The Destiny of Love Nina

Goodbye mother

Event after event passed on the last tribute to mother. The faint face covered in a slightly transparent white cloth was like coming back to life. Throw his smile at the last seconds the chest will be closed to go to the ultimate resting place of the mother.

Closing my eyes, taking a deep breath, hoping that my cry would be held back. But in vain, the tears even felt warm wetting my face. Rizon and I are trying to find Caca who is not willing to let go of her mother. Trying to hold the lid off the box.

"Don't take my mother... ibuuuu..do not live in Caca.

I broke it down that fell down.

"Cacaaa..don't be like this.." I snapped.

"Iklasss Caaaa.." hugging her. Rizon who tried hard to hug his sister as well...

"Dankkk...muuu..."

"Dengerin dank. mother is sad to see you like this Ca. see fatherhh, we should support her..."

The newness invites the cry of others.

***

In the grief she was seeing, Ayu was still with various questions about Nina.

The girl who secretly harbored a taste for Rizon did know the closeness of Nina and Rizon, but in her heart still held hope. Before Nina's presence, she was very close to Rizon even their friends had supported her and often teased her. Wish they could be fooled. Ayu's close friends even know Ayu's feelings for Rizon and always try to give more attention. Hope there is a speck of hope Rizon's heart can realize it.

Nina's presence is a threat to her feelings. Even hurt when Rizon once said that he really liked his underclassman. But trying to hold back and preferring to harbor his feelings. I hope the soul will unite them.

Ayu's wish was dashed when she heard the words of gratitude from Rizon's father about Nina's status. And it was not only Ayu who was surprised that even Rizon's close friends looked at each other.

"...all at the will of God for the passing of my beloved wife, mother of my son and daughter-in-law. For all the words, prayers, and help I and my extended family have been very, very grateful. May it be accepted by his side, I apologize profusely if there is a mistake that my wife made, please forgive. Now he is healed, happy. Hopefully in the future I can be a father and mother to Rizon, Raisya, and my daughter-in-law Nina..."

"Rizon really yes.they can keep things this big a secret. whereas every day meet them, we no one is aware." baim said he was still unsure of the status of his married friend.

Ayu really should be able to accept reality and bury her taste deeply. The soul mate is not on her side. From High School he harbored that feeling. Until he attended college at the farm because he knew Rizon majored in it. Hoping that Rizon will have a taste for him because he is close to her.

His friend Novi understood Ayu's disappointment. But the time is not right to discuss all of that. They came to grieve and Ayu was really grieving with her heart at that moment.

***

The last tribute was heartwarming for everyone at the funeral. Caca was once again unable to control himself. Father was only able to hug his daughter who fainted several times. Beside him Rizon who tried to look stoic can not be separated to hold my hand. There was a shiver of the burden of grief that he was unable to bear. Her face was firm but her tears could not lie to her grief.

The crate that had descended slowly covered the ground. All prayers for mom.

"Mother's love will always be a memory we will never forget. Peace is on HER side ma'am." I whispered softly in her navel...

Put your feet in weight from that place. Sad to leave the tomb full of flowers, where I imagined my mother would be alone there. But we have to move on.

One by one they leave the funeral. With heavy feelings, I followed Rizon's steps embracing me. Caca's still with his stuffing.

The car took us home and brought all my memories. The beautiful smile that now lives the shadow that I will always miss.

***

Arriving at Rizon's house, take time for his friends who have come a long way to provide support to him.

"Sorry there is time for you" he said sitting with his friends.

"sorry, not everyone can come." said Baim representing.

As they chatted I brought them tea.

"It turns out kaliia.." Alifa had not had time to continue his sentence Ayu immediately elbowed him. That means the discussion about Nina should not be discussed now.

"Ohhh about Nina." said Rizon continued the sentence Alifa.

"We have been married almost 6 months. not the intention to keep it secret.actually you are not aware...but everything is unexpected and the process is very fast. This marriage is my mother's last request." Obviously Rizon while bowing down given the last request of her mother

"Don't mention it now bul.." prevent Doni who saw the change in the look of his face.

"Yes bro..life must continue.although not completely iklas, we must be crooked" said Rizon while embracing me who was just silent beside him.

I feel there is a change with Ayu's attitude. Not as friendly as before. Many were silent and seemed unfriendly.

"Sister, adek stay inside first yes." said I who also say goodbye to others.

I headed into a house that had a lot of sodara with various activities. I prepared food for Rizon's friends to eat first before continuing the journey home to Bengkulu. Aided by Aunt Wulan who understands I'm really tired.

"Nina, take a break from yesterday you can't rest at all."

"Ga papa aunty...Nina's still strong. Nie wants to bring Caca first. He hasn't eaten yet"

I knocked on Caca's room, which happened to be unlocked. The girl sat pensively looking at the photo of the mother while crying.

"Ca, you eat first huh..."

"Later Na. I'm not hungry."

"Don't kayak that. From yesterday you didn't eat at all."

"I'm not hungry yet Na.. understand ga... do not force-forcibly why siiihhh... do not need to support my attention" caca's snapping shocked me...

It feels sad very sad. I can't hide my disappointment. I headed to the room and let out with a cry I couldn't stand.

I'm not an attention-grabber, but I really care about her. She was my sister-in-law even though we were the same age. But his words hurt to be heard.

"Adekkk... Why cry??? Didn't you just say you want to eat, why is it even here???

Ayoo we eat together, adek also have not eaten anything from yesterday.friends sister was waiting."

"Sister invited his friends to eat first. Stomach was cramping again.just now I've been eating bread" said I lied to Rizon.

"Wasn't papa this?"

"Yes sis..."

Rizon left me in the room without asking much questions. Actually my stomach is also hungry, but really did not expect Caca's attitude that made my eating intentions disappear instantly.

"Somewhat happened to him"