
R-b: zahttt monday yaghhh...
See u 😍😍😍
The morning chat made me smile to myself. Gimana ga, meet a silly man who I do not know the origin of suddenly super protect kebangetan like already know centuries.
It is enough that only I and Rizon know this situation, the problems that have appeared and been resolved let it be a secret between me and him. That was his promise before I was ready to say "YES" to this relationship. It's gonna be rame. No, it's too early.
***
Class was rame when Endah and I got to the 2nd floor of the "i" building". Still waiting for the lecture hours, right there, precisely in front of his class Rizon was standing with a smile in his eyes. I who tried to cover my happiness replied with just a thin smile.
R-b: brother there, huh???
The chat that turned out from him made me shake my head without replying to his chat.
R-b: what is knp??? No one knows either" his chat was insistent
Me: I promised...🤐🤐🤐
While stabbing his phone, Rizon just smiled.
How does it feel to be like a swinging. It's in plain sight but it can't be easy.
"What a god, for the sake of good as well" my mind as I set my eyes and gave a special signal to enter the class.
R-b : later kk wait in canteen yaghh😍😍😍
Without replying to the chat from him I immediately put the phone in the bag, because the middle-aged beautiful mother with glasses has entered the classroom.
***
The class went on, not nearly 2 hours. A good lecturer mother, meek and certainly friendly make my first lecture did not feel already berahir.
"Hopefully can work together for the next semester well" said the mother lecturer closed the lecture.
One by one the class members left the room.
"We do not need to go home Na, naggung also returned again for the next hour. We'll just hang out in the cafeteria while we wait, and have lunch first" Endah
"Maybe" I cried his invitation.
***
"There's big brother tuhh, there's a yukkk" Endah immediately pulled my hand towards Rizon's sister and friends who were enjoying his lunch.
At least Endah knows about Rizon's heart problem so he deliberately invited me to join. But he did not know that the problem was over and he did not know if we met yesterday without planning.
I sat right in front of Rizon's sister where only that position remained.
"What do you want to eat, brother Rizon handed me a menu.
While looking around I decided to order siomay plus bottled mineral water.
"What's full of deck rice?" He said while stabbing me
"There's still a lecture later, brapa hour? Ask me to know.
"There's 1 o'clock" I replied as I picked up the order that was brought by the canteenkeeper
"Makasi mbak" I said as he left our place.
I started eating, actually not so hungry because I usually eat at least around 2 or 3. Especially eating while being watched.
Endah who saw the stiffness between us also cleared a few times which means tempting. Because he knows exactly how Rizon is doing to me.
"First it was Bul." _Ibul_ is a call Rizon by his close friends.Baim's brother left the table at the followed by Anton's brother.
"You need to go to the cage first" he explained
"Sister, I'm coming with dong" exclaimed Endah following along
"Cock on the run??" I tried to get in the way
"Ga papa Na, there is a little business" explained brother Baim while inviting Endah as well.
I'm sure they deliberately left me and Rizon who seemed relaxed after the three of them.
"This is the big brother who planned?" Omelku after they left and was only reciprocated by lifting both shoulders.
"They have a bad business, brother time is halangi"
I'm just a manyun with an explanation ga mutu that.
"So how's the deck???"her question was suddenly serious and this must have been about yesterday's conversation.
"Sir, go first. We're too early."
"I mean shit without that status"
"Not that, brother, let's go first.." cajole me carefully.
I tried to explain to him. Many things are a consideration. Honestly, not because he doesn't like it or he's not good, but there's fear because I don't know him yet. That'sallthatis.
"Well time, brother" asked me to dare to look into his eyes which implied disappointment.
"What's the difference with the current state of the deck?" His eyes tried to convince me.
"when can you hear the word _IYA_"
I can only take a long breath.
"I'll answer soon" I said without giving a definite time.
With a disappointed face Rizon understood while smiling at me. Even though that smile felt bland.
"not ready to be disappointed on the deck." he exclaimed as we walked to the next class.