The Destiny of Love Nina

Honesty of husband

"difficulty if it's crashing, the phone is really saved" Rizon annoyed himself.

Already contacted his close friends, looking to boarding, home even to the beach where he used to be if more thoughts have been visited. But the result is nil. With the condition of the feet that hurt, it was impossible for Nina to go far.

R-b: you again dmn deck???

Trying to send a new message, even though the old message has not been read.

Rizon parked the car on the road that Nina often traveled when walking to and from campus. Hoping to find his wife who was angry with him.

An hour and even nearly two hours he waited never to see you too. It's almost afternoon, 3 o'clock which feels hot at 12 o'clock exactly. Rizon's face was already flushed, the sweat had started.

wet the shirt she was wearing due to the heat of an incredible day.

Frustration while holding back hunger and thirst for not eating and drinking anything from the morning. The breakfast that failed to catch Nina.

***

I'm still at home in the library of a favorite place that Rizon doesn't realize. Reading sometimes makes me forget the time and that certainly can divert all the problems that I am experiencing.

Looking at my phone that has a lot of missed calls, as well as messages. The hour that showed me the afternoon made me choose to order a motorcycle before the library closed. 10 minutes passed, the object I ordered was waiting in front of the library. I went lazily to go home and would definitely make my brain convoluted again.

Upon arrival I cleaned myself, changed my clothes and laid my tired body. My stomach started to break down because I hadn't gotten any food this morning.

Opens every message Rizon still knows where.

Me : sorry sis, I've been bored

Reply to a message directly read by Rizon. Which means he's on standby holding his phone.

But strangely it has been almost half an hour Rizon has not come.

"what is he again? tumben didn't come right away..out of habit." I looked at myself.

My hungry stomach can't compromise. My intention was to wait for him before ordering a meal I buried deeply.

"why all day!!!" getting angry at myself while closing the door and instead lying down and closing my eyes to sleep.

Not aware of closed eyes but my heart wants to cry, my tears also soaked the pillow. Back to remembering Ayu's face and all her words. My mind is starting to get out of control.

***

The bedroom door was knocked on when my eyes started to get heavy. The sore feet made me slow to move.

"this is brother deck, open the door." exclaimed Rizon in front of the locked door.

"Go home, I will be alone." I reply with a heavy heart.

"Sister will come home, but adek must eat first. brother will not go home before the meal..."

"i've eaten." I said lying.

"don't torture yourself with all the rage deck..."

There was no sound for a long time, and Rizon was still waiting for me to come out. Sitting looking out the fence with a blank look.

"Nina hasn't come home yet???" the sound of Endah just came.

"already, like sleeping again.so brother wait he woke up aja. kasian last night can not sleep his feet hurt." he explained lying.

Endah who saw the lie in Rizon's eyes knocked on my bedroom door.

"Let him wake up alone Ndah, kasian if builtin his head can hurt.." he said blocking Endah.

"sister tipped this aja yes. later brother back again" Rizon deliberately left kosan Nina so that she wanted to get out of her room.

Endah who was confused received another package is food for Nina.

Rizon left the boarding house feeling very disappointed. The whole day was filled with worry and finally still swallowed disappointment.

***

In my anger, I miss my husband. After he came home I really thought about what really happened.

"i'm too selfish and too childish. I was raising too much trouble" my inner self inwardly

With doubt I grabbed my phone.

Busy call...

several times try "the phone you're on is busy"

Me & R-b: why is the phone busy???

I smiled reading the same message I sent. From that call on the air. Both contacted who was not connected.

Me : sorry...

R-b: brother sorry yes.do not get angry again.we talk about this misunderstanding...

love u dear...😘😘😘

Me : love u too...😘😘😘

Although there are still remnants of resentment, I try to organize my heart. Give space sorry, because it's not entirely Rizon's fault.

R-b: kk is still in the office, there is business...

briefly kk k place adek. don't forget to eat yes.drug jagan until ga drink ya...

I was waiting for him, but the chat indicated he was busy and I didn't want to rush him.

Me: tired adek, want to sleep first...

don't forget to eat...

good night😘😘🙏🙏🙏<TAG1>

My good-night wishes she was more relaxed doing her job.

***

The intention to go to bed early was not as easy as saying it. My sleepiness is gone, even though I turned off the lights. The feeling is still mixed with all the problems that exist.

Turn the lights back on, open the laptop while working on a paper that's actually still for next week. The sound of a car that was very familiar to me stopped in front of me stopping my finger typing. I asked him not to come.

"kok haven't slept yet." his voice reconciled my messed up heart.

I can only answer his words.

"So, you've guessed you won't be able to sleep that fast..."

Without me telling him to come in with a laptop bag and some maps in his hand. Put it on the table and go straight to the bathroom.

Come out with a wet face. Rizon dried it with a tissue while sitting next to me.

"Still sick???" ask her on my leg wound

"It doesn't hurt that much..."

"tomorrow afternoon we go to the doctor, make another check"

I just nodded.

He rested his back on the bed. It was a very exhausting day for him.

"Where after college???" tanyanya flat

"ga everywhere.. um what does brother care?" my emotions started to rise

"plis do not like gini deck. angry adek same sister never ignore kasi tau adek where. if you are adek ga want to meet, brother ga will maksa. But please don't make your sister like crazy..."

I could only stare at the floor listening to his long talk. Shedding all his wounds.

"That's nothing to brother. Now it's just adek, there will never be another...Please believe in brother"

"sir don't know and don't want to know about Ayu's feelings, because sister never gave hope anything... Sister meeting is only just a classmate, she maen home also because there is a joint task. And brother never both-duan with him" he explained without asking.

"kalo adek still not sure, sister will invite Ayu. We're talking about it together" he said

Lips can't say, that's what's happening now. But I don't know why my heart hurts so much knowing there's another girl thinking about it.

"Am I really being too selfish???"