The Destiny of Love Nina

Who me???

Nina POVs

Living the day without memory makes me feel as though I live a life of death unwillingly. The emptiness I felt really frustrated me.

A bright morning as usual Rizon did her activities. Help me take a shower, prepare all my needs, prepare food, then make sure there are people who will accompany me as I left.

"Today I'm going to the office until noon. Finished meeting brother will go straight home. Mami's phone will nemenin adek until sister comes home. All the needs of the brother have been prepared. Remember not to force yourself to do anything. Wait until my sister gets home. Love you dear" it's long

"Yes brother. You careful..."

"Not that weak? Are you feeling well or something?" Inquiringly

"Ga there's nothing. Adek's just a little dizzy

"So, don't go to the room..."

I just nodded at his offer. My head is really hurting.

Carefully Rizon laid me in bed. Putting my phone and everything I need is out of my reach.

"Sister left first, dear.." the saying did not forget to softly kiss my forehead.

What I left behind was just closing my eyes. Trying to make peace with the headache that came my way.

***

I don't know what time it was and how long I've been asleep. What is certain is that the figure of my mother greeted me with her smile as I opened my eyes. Mami helped me sit down and added a pillow as my backrest.

"Nina Mi!!"

"Ga papa son..."

"Mommy ate? What time is it?"

"Udah son...Nina wants to eat?" Just ask me what I answered with my head.

"Nina wants to go out Mi.." I asked.

Mami brought a wheelchair closer that last few months became a substitute for my legs. Slowly he helped move my body. And push slowly back.

"Mi, I'm troubling everyone to be like this."

"Don't talk like that, baby. Nothing is bothered. Everyone loves Nina"

"That's just because it's kasian Mi..."

"Heyy... This isn't a kid you know. Nina who is known to have a great spirit, strong and not cute as gini." Mama tried to strengthen me

"But it was Nina who used to be Mi, Nina who was not paralyzed like this moment, Nina who was now not the Nina who used to be. Even whoever he is he doesn't remember." I said without being able to hold back the tears that had been welled up.

"Darling, you're not paralyzed, son. It's just your recovery process. Believe me, you will heal as you once did. Cheerful Nina, Nina who has always been a role model of her friends."

The warm embrace felt all over my body. There is a figure that gives the same warmth and I cannot remember it yet.

The sound of the gate opening, and the sound of cars that I often heard entering the courtyard of the house. It was a sign my husband was home.

The figure immediately approached us who were sitting in the backyard.

"Darling.." the broom did not forget to kiss my forehead and grabbed my mother's hand and kissed the back of the hand.

"Makasi dah nemenin Nina bu."

"Beloved together. Mumpung mom again not bothered too."

"We ate first yuk, I bought food earlier."

"The food is still intact deck?"

"Sorry, I just woke up. Tumben ga felt his sleep was long. Mommy's come along just not sober."

"Yes, that means now the meal should be double portions yes"

I just pursed my lips in response to his words that were intent on joking.

We enjoyed the meal without much talk. My appetite seems to increase with the menu brought by Rizon. I often enjoy that food.

"So I want more, brother..." My love is returned with a smile

"Your boy???"

"Lumayan, it's a foreign food..."

"Honey, this is one of my favorite foods. If we go to Suprapto street adek will definitely stop by. Later if there is a time when brother invite kerestoranannya directly yes..."

I was a little quiet with his explanation. Trying to digest and remember something about the food while slowly devouring the latest feed.

Mami was still accompanying me while waiting for Rizon to tidy up and clean the dirty dishes.

"Rizon's gone home, so mommy's staying a little while..."

"Yes mi. I'm sorry to bother my mom."

"Ga troublesome dear..."

"Later delivered with my sister mi..."

"Papi just pick up, son. Mami wa papi..."

"Mommy ihhh..."

"All mami want to shop too" said mami reasoned

No old sound motorbike in front of the gate.Without papi down mami immediately approached the thick mustachioed man.

"Almost pi." I screamed from the front door

"Other times yes...Want to go shopping first."

Without being able to get in the way again, both of them left the house with their smiles.

***

Enjoy the atmosphere with Rizon. Reading books with feet selonjoran in the family room sofa became my choice. That position gives a little bit of comfort. While Rizon looks busy with her working tablet. I saw the seriousness with his expression without realizing I was noticing any change in the look on his face.

Our views met. He looked at me who was looking at him. I also turned away immediately.

His smile expanded, and approached while sitting at the edge of the sofa. Her fingers gently caressed my face, removing the strands of hair carrying her behind my ears. That look makes me nervous. Without any cue, his lips touched mine, and there was warmth there. Slowly and gently sweep each side of my face.

Realizing there was no rejection from me, the kiss was more demanding. I who like hypnotized without rejection makes him more courageous with his action. It stopped when we both felt tightness and needed oxygen.

"I miss you dear." whispered Rizon still cupping her hands in your face with our eels still clinging.

I have so many questions about my life that I can't say much. Close your eyes hoping that memory will return.

So great was the love of those around me, so outrageous was it that I could not remember a single bit of the memories they told me. Even my own husband only believed it because of the marriage certificate and the photos.

...As bad as the accident was to the extent that the memory of my brain was thrown somewhere stranded. Do I need to start a new memory? It hurts too much if I try to remember everything. Or does God purposely make me forget my past? Is it too bad?...