
That afternoon Rizon took me somewhere. As always, I never explained before. All along the way just silently stared straight at the streets.
"Don't you need to go to the doctor?" I open my silence.
"Mom was lazy, it was hard to persuade her. The answer is always free."
"When have you been like this?"
"Old deck. Previously, the family lived in the back of Unib. Exactly two houses behind your boarding house. Dad moved, so we went back to Manna, because it was safer for mom. Lots of sodara here.
"Since Junior High, my mother has been going back and forth to the hospital. And until he feels really tired until he does not want to be invited to seek treatment. Brother is completely confused deck." His voice sounded raucous.
It clearly looked confused on his face. Something could not be revealed by him. I don't know what it is, I'm still waiting for him. As far as I know him, there will be no answer if he does not feel it is time to tell a story. He has his own thoughts and has his own way of dealing with them.
Before long we arrived at a very large area. It looks like a simple structure on a very large land.
Turns out Rizon took me to the chicken farm. While walking towards the gazebu that stands firmly between the cage buildings.
Some of the workers smiled very kindly to welcome our arrival.
"Siang dank.." A middle-aged man greeted him.
"Where sir, is there a problem?"
"Aman kok dank. all the details of the last 2 months I have put at home yes. Last week I was left at my mom." It clearly makes Rizon mangosteen understand.
While taking me around a cage containing thousands of chickens.
"Here you start with 100 deck chickens, you can slowly advance to kayak now...Hopefully launched always yes deck"
Clearly proud of his sweat and hard work. I who just knew about this was also proud because it turned out he was a tough fighter and not a mami child that was visible from his daily life.
"Non, the deg is open, please hayo" the woman who thought she was still Junior High.
"Gihhh..." Rizon took me first to the gazebu that has been served young coconuts and some of the pemapingnya food.
"You're still in school" as I walked I asked the girl next to me who was named Lira.
"Udah ga non. should if the school is already in the 3rd grade of Junior High. But I have no fee. Batoin aja here. Still focused on mom's expenses. After the accident I couldn't do anything."
Miris heard the story of Lira which turned out to be heavier than me.
Shortly Rizon and Pak Nadi followed.
"Ayooo sir, here together..."
"Ga dank, had eaten" he refused.
"Lira here... the two just mubajir will not run out" said I while pulling him sit together.
Mr. Nadi who could not refuse to eat with us.
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After the cage was over, we went straight home.
"This is how my sister's activities have gone home. There's a lot to do."
"It's good, brother, more positive."
"Sister, can you?" continued
Without looking, he nodded.
"there's a problem that you're still hiding from the scene?"
"is that okay?" he looked up without giving me an answer.
"yes, if you don't want to tell a story" I said without continuing the question again.
Slowly the car enters the yard, because the distance from the house is also not so far away. Mom and Dad were sitting in front of the house. While dad enjoying a cup of coffee and home snacks prepared mbok Inah. As usual, a smile greeted our arrival.
"Where is it, baby"
"So to the cage" Rizon immediately answered mother's question.
"Ohh yes, there is a deposit of Mr. Nadi. I'm taroh at your bedroom table"
"Yes mom. I was told to know the same Mr. Nadi earlier.
"Yes dear." she smiled.
After I left the room, there was still a conversation between the child and the old man.
It felt fresh after the water from the shower soaked my body. Sultry after from the outside immediately lost carried away by the flow of water. For a long time in the bathroom with water drooping one way to eliminate fatigue and stress ala Nina.
This situation still makes me a question mark. The change in Rizon's demeanor that looked glum as if so much burden she carried made me go awry. Asking is not necessarily going to get an answer, if it is not time for a story.
They were still in front when I finished the shower. My steps stopped when I heard some of their talk.
"Married??? Who are they talking about?" A sense of tension approached me
"Mom don't know when and how much longer to endure this pain. I just asked God. May God still allow you until you have a companion who will take care of you, take care of this family, be a mother and sister for Caca. But with the current situation it feels like it is far away. I'm getting weaker to fight this pain, son"
"Mom don't think like that. Dank's sure mom must be strong"
Rizon calmed the crying mother very sounding bitter.
I who had heard their conversation had finally stepped closer to my mother...
"Mother..why crying" I asked pretending not to know.
"Ga papa son." The reply was short. Different from the usual
Rizon and the father who just kept quiet made me confused about what to say. The long silence lasted, no one opened the story.
"Yes, Nina went inside. Maybe you need privacy to talk." I got up and went into the room. All three of them were aware of my words. Rizon who heard that sentence was silent looking at me who immediately passed.
The mother who noticed my offence turned to Rizon and hinted to catch up with me.
"Niee's problem again" he muttered as he passed.
"Adekkk.." call him who is still at the door.
"May brother come in" he continued, asking permission
Without me answering he approached me who was standing looking out the window.
"I'm sorry, make you offended" he said carefully.
"Adek is offended. Maybe there was an unfinished discussion. Timing is not right when it comes. That's it.." I tried to hide my heart.
"Don't lie to your brother.Sister knows you not for two days."
"Yes, my sister, seriously why-why.."return I dare to look into his eyes which even made him pull my body into his arms, slowly pecking my head softly. That kind of thing makes me weak.
"I don't understand, baby. Don't hide your disappointment from your sister."
Really gave me a backrest.
I was still staring at the security outside the window after Rizon left the bathroom to take a shower. Still thinking about the conversation I heard this afternoon.
"Kasian mother.." My mind complained.
I thought a lot but I really didn't find an answer. I imagine that position is in my own mother. "The "devastated request" is heavy to grant at this point.
Rizon appeared in front of the door with a tray containing food on it.
"Eat first, dear.." call him to break my daydream.
"Tok a show to bring food to the room?"
"Mom told anterin, 'cause you didn't get out of the room"
While grabbing the tray, I took Rizon to the dining table. There are still mothers and fathers who still enjoy dinner.
"Nina can still walk ma'am, use anterin to room everything" I said as I sat down to follow Rizon beside me.
"It's rare to get together, so if there is time to be maximized" I cried while starting a meal.
Mom looked at me with her amazed look while smiling.
"Makasi darling.your words for a happy mother.your age may be small but your thinking is more mature"
I just smiled back at my mother's praise. Things that made me have to be more mature than my age. Circumstances forced me not to be spoiled and to think only of myself.