The Chosen Heart

Episode 99's

''Do you think Surya's brother will marry the girl?'' Ask Zahwa.

''I don't know." Hanan replied indifferently.

Zahwa was silent for a moment. Suddenly he remembered Zahra. How is he doing? He had not been able to contact her after that night at the airport.

On a whim, Zahwa opened IG Zahra's address. He found 3 recent feed submissions. One, when he first stepped on the UCL campus. In the caption he wrote "Everyone has wings, and he has enough to try to fly them ".

Feed two, Zahra with friends from Indonesia who some Zahwa had met while they were at the airport. They were friends of her husband. Maybe, if it wasn't for her, her husband would be in the picture. There, Zahra captioned "Every one of us carries a dream. And we'll make it happen together. We love Indonesia ''.

In the caption, many Indonesian students commented. They congratulate each other, not infrequently there are also those who pray that later they can also be in their position. The number of likes was thousands, one of which was her husband's account.

''Who, did you see this photo?'' Zahwa asked with attention to the feed from Zahra.

''Yes. The photo appeared on some of my friend's accounts as well.'' Answer Hanan. He looked at the photo for a while, and then turned his gaze again on the laptop in front of him.

During his time in Daeng and Sukabumi Hanan did control his work from afar. Not infrequently he slept late at night for the job, because during the day they had to be at Aunt Ami's house and just came home before the magrib, that was also the fastest time.

''Suppose it wasn't for me. You must be among them too" Zahwa said. She was sad to remember that she was the cause of her husband's goal.

''Just habitually. Anyway, that was my decision. I never thought about it. You also don't think about it too much anymore.'' Hanan. He spoke like that fixed by staring at his laptop screen. Jemari - her fingers are constantly dancing on the keyboard.

Suddenly Zahwa kissed Hanan's cheek. Giving a warm hug and resting her head on her husband's shoulders.

''Thank you, your love anyway.'' Zahwa.

"It should be, '' Reply Hanan. He kissed his wife and refocused again.

While Hanan was focused on her laptop, Zahwa had managed to sneak in the middle of Hanan's hand, laying her head on her husband's lap. Makes Hanan a little dependent.

''Sleep there ah, not here.'' Hanan. Because Zahwa in his lap made Hanan have to raise his arm even higher to type. Zahwa comfortably closed his eyes.

''I was tired, '' said Zahwa and did not bother her husband who told her to move. He finally fell asleep in Hanan's lap.

Hanan no longer blamed. He's back at work, some files he has to send to his secretary. Long-distance obstacles create a bit of trouble with the community.

Suppose he was at his aunt's house. He is not free to receive calls from klain, even the Aldian can not. Right now he was relying heavily on his secretary to keep everything down.

When finalized. He just closed his laptop, stuck out his arm and slightly removed his joints. In her focus she was unaware that Zahwa was still sleeping on her lap. His legs went numb because he had to hold the wife's head.

Hanan's last move moved Zahwa, positioning his sleep comfortably next to her. Only then did he lie down on the side.

Before that, his eyes were fixed on Zahwa's phone which was still flickering. Signs that the phone is not yet activated.

Can not be denied, if there is actually a feeling of sadness when looking at the photo. Just like what Zahwa said. If it were open because he must be in the photo section.

However, he quickly pruned those feelings of sadness and regret. And then looked at the face of the sleeping wife.

''My job is to take care of you. Somehow my happiness later. But, I'm sure that I'll find it in you, baby." Hanan said by kissing his wife's friendly forehead.

But then he focused on Zahra's last feed. A photo of her carrying a wreath, facing the sky - the sky .**Captionnya ''I do not grandiose anymore.Kini I believe, that as high as I want. Will lose to your destiny. Only, until the time comes, grant that love. Until I forget the love before that.

Hanan did not understand anything Zahra meant. It's just that he thinks, why women always make problems in their own lives, which in the end. He himself will bury her alone again.

After a while, they fell asleep hugging each other.

*****

At dawn Wardah had prepared Aunt Ami's dressing equipment. Last night, Aunt Ami had a mild heart attack. But with his current condition as light as anything will definitely have a bad impact.

''Has kang hafiz contacted Hanan?" ask Wardah after he found out if Hafiz helped tidying up his mother's clothes.

''We'll have her relationship when we get to the hospital." Answer Hafiz.

''No. ''No. He should know now. Her aunt is sick, surely she will come right now!'' Wardah. He speaks a little loudly.

''What are you thinking now?'' ask Hafiz. Sontak confused Wardah.

''I don't understand what you mean. I_'' answered Wardah nervously.

''You're not thinking about Mom. But, you want Hanan to be here." Hafiz said guessing the feeling that was struggling in Wardah.

''No. ''No. I just don't want to make Mas Hanan disappointed with us for not directly telling him if now Aunt should be taken to the hospital.'' Deny Wardah.

''Don't lie to Wardah. Be aware, if Hanan is married. Be aware, if he is already the husband of people. I've seen a few days of change in your attitude. You deliberately come late, you also deliberately linger in the market, you deliberately go somewhere. I don't know, it's because you purposely had Zahwa take care of mom or you were tired of taking care of mom. You are disappointed, because in the end whatever you say and promise will never come true. Anggan - the wishful thinking that mother planted on you turned out to produce nothing. You are angry, but afraid to show it to anyone.'' Hafiz Bright.

He knows Wardah better than Wardah himself. They grow together. He was considered his own brother by Wardah.

Every sadness, and happiness hafiz is the place of the story for him. Not infrequently, Hafiz had to listen to him tell stories about Hanan as well as his assumption of Hanan in him.

Hafiz himself knew that if Wardah fell in love with Hanan, he loved his cousin without ever meeting or talking once. Only through stories did he fall in love. Through his words he began to cultivate hope. And this time, with one moment. All of that is just wishful thinking. And he realized, if all this time he was too hallucinating about these hopes.

''Can you be disappointed, angry and even cry. That's a natural thing. Never run away from reality. It'll hurt more." Hafiz added when he found no answer or response from Wardah.