The Destiny of Love Nina

Open hearts

Not telling mom and dad about me going to the hospital was the right choice. Sometimes their worry is too much and it is not good for their health. As long as I can handle it myself, it's better.

My mother also agreed to keep silent. That far is for the good of all.

"Adekkk.." The call at the door broke my daydream.

"Sister.."so I changed my bedside position to sit down.

But Rizon's not alone. The figure of white, plump, straight hair sebahunya decomposed pretty make me question mark before he said hello to mention his name.

"Heeiii, I am Raisya, Rizon's sister" he said kindly as he reached out.

"Nina" said I'm still not sure if it's Rizon's sister.

"Pantesan there are klepek-clepek, it turns out..." Caca started teasing her brother and glanced mischievously at me.

"Caca, don't break the agreement before coming here." The brother started to molotot.

"There is a greeting from Na's mother, he said to go home to Manna next you are obliged to come. Is that right, brother???" Caca said as she cheered on her sister delivering her mother's message before Rizon.

Rizon just resigned with the babble her sister was increasingly becoming.

Two different characters. His spoiled, chatty, cheerful, and sure sister is inversely proportional to Rizon.

"Where's college?"

"I'm in Na's Health, failing to get into medicine at least not still in health lahh.."

"Ooo.." I replied chiming in on the explanation.

"Often maen to the house yes. I was often alone in staying with Rizon. Maybe if Nina who maen to the house she will feel at home at home" again she mocked her brother.

Without a long conversation. At that time Rizon preferred to be a loyal listener babbling his sister.

***

"Adek has taken medicine" he asked after Raisya left us both. The girl chose to go home first leaving her brother still with me.

I just shook my head. Without me asking Rizon to prepare the medicines that I have to take.

"That's what I'm going to do" pointed me to a drug that made me sleepy shortly after I took it.

"All right, why?"

"They were drowsy the next time I drank it."

"Good dong.."he said he didn't understand.

" yes, my sister is coming home now" I said to make her confused.

"Kok suddenly told you to come home???"

He who just ngehhhh with my words ahirnya smiled meaningfully.

"Emang yaghhh woman," he said with a small laugh.

***

In my many troubled state he came into my life. In my still frail condition, she was present like an angel giving me light.

Too soon maybe, but the name of the heart can not be denied if the comfort it gives opens my heart. There's always a sense of wanting to be with him. Something was missing when he left.

"Come, I'm upset by this taste..."

***

"Sister.." call me to him who is focusing on staring at the laptop, with his duties

"Yes" he answered without looking at me.

I kept quiet before continuing my words. It instantly stopped his fingers from dancing on his laptop keyboard.

"Why??" He asked softly while looking at me

"Serious love equally adek? I ventured.

"Ga there is a reason for brother to mess around the deck.kalo adek is still in doubt, the wayin as it is today, sister is not willing to force... don't ever think that you're doing a favor just to draw sympathy. I did all this with Iklas and didn't ask for any reply... Unless indeed the heart is open to nerima brother." he said looks sincere.

"And you don't want any coercion..."

"getting comfortable with your sister, but being shy"

"shy why?"

"you know, there is a sense that adek is not appropriate for brother. adek minder with his own state of mind. because many things that you do not know"

"many things you don't know??? yahhh because adek do not want a story..share in every what adek feel.do not cover anything.

I could only quietly look at the ceiling of the room which was pure white. My mind was still unable to accept his extremely harsh and resolute response.

"sorry deck, you shouldn't be that loud.." she said feeling guilty.

"ga papa sak, it's true." while holding the warm grains that almost spilled in my eyes.

" no need to be knitted well, adek focus to recover first. without adek answer brother can already feel if ado adek still trying to open the heart... adek ngasi brother chance to be here brother already thank you"

"now adek rest.calm the mind.adek sleep later brother come home well" he said pamit before I fell asleep.

True after sipping my last medicine, just a few minutes lapse my eyes have begun to heavy. Really high dose... I don't know what time Rizon came home, I was unconscious...