The Chosen Heart

Episode 50's

Hanan squeezes a letter from Zahwa . Chaotic, why his heart cannot be controlled at this time . She didn't

can if just wait , and what ? it's all up to her, if that's why she's not waiting for him to uncover everything .

"Damn! " Hanan's Bait .

"Mas Hanan, everyone's gone. Do you want me to prepare food?" Elena. He is lucky with this problem.

"Don't be a show of attention in front of me. Go!" Hanan snapped he already did not hold back his disgust towards the woman before him.

"Why Mas Hanan never liked me. What's my fault? I'm just offering you food. Moreover, Ms. Zahwa is no longer here," said Elena sadly

"I said Go! You have no ears! " Snapped Hanan. All the anger he's venting on Elena. Because from the beginning he didn't like any sycophant woman like himself at all.

Even yesterday was because of him. If only he hadn't teased Surya and Zahwa wasn't jealous. Maybe yesterday's events won't happen and Zahwa is still together.

Elena was still adamant about making Hanan believe her. But Hanan did not budge even in his stance. He left with anger. Leaving Elena alone.

***

In a housing complex. Bik Asih and Surya stopped at one of the old uninhabited houses.

"This is Zahwa's house?" Ask Surya

"Yes, Mas. This is the house of the people who know Non Zahwa. Here is also the first time I worked as a household assistant Mas," replied Bik Asih. He missed that house. He looks around. Many memories with his former employer but now the house is no longer maintained.

"Come, Bik. We're in!" Bring Surya. He was already worried about Zahwa's state.

When you want to enter the house, the main door of the house is locked. They exchanged suspicious looks.

"Still locked, Bik ? Is there any other way to get into the house?" Ask Surya.

"There's Mas. Behind the house. But I'm also not sure if the back door is open." Answer Bik Asih.

"We Try,"

They turned their way to the back door of the house. Once there, they were disappointed. Because the door was locked, too.

" Zahwa didn't come back here.No trace of the new car was seen in the garage earlier." Surya said.

"If you don't come back here, where is Non Zahwa now?" Bik Asih is worried now.

Just now they're moving from the back door . There was a sound of a car coming into the yard. Soon they wanted to know who had just arrived.

"Non Zahwa!" Call Bik Asih .

Looks like mom met her son. Bik Asih hugged Zahwa. Thankful that he is okay.

"Bik Asih's. Why is it here? " Tanya Zahwa was worried. For he did not tell his departure to Bik Asih.

"Thank God, are you okay? We are looking for you" Surya replied.

His presence had just been seen by Zahwa. A few seconds later, his eyes were still trying to find the figure that made him leave his house next door.

Disappointed, because it is free. Her husband is not with them.

"Solar Mas why are you here? If Mas Hanan found out, it would get more complicated later."

Hanan is not there, but the one who is worried about him is himself.

"Hanan knows I'm here." Surya.

"We're talking inside" said Zahwa

They went inside the house, still a little messy. Zahwa still hasn't had time to clean up. Moreover, he arrived home at three in the morning.

Zahwa headed for her room for a moment. A few days back and looking fresh. Surya waited in the living room occasionally he looked around the contents of the house. While Bik Asih without aba, he prepared a drink for them.

"This is the first time Mas Surya has come to my house. But under these circumstances" said Zahwa, he was ashamed that his house was in a mess.

"It's okay. Naturally, this house has long been uninhabited," replied Surya .

Quiescent. They think about what to say or explain. Starting from anywhere will feel long later.

"Just yesterday, actually Me and Elena weren't what you thought." Surya first said.

"It doesn't matter anymore, Mom. Everything has happened anyway. At least I'm relieved. I don't have to lie or hide anything from Mas Hanan." Zahwa. He looks desperate.

"Why are you going? You're still Hanan Zahwa's wife."

Zahwa saw Surya. In her eyes there was still love for her. But he tried to shake it.

"Because we might be separated soon. I don't want to make it hard anymore." Zahwa. He remembered how Hanan was angry and said that he did not love himself.

"sorry. I'm destroying your relationship" This time Surya relented. He has lost since they got married.

"There's nothing wrong with this. This is the destiny to live."

Both of them were desperate for the situation they were in. There is no love to be afraid of. It's all messy.

"Actually how do you feel? " Task Surya.

Zahwa. She also doesn't know what she's feeling right now. Even his own heart was numb.

"Don't know. I'm so stupid. I have a husband, but I'm still jealous when I see you with another woman. If it's love, what about my tears that also fell when I saw Mas Hanan get hurt."

Surya's stunned. Thinking that Zahwa still has feelings for her.

"I need some time." Added Zahwa

"I'll wait for that and I'll accept all your decisions." Surya. There is still a bit of hope for him with Zahwa.

"If I let you down again? Are you gonna stay nice to me." Zahwa. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt again.

"Although there is hardly any hope. I will keep trying, "Surya said.

"I spilled all the decisions on Mas Hanan, he will decide all. If he wants me to stay. I will try to love him and forget you. If he wants me to leave. Excuse me. Maybe I'll take a long time to get back to you."

The narrower Surya hopes to get Zahwa back. Maybe even nothing he just needs a little more to forget. Then live happily with her husband. Again, it was he who had to make sacrifices to make Zahwa and Hanan aware of her feelings.

"You stay the same Zahwa. Once again you have decided everything, without waiting for a long time." Surya.

"I don't understand" said Zahwa confusedly.

"You remember when I declared love for you. I gave you some time to answer, but you accepted me right then and there, without you noticing." Surya said he remembered the incident that night in which the history of the blue box took place.

"Now, even when you say it takes time to choose me or Hanan in your life. You have decided that it is Hanan that you choose. Not me," added Surya

Again Zahwa was silent on the decision. Why is he the only fool. Can't understand anything, even if it's about his heart and his life.