The Destiny of Love Nina

B'day advanced

The bad breakfast that happened that morning. Caca came out of her room while I was still preparing food for the three of us.

"gilaaa, the sleepiness is amazing Na.." complained Caca while sitting at the table eating.

"sleep is also dawn." I replied while arranging the food on the table.

Rizon came after washing the car and sat next to me.

"do you eat cake?" looking at the food in front of me

"She's been eating tiramisu cake every day and a lifetime." Caca began to sew with his name tiramisu

I just smiled at my sister-in-law's inversely dislike of the name Tiramisu.

"What time do I have to go back to the dorm?" Rizon made sure of her sister

"by 2am should have reached the dormitory..."

"yes, we have finished eating immediately ready gih.kita way first before nganter you"

"Shop yes dank... It has long been no treat.." whine Caca as usual if there is a desire.

Whose birthday is whose chance...

Rizon who saw his sister's indulgence instantly reproducing made him extraordinary excitement.

***

Like Rizon's promise to take her only sister out to snack. Looking around but none of it made me want to buy it. Some I chose for Caca.

"Didn't buy anything?"

"sister.it doesn't feel necessary either..."

"you don't have to need a new purchase first.adek loh the birthday, kok.malah Caca the splashy shopping..."

I just smiled in response to his chatter.

After a few hours in that place, Caca also managed to meet his brother. The shopping was good, too, until I brought some.

"Well, yeah." said Rizon while hugging his sister.

"maksii..."

"Na, sorry for yesterday."he still feels guilty.

"ga papa.. you're fine..."

Caca waved his hand as the car Rizon was driving slowly left the 3-story dormitory building.

***

The atmosphere was silent for a moment. The missing jab of Caca seemed to make the atmosphere stiff. If asked how I feel right now, there is still a bit of frustration that makes me reluctant to start the conversation.

"where are you going?" Rizon opened the conversation that I only answered with a headband.

"still angry with brother?"

"A little.." I refused to talk.

"sorry dear. it should not be like that. brother is forbidden but Caca insistent..."

"sister should know the consequences...when yesterday why-why??? It felt like I was almost out of energy.." Suddenly my emotions rose to the top.

"adekkkk.maafin for everyone." said Rizon as he grabbed my hand with one hand while occasionally glancing at me who threw a glance at the glass. I quickly pulled my hand. My tears can't just spill over my cheeks. My chest tightness remembers everything. Birthdays that should be happy, even lead to heartache.

"Don't cry that dear..."

I try to breathe a little. Take a deep breath and throw it rough.

I don't want to remember, but it still feels like my brain is still very well lit.

"we go home aja sis." I asked without any rejection from Rizon who held the steering wheel.

Shut up, we enjoyed each other's thoughts. Rizon seemed to be thinking hard while trying to focus on the steering wheel he was driving.

I closed my eyes with a lean. I don't know why the problem is back in my brain. I tried to make peace with my heart.