
Back to his solitude again in the white house. After installing the new sprai he lay down. Sometimes he smiled remembering his wife who seemed to have slept soundly in his palace. Grabbing his phone but finally undo his intention to call the person he loves. Given the tiredness of the trip, not to mention the conditions that are coming guests.
Trying to close his eyes, but he was really agitated. I don't know what that feeling is, he doesn't understand it. Trying to watch a tv show, still makes it uncomfortable and finally back to the room.
It was already at half 2, those eyes still could not be closed. His body is tired amazing.
The shaking on his phone forced him to get up. Just getting sleepy.
"Who's calling in the middle of the night like this" she thought it was Nina who was on her mind.
Just about to press receive, call disconnected for too long. Rizon grabs her phone and sees who's calling.
Om Adi
Directly her thumb pressing calling back. Tumben his om called him this late.
"Hallo om.."whom after the call is connected.
"Dank..."
"Yes, call this late..."
Long om Adi held back his words making Rizon wonder.
"All is well, isn't it???" He began to suspect
"Dank..kalian..kamu, Caca, Nina must iklas ya.." om Adi voice stamped.
"Your mother has gone home" he continued stammered while sobbing...
Rizon's world instantly became dark, very dark. The sturdy man was completely uprooted. Grabbing the phone that had fallen and the phone also disengaged its task. The screen broke and could no longer be used.
Without thinking, Rizon grabbed the car keys and his wallet. Slowly leaving the house.
Kosan Nina was really very quiet. All the residents were asleep, including his mother's favorite daughter-in-law.
"AdeKK...Ninaaa..ddeekkk.." call him while pressing the bell that was flying.
The door to Fitri's room opened and she walked out to Rizon.
"Why brother, gini nights??" While opening the gate.
One by one the residents of the room woke up. Including mami who heard the kids boarding on waking up in the middle of the night.
"Adekkk.." Rizon banged on the room door.
I who sayup-sayup hear the dream of waking up and opening the door. And a little surprised by the whereabouts of Rizon.
"Why brother" was astonished to see his red face weeping.
"Mother deck.." she hugged me.
"Mother is forever."
My world is collapsing. My legs were twisted and I couldn't believe what I was hearing. All who heard Rizon's words showed sadness as we felt back then.
My mother hugged me while shedding tears. He understood the sadness I felt. Because I like to tell you all the good things about my mother-in-law who has now left us.
"It was just a few hours ago that mom was fine. You may not be mami, Rizon's brother is misinformed..."
"When he arrived at Nina's house still calling mom, said if we've arrived.ga maybe..gain's not possiblennn" I was really hysterical.
Rizon hugged me very tightly. His eyes were unceasingly shedding tears, even though his face was showing constancy.
"Sister borrowed a cell phone adek. had a brother broke, earlier abis received a phone not accidentally fell.
While Rizon called to Caca's dorm, I prepared some of my needs. And say goodbye to my mom and my roommates.
"Well, please permit me for the next few days tomorrow while I also call the lecturer."
"Yes Na.. y'all be careful yeah.the patient." he said corroborating.
The car slowly leaves the boarding house to Caca dormitory.
From a distance Caca was waiting at the security guard room accompanied by his hostel mother and some friends. Her crying broke when we got there. He hugged me, crushed like the first time I heard him. After asking permission from his housewife we went to a house that the three of us really did not believe in everything.
***
The road to the house was unceasingly crying Caca. Rizon drifted in silence. Trying not to be fragile in front of both of us.
It all happened too quickly. I just hours ago I still saw his smile. Still chatting together, enjoying being with a big family, still making her favorite cake, and now we have to accept the fact that mom is gone.
The sadness that cannot be contained anymore when the house that gives me a lot of happiness is in sight. The house was very crowded at a cold dawn. Caca ran hysterically to where mom was lying. Like a sleeping person. Staring at that lifeless face, hugging him but he did not return my embrace.
"Momuuu.ini Nina buuu..why should it be like this.last time we were together, just a phone call..why is it now like this.." I was angry at the stiff body.
Rizon pulled me into her arms. Trying to calm me.
"Mother is healed dear.. don't add more grief again..we all love the same mother.but God loves more like her..let you continue like this, mother will be sad to see it.
Still in his arms my tears seemed to stop.
The atmosphere really made me lose half my life. Staring at the body that is stretched stiff makes me unable to withstand every tear drop that does not stop. Caca fainted several times unable to accept the departure of the mother. He is so precious in my heart, in our hearts. I was part of this family for her.
***
I tried to calm Caca down who didn't stop being hysterical. Like a man in a trance he vents his unacceptance. I brought her into the room.
"Ca...we all grieve..we are all sad.....but will mother come back with you like this??? I'd be sad to see we don't like it..."
"She's my mother, Naa...You don't know how much I love her?" Her screams began with her hysterical cries.
I can only hug her. Letting him take out all his heart. Until he's completely calm.
"You're not alone Ca.... There's a dank, there's me there's a father, we can get through this hard time, we're advertising huh???" My love rubbed my tears.
"Look dad, he'll be very fragile seeing you like this. For the sake of father, we must be strong yes.Mommy has calmed down, the disease has been raised with God...God doesn't want to see you in pain..."
Caca's hysterics are beginning to subside, but her tears are still unstoppable. Aunt Wulan approached us.
"You are strong women mother.all will be well, dear." voice aunt Wulan raucous as she hugged us both .
***
A very crowded afternoon. Mourners from various circles have come to express deep sorrow.
Mother is a good person, everyone feels very lost for her disappearance.
Still sitting next to my mother's body, Rizon continued to embrace me. As if I was afraid I would fall.
Distant looks Rizon campus friends come from far away. To pay the last respects to mothers that some of them know mothers well.
And I'm sure they must be wondering about where I am at that place. All they know is that I'm just another person who was targeted by Rizon to be a girlfriend, and is in the process of approaching.
"Nina's here too???" Saying Ayu with a questionable look. The yes period is still in the approach of Nina is so familiar, and feels like part of the Rizon family. Questions come from their minds. Not only Ayu and other friends even Udan, Baim, Doni who has been very close to Rizon is still in a big sign.