The Chosen Heart

episode 17's

What's actually going on? You look upset and look rushed to leave the resto . " Tanya zahwa.

" I met a madman ! " Answer replied Bella with annoyance .

" Hey, crazy guy ? " Zahwa is getting tangled up.

As far as he knows the restaurant is very caring for his customers. Why are there crazy people? .

" I met a man . He said my novelist on the web "Light Bella . He should explain , though it would be upsetting.

" Shouldn't he be happy, right ? " Task Zahwa.

" Hah, she's too creepy" Bella said scaringly.

" Hey, does he live in black and a big beard ? " Task Zahwa. Drawing a guy Bella just met.

" Maybe it's like that. Anyway she's creepy " replied Bella. He's freaking Zahwa out.

Zahwa is getting shuddered . And said that he was lucky that he had not been able to enter and meet the man.

Bella smiles. Actually he looks innocent.

The car entered the campus. Zahwa only realized when he entered the campus gate that he had once occupied.

Bella's car directly rear parking . There are also a row of stalls .

Many students are eating or just hanging out.

" I miss Jay's fried rice" said Bella . Like answering Zahwa's curiosity .

" Okay too . Besides, long time ago we didn't come "reply to Zahwa.

After getting out of the car they walked towards one of the stalls that were at the very end .

There is a stall with a large number that reads fried rice pak jay.

" Pak nasi goreng special 2 servings and iced orange 2" Bella message to one of the employees there.

They sat on one of the benches in the shop.

" So, what do you want to tell me ?" Ask Bella .

" About my brother-in-law, which I told you about . It turns out that he was right Surya " replied Zahwa .

" What ! " Contact Bella . He looks surprised.

" What do you think ?" Ask Zahwa . He looks tangent.

" Before what did your husband know about this ?" Ask Bella

Zahwa shook his head.

" It's best not to tell 'em, if he finds out he'll be very angry "

" I also think so , but mas Surya ? I don't know how she'll be "

" After knowing all this, how did Surya behave towards you ? Is he heartbroken and hates you ? And blame you ?" Ask Bella streak.

" No . But it was only natural that he was disappointed and heartbroken. I felt it too. But he hasn't changed, he's still good. He even thinks I'm his sister-in-law. Although sometimes he still remembers, if he loves me " replied Zahwa.

Bella seemed to think for a moment. Moments after that their order came . And they start enjoying it.

" This fried rice is still the same as it used to be . Although it's not Jay who cooks. " Bella said tempted by the taste of fried rice.

Zahwa seemed to approve of her. For a moment they forgot about the conversation.

" But by the way is Jay sir no longer working ? " Task Zahwa.

" He's at home, brother. Sometimes it still comes here" replied one of the female employees . He was the cashier at the shop.

" Oh, but he's healthy right ? " Tanya Bella. 

" Healthy sister, even last month he just umroh "would answer the woman.

" Thank God "said Zahwa and Bella together .

Mr. Jay is one of the shop owners in the campus . Before Bella and Zahwa entered campus, she was already there.

The fried rice is the most legendary on campus.

" We are back to the topic of conversation, after this what are you doing?, Surya seems to have sincerely married his sister" said Bella

" I thought so, but yesterday he got carried away with emotions because Hanan was not nice to me. It doesn't matter, just misunderstand. But Surya overestimated it and was angry at Hanan. " Story of Zahwa .

Given what happened yesterday, he actually did not have the heart with Surya. Moreover, Surya was like that because he defended him.

" What about you ? Do you not love her anymore ?" Ask Bella.

" Where is it possible, it will be difficult. Moreover, we live in one house. But I also can't forget my status right now. " Reply to Zahwa .

" Hmm, be a sister as a husband . And brother as lover . Can also be "plays Bella .

" What the fuck are you. I don't want anything like that either. " Sangkal Zahwa's.

" But how do you feel about Hanan ? " Task Bella again.

" Don't know , but for sure I'm annoyed with her " replied Zahwa emotionally.

" Why ? " Task Bella again . Zahwa is unaware that Bella is looking for or testing her cousin's feelings.

Zahwa started talking about Hanan. Start him who thinks sucks. The incident he had to get off in the car, until last night he was crying just because he didn't tell while he was away.

Zahwa recounts with annoyed and angry mimicry, but he looks enthusiastic.

" Hmm, I'm curious about your husband. Invite her sometime when we meet " said Bella.

" Ah, I wouldn't promise that "bella argued.

" But Zahwa, sometimes we don't know when that love came and when that love has gone" Bella said suddenly.

" You mean ? " Tanya Zahwa.

Bella did not have time to answer often Zahwa's phone reads . Zahwa saw who called her.

" Hanan, why did he call ? " Inner Zahwa ,

" Who ?" Bella asked in curiosity.

" Just in cincinn . She was nongol . " replied Zahwa by showing her phone screen with her husband's name.

" Hahaha try to press the loudspeaker, " said Bella .

" What for ?" Ask Zahwa .

" Here it is, hurry to die later "called Bella .

Just wanted Zahwa to answer. Call disconnected. Zahwa put the phone back on.

" You didn't call back ? Maybe something is important " said Bella

" No, maybe more fun . Anyway it seems like I'm not at all important to him "reject Zahwa .

Just a few seconds, the call on Zahwa's phone rang . Hanan's name is on her phone screen.

" Hurry up!," cried Bella .

" Hey where are you ? Why not pick up my phone . I found your car in front of the resto . But you weren't at the resto . Don't make me hard . Where are you ? You're okay, aren't you ? And again why are you silent . Quickly answer? Or I'll go to your place. Where are you?, He .. Why silence answer. " Shouted Hanan from behind the phone.

Zahwa shook her head and Bella let out a laugh.

" How can I answer. You're like a mother scolding her child . I can't speak if you're talking . And again why do you know where my car is . Yes, I left my car. I'm somewhere else . I'll be home after my business is done . Bye "Answer Zahwa did not lose his temper. And hang up the phone .

" Hey, why did you close it . He's worried about you . Let's call her back and talk to her " said Bella .

I don't think about that couple.

" No brother . You see for yourself what he looks like . The phone instead asked a good question even angry unclear. She was very different from her sister "sad Zahwa .

Bella laughs amusedly at the amused look.

" We've been here too long, let's go "take Bella .

After spending quite a long time, they came out of the stall.

" But Zahwa, if you are like that how do you live your household ? "

" For the moment I'm just living it, and I don't know what I'm going to be like" either "

" Marriage is not Zahwa's toy . We must have a purpose in it. And every goal that must exist in marriage is to have offspring. Did you guys think of that ?" Ask Bella.

Zahwa . Think about his cousin's words.

Destination ?

She had not thought of such a thing at all in her marriage . She married by force and without understanding anything . How can she understand what the purpose of marriage is ?

" If only I could choose Surya, I would choose Surya to be my husband. You yourself know, how I admired him a long time ago. I don't know since when that feeling came up, I just don't know. But back then I just wished him, imagining he would be a part of my life. Every day I pray he's sent by God to be my soul mate."

" Aghast towards her sometimes crosses her bounds sis . Even when he was far away from me, I still did not turn away once. I still miss him. I wish there was a little news from him for me. "

" But if Surya's mas isn't my destiny . I wish him and I could find them good for each one of us. And I hope they're not one of us, family, neighbors and anyone I can see. Let us no longer meet, let us live our lives without knowing each other. Maybe it's because I love her too much. I was afraid that my heart would hurt and that it would be hard for me to control. "

" I don't know why love exists. If we can't be together in the end either. Why should there be love between us."

" But , even so . I never regretted loving her. " Light of Zahwa, without feeling her tears glazed over.

Bella, she feels guilty 'cause Zahwa's question is sad. He should have known that the question was very sensitive to Zahwa.

" I'm sorry Zahwa, I didn't mean to make you sad" Bella said she stroked her cousin's back. Thinking a little gives her peace.

" No, I'm glad you asked. Now I know that even marriage should have a purpose and I will think of that ", Zahwa said, she wiped away her tears and tried to smile before her cousin.

" Zahwa, there are so many reasons why someone is married . Some because they love each other, there are times because to mutually benefit each other, there is because in a matchmaking, and there are times because of destiny . And I pray you're one of the last. " Said Bella

" Why is that ? Maybe I'm one of those people who's "zahwa argues.

" No Zahwa . Are you not suspicious about your matchmaking with Hanan. Without any news, or the right reason you are in a match and must get married at that time. You do not know each other . And your parents, if indeed they had known each other before, they would have married you to Surya instead of "Light Bella .

" Oh sister, you're making me dizzy " complained Zahwa .

There are so many questions in my mind now .

" You have to find out Zahwa's answer, something must be wrong. " Excited Bella . Like he's excited, like the detection that finds the case .

" Alright I'll find out, but brother you've been questioning me since. I'm more suspicious of you" Zahwa said, squinting his eyes.

" Suspicious ? Why?" Ask Bella .

" You're not looking for your novel, are you?" Zahwa asked suspiciously

Bella was startled, she looked stunned for a moment. And then let go of laughter.

" Haha. Caught yes "he said .

Zahwa frowned, it turned out that she was just one of his trials.

" Experience "say Zahwa . She's pissed.

" I'm Zahwa man . I cannot make many stories in every life, therefore I have to search one by one. Including your life story. " Bella said in defense of herself.

" That's it , "

Zahwa looks angry . And walked quickly away from his cousin.

" Where are you going? Let's go home . Did you forget you were here with me "sobbed Bella.

Zahwa. Slightly scolded Bella and cursed at her. And for a while they laughed again.

Unknowingly they have spent a lot of time . Talk at length without feeling they have walked around the campus .

" We're going home ?" Take Bella

" All right, take me to the resto. My car's still there "

" Ok "

The car goes back outside the campus. Start walking the streets.

" You said earlier, that someone married one of them because of fate, and you pray I become one of them . What does that mean ? Isn't every soul mate a destiny ?" Ask Zahwa . He was still curious about Bella's words.

" Yes you're right. But getting married because of destiny is different, like you met and then together. Without any reason you are bound to each other "answe Bella .

" I still don't understand, don't explain in words too like that" said Zahwa annoyed .

" Haha. You'll understand when it's time. Now, like you said. You just go for it " said Bella . Zahwa was upset that he could not find an explanation.

A few moments after that they had returned to the restaurant, the first they met earlier. But Zahwa didn't find his car .

He was so worried, how could his car just disappear.

" Miss what is the owner of a red jazz car?" Ask one of the guards .

" Yes sir. I parked here. And I also leave it on the security guard at the morning shiff " replied Zahwa .

He looks tangent.

" Oh yes . There was a man earlier, he confessed to the mistress' husband . He said he would bring the mobi home "the security guard said.

" Hah husband, what is mas hanan ? He mentioned his name sir ?" Ask Zahwa

" I don't know much, madam. I was just told that later someone would look for a red jazz car to say that the car was already at home . So "say the security guard said.

Zahwa searched his phone and called immediately.

" Assalamualaikum, Hanan's ! Mas , my car is gone . Did you take her ?"  Zahwa asked after his call was answered.

" You think I'm a theft. Good thing I brought it home." Hanan answered behind the phone.

" I was worried about looking for her anyway, why didn't you tell me you took her car." Zahwa Word . Blaming her husband.

" I wanted to tell you, but you just hung up on me "reply Hanan.

Zahwa remembered 'cause upset he hung up on Hanan.

" I'll take you home anyway, I don't know your house which is now "tag Bella .

Zahwa nodded, regardless of his phone that was still connected to the call earlier, he immediately put it again in the bag.