, brother is too pushy dear." she said gently with one hand clasping tightly to my hand.
"Reside in the corner, closing my eyes trying to expel the restlessness in my heart. My mind can't focus, it's all mixed up.
***
"Adek sticky hair, now shampooing yes." he said prepared all the needs.
He carried me bridal style and sat in a bath that was filled with warm water and a soothing therapeutic aroma. Cleansing my hair with shampoo, she slowly swept the lavender scented soap then slowly rubbed my back, hands, feet, even with her desire she rubbed my chest.
A man who loved his wife touched the body but could not enjoy it fully.
Sometimes it becomes my burden when she has to resist her desires in order to take care of her woman.
"Sister, do you want to?"
" Enngg Ga dear." she said stammered then turned her eyes and her hand turned to my hair. I understand his feeling is wrong. My body also enjoys every touch.
I took his hand. Asked closer. With his knees on his pedestal, he was beside me, only obstructed by the bath. I held my hand to his neck. Gave her a green light so she could kiss me. The kiss plan became more excited. Without resisting her touch I let her hand touch what she wanted. Gently squeezing my twin heirlooms.
"Can you continue?" his whisper was full of lust
"He. e..."
The clothes that had been covering his sturdy body immediately released were thrown away. Now his body is plain without a thread. He positioned himself behind me. She could freely touch my sensitive parts, giving her a warm kiss. Leaving red stars from his work. The sigh could not be restrained anymore made him even more lustful.
"Pretty dear, you don't want to hurt you..."
He came out of the bath, taking out his own lust with his own hands. His body seemed to tremble violently and moans of satisfaction escaped from his lips.
"Aarrhhh aarrhhh arhhhh..."
He sat down while gently tucking my forehead.
"Makasii..." Smile them.
After a short pause, the bathing ritual is finished.
Putting on my pajamas, drying my hair. They do it every day without burden.
"Makasii..."
"Do you want to fall asleep or go outside?"
"So I want to fall, brother..."
Without asking much, her hand had taken me and laid me on the bed.
"Sister!!!" Call me when he's about to move.
"Fuck's company!"
Those eyes looked at me with a smile on their lips. Following my request lie down beside me.
He took me into his arms. His chest became the focus of my head. The smell of his body was very soft, it made me feel at home for a long time with that position.
No conversation going on. We just enjoy silence. His hand stroked my hair making drowsiness approach me. I try to close my eyes, make peace with the situation, ask for time for me to relax the mind that is still a lot of questions.