The Chosen Heart

The Chosen Heart
Episode 30's



" you just want to londen not tell me, I have to listen to it from others" said Zahwa .


He just remembered about the brochure that was put to him .


" Is that important to you ? " Hanan has loosened his sitting position a little .


" You think ? What do you think when the husband will go far away, the wife does not need to know her . What kind of husband are you. "


" Huh. Lately it seems like you are glorifying your status as my wife "tease Hanan


" Oh , so sir . It seems you prefer it if no one knows that you are married "


Hanan looks a little thinking, weighing . And look at Zahwa from top to bottom.


" How to say it. Indeed, in country I have a wife, but in other matters . I don't feel it " said Hanan


" You mean, you haven't considered me all this time . Oh, I know you want to keep going after your intern. Even the office guy thinks you're still a virgin "


" Oh, miss I am still a virgin . Don't you believe "challenge Hanan . His voice is no less loud .


Zahwa casts a face . Didn't expect Hanan to be so heartless as to not acknowledge himself as his wife . So according to him what he did all this time means nothing.


" It turns out I misjudged you . " Say Zahwa . It hurts more than she had to see Surya giving clothes to elena.


" Do you want me to admit you ? " Tanya Hanan, approaching Zahwa .


" I am indeed your wife, like it or not that is the reality" said Zahwa, he did not touch Hanan who was getting closer to him.


" It's good then . Looks like I should indeed consider your wish that was "


" It's been , I'm tired . " Said Zahwa he began to get angry again , his fate was so unlucky . Her lover became her sister-in-law, her husband did not admit it.


" Okay my wife, I apologize for not admitting you all this time . " Hanan said, he was facing towards Zahwa . Zahwa threw away his face.


" You're angry again, how many times a day have you been angry like that. I was just kidding, Hanan said.


" Hahahaha, I'm also kidding . " Said Zahwa in a mocking tone.


" Yes, I'm sorry, and it's natural that I say that. "


" It's only natural you say, what do you think ? I do my job every day.  Prepare your meals, purify your clothes, manage your home finances, make sure you are okay and do not lack anything. He ! Was I just as a maid "this time Zahwa was annoyed . Feeling unappreciated all this time .


" All right, I know I'm sorry . Now it's my turn to fulfill my tugus . But my wife's problem, I forgot what my duty was " said Hanan, as if remembering and acting foolishly .


Zahwa still looked irritated and did not want to see Hanan. Hanan pulled out his phone . He typed something .


" Tasks - the duties of the husband that must be fulfilled . One, give dowry . My wife I've given you a dowry, haven't I? , " said Hanan.


" We're married, of course . " Reply Zahwa .


" Second, gives a sense of calm and love . My wife, like I haven't been able to give it " said Hanan .


" It's your job, you have to fulfill it " said Zahwa.


" All right, give me time . The third, being the wife's secret . Looks like you don't have a secret instead of a , so I don't need to keep it "this time just don't ask that . Since that would make her feel guilty, her secret was about her relationship with her own brother.


" Fourth, give a living . It seems like that's what I've done. Even you took my credit card" Hanan said.


" You gave it to her, not me who took it . Distinguish between giving and taking "the Zahwa protest.


" Well, I'm wrong again, "by Hanan.


"And fifth, Guarding the Wife from Sin . The other obligation of the husband in the household is to keep the wife from sin. A husband must guard his wife and family from sins that can result in misery for the family. " Read Hanan in her internet blog .


" So, you must obey me . If I forbid you, then that is an order.  So my wife, for the first time I taught you not to be angry . Can you calm down now" said Hanan, with a questioning expression.


Zahwa sighed, trying to lower her emotions .


" Good, and this is the last one  . " Hanan slightly gulped, looking towards Zahwa again . Like holding something .


" why ? Are you not able to fulfill it anymore" said Zahwa he saw a change in Hanan's attitude as if he did not want Zahwa to know the contents of the blog they were discussing.


" Em , no . But this is too difficult , we better not discuss now. Most importantly I will try to be a good husband as long as you are my wife . " Said Hanan


" You cheat again, here I read . " Said Zahwa . He tried to snatch the phone from Hanan's hand.


" It doesn't need to . I'm sure you won't like "elak Hanan, either, he's trying to get his phone out of Zahwa's hands. Hiding behind his back .


Zahwa glared at her, getting curious about the contents of that last blog . He's still trying to get Hanan's phone.


" I said no, " said Hanan trying to stop him .


But it's like it's futile . Zahwa managed to get his phone. He ran to the middle of the bed sitting cross-legged and was increasingly curious about the contents of the blog at the end of it .


Hanan immediately crawled over, and still wanted to prevent Zahwa from reading it.


Raising the Wife Well and Fairly


"The duty of the husband in Islam is to raise (relate) with his wife in a good and fair manner. Because this includes the essence of marriage so that the wife can have pleasure in intercourse with her husband, so the husband can get pleasure from his wife."


It looks like Hanan failed to prevent Zahwa from reading the contents of that last blog.  It was clear from Rono that her face was suddenly reddish . Hanan was already sitting next to Zahwa, he looked away . Scratching the back of his head that is not itchy .


" I told you, no . " Hanan finally said .


Zahwa wrong behavior . He rather set the distance to hanan. And put Hanan's phone away .


" I'm going to the bathroom first" said Zahwa suddenly . He just rushed in the bathroom .


" Huh, what then? Just reading that, it's made me not care like this." Hanan said in the fog . He rubbed his face, calming his heart.  His heartbeat sounded hard to his ears.


Zahwa came out of the bathroom, she looked fresh . Their eyes meet 'em, but then both at the most right. The two misbehave and feel awkward with each other.


Zahwa opens the wardrobe, picks up the negligee she used to wear to sleep . He a little longer turned his back to hanan, either still tangent to choose or just tidying up the pile of clothes again .


Hanan held his breath, only this time did he feel Zahwa look dazzling . Though he was also still wearing the same clothes when they left earlier . But this time why is it different ? . Just look at his back as if he wants to grab it.


" I'll go get a drink . " Hanan suddenly . He's looking for an excuse to get away from Zahwa . Take a glass teapot that is usually placed in the closet drawer near his bed. Usually Zahwa is always filling it .


Hanan did not go to the kitchen . He went to the back garden of the house, walked back and forth on the edge of the large swimming pool.


" Silent Hanan, calm . Remember she's your sister-in-law's candidate . " Hanan said to himself . Many times he took a deep breath and took it off.


" Hanan, what are you doing ? " Tanya Bik Kasih, she suddenly came from the side of the house .


" Want to take a drink bik "ans Hanan .


" Take a drink in the kitchen mas , not in the pool . " Say for mercy


" Oh yes bik , that woman . Is he sleeping ? " Tanya Hanan suddenly, she remembered elena.


" What do you mean, Elena ? " Tanya Bik


'' Yes who else . "


" Mr elena he's in the middle of the room . "


Hanan went straight away and headed to the living room . She, elena is sitting and reading a magazine, her legs are crossed right .


" It's like madam she's just ''


" I have a need with you " said Hanan directly .


" Hanan, what's wrong ? " Ask elena . He immediately stood up after knowing Hanan's presence.


" I want to see all the stuff my brother gave you "


Elena looks confused. Different from Surya , Hanan was not at all sympathetic with her .


Without responding to Hanan's words, elena walked towards the guest room . A moment he was out again carrying all the gifts Surya . And leave all that to Hanan.


Hanan looked at all the items one by one .


" If Hanan's mas don't like me receiving this item, I'll gladly give this to you" elena said .


Hanan stared intently and refocused on the items. Hanan looks fed up with elena's adorable attitude .


" I don't need any more . If this is all I can get it easily "


Hanan threw the stuff at elena . Without looking again, Hanan left elena who fell down to pick up all the items.


Hanan returned to the room . Put down the teapot he had filled with water . Thankful Zahwa is asleep . So he doesn't have to talk to himself anymore.


After all it was late at night, he was also tired.


Hanan breaks her body . Tired for a moment . Closing his eyes, remembering the events of today and then he involuntarily smiled and looked at Zahwa who was already asleep .


" You are fierce, but recite " said Hanan suddenly . Although Zahwa was angry all day she seemed not to mind at all . Or maybe he would rather have Zahwa angry than see her crying .


Zahwa seemed to know Hanan was watching her, turned around and faced her husband. His eyes are still wide open. Hanan was shocked to see the change in Zahwa's position.


" You haven't slept ? " Tanya Hanan, somewhat stammered . Her heart skipped a beat again, seeing Zahwa's face only 10 cm away from her .


" Wait for you" replied Zahwa . He looks so sweet when he's gentle.


" Why? , Still less quarreling her ? " Tanya Hanan haphazardly .


" No, I've been tired all day fighting with you "answered Zahra . This time he was lying on his back . That slightly made Hanan breathe a sigh of relief . Current gaze on the ceiling of the room .


" Good, I'm tired too . "


" Are you really going to London ? Are you going to take me ? " Task Zahwa, this time he sounds serious .


" If I invite you I have to work even harder, the cost of living there is very expensive" Hanan said, he started joking again.


" Okay, I'll stay in Indonesia .  But until you come home from Indonesia do not regret if I in Indonesia have a new lover "threatened Zahwa .


" If he can take care of you and make you happy . I don't care , after all which man will stand to live with you, "scoffs hanan


" Milh . You underestimated me, even when I was in college I was quite popular . "reply to Zahwa


" Ok . If so, many men like you . Didn't you choose or like any of them ? " Ask Hanan . It is possible that with this Zahwa can be honest about his relationship with his brother.


" Of course there is . But I was forced to marry you before that man proposed to me . If not, I'm happy with him now "


" So you're supposed to marry me ? You regretted it "


" Not that's it. We should have talked to each other a long time ago. Yes, we are married. But we don't know each other yet, and I think we need time to understand each other. It's not good if we fight every day . Although I feel , actually you are not serious in responding to our quarrel. I'm happy about it, we had a fight and then a while already reconciled and talked like this . As if there was no quarrel . "  Obviously Zahwa . He seemed to be careful in speaking those words. As if afraid Hanan would get hurt and disappointed with his words .


" I understand . I'm glad you think so . So we can start with friendship. " Hanan said, guessing what Zahwa said.


" Not , why make friends. We are husband and wife, right ? In that relationship we are already friends, also already a family . It's just that we might need some time for that " explains Zahwa.


Hanan looked confused by the real intent . She thought that Zahwa might just ask her to be friends. But that's not it.


" Do you not understand ? " Task Zahwa guessing Hanan's confused expression .


" Suck off, '" replied Hanan .


Zahwa sighed, she looked awkward when she wanted to explain it again .


" I mean, we need time to do that relationship" Zahwa said shyly .


Hanan began to understand the meaning . He then laughed . And offended Zahwa .


" Why laugh, I need time . It seems you are also not ready to do it "excited Zahwa, he has borne shame . But Hanan laughed .


" But Zahwa, if we stay like this it's not good either . It won't take our relationship to the next level" Hanan said, holding back his laughter and trying to look serious.


" You mean ?" Zahwa asked suspicious of Hanan's intentions.


" We need to try it instead . " Hanan answered, he began to tilt his body towards Zahwa . His eyes seemed to hint at something . And Zahwa already looks tense .