The Destiny of Love Nina

Strange day 2

Rizon who was carried away in the middle of the night did not find Nina in the room. He rose from his slumber in search of his beloved figure. A little regret seeing his wife asleep on the couch with her puffy eyes. Rizon knew, not because her anger made Nina sad but her silence made her cry.

All night Rizon wakes up with no intention of waking Nina who is asleep on the sofa.

As usual, the dawn woke me up in the morning still very cold. Rushing to wash my face with water as cold as ice. My eyes turned to the room whose door was not closed. The figure was still sleeping like last night when he saw it.

Beberes in the morning, preparing breakfast for both of us. Still with the burden on my heart that still holds my feelings.

I headed to that room after preparing everything. Rizon sounds like she's taking a shower. I went to the other bathroom because I had a lecture this morning.

Totally beyond my expectations, the anger is huge. I just stepped foot out of the bathroom, the sound of a motorcycle leaving the house. And he left without a word. The breakfast I had prepared at the dinner table was not touched at all. My tears really can't be contained. It feels like the world is collapsing

***

Until the end of the lecture hours there was no news from Rizon. I wish he was worried about me.

The library is my goal, because it gives me tranquility. As usual the second floor and corner of the library became my favorite place.

Still waiting for him to inform me, while continuing to stare at the phone in front of me.

"Drr..ddrr.t..."

The vibrations that indicated an incoming call awakened me. My hope was dashed when "Andar" appeared on the mobile phone...

Since that incident just this time Brother Andar called me.

"Halloo Na.." said after connecting

"hallo brother, how are you???"

"good brother, how are you...?"

"well..what's the sudden call?"

"sister there's a Thanksgiving at home tomorrow night. It's a small celebration... If there's time to come, take your husband too..."

"ohh yesaa, congratulations on the graduation, brother." I said considering the graduation ceremony two days ago.

"Makasi... Must come yes deck, because it could be a few more years may be able to meet. because you can get a scholarship to Singapore continued S2"

"wahhh congratulations for the second time brother.hopefully well yes... Later Nina try to come yes, hopefully the husband is not busy.." said I try to show enthusiasm for the achievements of men who once put their hearts on me.

"iyaaa. makasi yahhh" he shouted while turning off the phone.

Put my phone away, looking out of the building. So much activity out there, with the sun's very hot.

***

I chose to go home on foot. Under the shady trees my steps slowly towards the house which is fairly decent when on foot, twice the journey from campus to the previous boarding house. Previously it was Rizon who always drove and picked him up or by ojek. But this time I chose my own path.

"really hearty.."my spirit in heart holds sad.

"don't take this..." I handed over the atm he had previously given me.

"I won't use your money until 15 million come back into this account. I just want to help your sister, I don't want your sister why, that's my only goal"

"I'll take a job offer from Elva" I was annoyed as I left her.

Angrily he threw away the atm card on the table, making me stop my steps.

"It's your purpose to want me to stay in this house, so that I can see your true character.this is not my husband I know" my voice grew more and more raucous cries that I could not endure. My heart was completely crushed to accept his cold treatment.

My tired days are getting tired of my heart. To whom I complain all this.

"strengthen my heart, Lord..."

Enjoying the chaos of my own heart, I just keep it to myself. Seeing him sleeping on the couch made me feel that my presence at home was very disturbing. Like Tom & Jerry who can't get together. When I was outside, he chose the room. When I was in the room, he was outside.

Rizon was still asleep when I decided to walk to the beach on a hot afternoon. I wish I could take my mind off by looking at the view outside.

Tracing the streets surrounded by mangrove forests. Never once or twice have I wiped my tears that flowed uninvited.

Sitting under the shady trees, looking out at the sea with a very loud sound of waves. Many activities of people became my spectacle. From various circles there is a place with different purposes.

I don't know how long I've been sitting enjoying the cold afternoon. The sun began to sink, one by one people set their feet to go home.

***

There was Caca at home when I got home. I feel a stranger between my own husband and brother-in-law. They seem to care less about my arrival. Caca who was still talking to Rizon didn't realize I was the new one.

"when did you come Ca???" saya.

"you if you don't want to use help me Na, this would be a misunderstanding with Dank." he snapped with a raised voice.

"What do you mean?" still with as neutral a tone as possible.

Rizon threw her gaze away from me as if she was disgusted to see me.

I left them by going into the room. Trying to calm my heart. The more I tried the more my tears flowed.

"i don't understand what to do, don't punish me with all these circumstances God..."

"my intention is to do my best, I don't want to hurt anyone" I prayed expectantly.

I implored the strength of my creator. I'm really tired...