
The lonely journey that had occurred throughout their marriage. Nina just focused on looking sideways at the path they passed without a word. While Rizon only focused on the steering wheel he was holding while staring straight at the road in front of him.
"Adek.." called out to him as he touched Nina's hand with his left.
"Hhmmm" Reply without looking
"See dank.." the door was soft.
Nina just kept quiet without looking at it. Her tears are ready and ready to spill.
"Dear, don't be like this. There's gotta be a way out. Adek can not stress, there is life in your stomach dear.." comfort Rizon.
Outside of hope, her cries were even more broken.
Rizon pulled over the car she was driving. Threw his wife's tiny body into his arms. Draining new energy to energize it. His heart was also broken with the reality, but he tried to cover it up.
"Why is the trial not over dank? Why does it have to be like this? Why???"
"Darling..." His words tightened his embrace.
The tremors in Nina's body had subsided. Slowly she stretched her arms. He stared at Nina's face that was reddened by the heart-wrenching cries of her own heart. There was a child of hair that covered the face, rubbing the tears that dirtyed his face, slowly frowned it gently.
"We're going home now?"
Nina moved her hand back to the steering wheel. Continuing the delayed journey home.
***
The whole day after coming home from the hospital Nina just kept quiet. Sit at the side of the house. There was absolutely no desire to get out of that place. The atmosphere of Magrib has arrived.
"Well, when do you want to sit here?" Rizon approached after finishing refreshing herself.
"Built first, let her fresh body. We're out looking for something to eat."
Deg
Nina remembered the dinner she had not prepared. And then he headed towards the kitchen.
"Sorry dank, let's forget... Just a minute, 30 minutes of dinner is ready."
But his steps towards the kitchen were blocked by Rizon who had already caught his hand. Take her to the room to refresh.
"We're out. Now take a shower okay!"
"But dank..."
"No but but, dank wait!"
Without protest with a move that was not as usual Nina entered the bathroom.
The splash of water refreshed his body, but his stomach ache was truly unbearable. Trying to reach for the shower faucet but not reachable by him. Nina fell into tremendous pain.
"Sakitt..." Trying to scream while holding his stomach.
"Light in my mom's belly baby. You can't be weak. We'll both fight.." Nina shouts on her own stomach. As if talking to her baby.
"Dankkk..sakitttt dankkk.." maximum yell.
The sound of a scream that could be heard just a call could make Rizon move from lying down. Closer to the bathroom door to be sure.
"Dankkkk.." Weakened voice calls.
Slightly hesitant, Rizon opened the bathroom which happened to be unlocked. His face was scaled to see Nina who had fallen down.
"Sakitt dank." It was carried by Rizon
Carefully Rizon laid Nina on the bed. While just covering his body with a blanket, Rizon took warm water and gave the medicine prescribed by the doctor earlier.
Nina simply complied, her focus was only on enduring the overwhelming pain.
30 Minutes passed, Nina opened her eyes. The excruciating pain was slowly gone. Rizon helps her put on a shirt making her a little embarrassed even though she is her husband who has seen all sides of her body.
"So can be alone dank."
"Ga is indiscriminate. From now on it's the same dank." said Rizon still seriously with the job of dressing Nina.
"Dank, I'm sorry..."
"There is something to forgive. We walk together, baby..."
"Makasi dank is always there for adek."
Rizon hugged the wife tightly, giving her strength. Basically he is also equally fragile, but trying hard for the sake of the wife who needs more support.
"Dank didn't think like Dian's doctor suggested, did he?"
"Don't talk about that for now. Let dank hug stir, don't let go. Dank just wants a hug for now."
In a long time Rizon hugged Nina without wanting to take it off. His heart was really calm. He only wanted to give strength to his wife, to the woman who was already his rib. Women who have been bound to live on the promise of marriage.
"Dank, what other trials has God put us through? We should be very happy right now. Adek is really just a burden to you."
"Don't talk like that, baby. Anyhow the situation is good is the best for dank. Never feel like a burden to you. We're going through this difficult time together."
"Dank..."
"Hmmm..."
"Will dank leave adek?"
"Heyy... Adek said what? Never ask that stupid question. To death, my heart is for you." Rizon took off her embrace and stared deeply at the sad eyes in front of her.
"If you are called by God first, promise me that you will live happily. Dank can re-marry with a woman who loves the same dank."
"Ga funny deck. Dank doesn't like this talk. Just don't go on anymore." Said Rizon while leaving Nina who was still lying down.
Nina was only able to see the back of the man missing behind the door. His heart is completely fucked. The feelings are mixed, the mind is confused like a tangled thread that must be from where to decompose it.
***
Rizon returned with a tray of food and drinks. After ordering food from outside. Sitting at the bedside, his hands still moved without saying a word.
"Dank, sorry. Adek ain't gonna talk like that again..." Nina spoke while holding both her ears.
"Now eat first, it was just a little meal"
Without much protest Nina complied with what Rizon asked for. It is better to recede than later end up not good.