The Chosen Heart

Episode 48's

"I work. What are you doing here?" Ask Hanan back.

"I_I want to shop." Zahwa replied with a cry, hiding her nervousness.

"It's a coincidence." Hanan.

"Hehehehe. You work here? I mean, what are you doing on this Boutique?" Ask Zahwa again, suspicious.

"I_

"Hi, you've arrived. I thought you'd come alone, " said Alfin. He came from the second floor stairs.

"Actually we come alone. I'm here to shop, and he's to work." Zahwa.

Alfin looked at Hanan, looking confused. But Hanan hinted to say yes to save from many more questions from Zahwa.

"I'm going upstairs with Alfin, you just go ahead and buy it." Hanan. He wanted to quickly dodge Zahwa.

"Ok," Reply Zahwa. He also felt Hanan was spitting out from before him.

They're hiding each other's true intentions they're on that Boutique. After they split up, Zahwa felt his efforts stalking Elena were futile. He doesn't even find Elena in the Boutique and plans to just go home.

Just up to the parking lot, Zahwa sees Elena with Surya. They're at the shirt store across the street. Without thinking any more, Zahwa followed them again. He crossed the road, leaving his car in the parking lot of Boutique Al Habsyi.

Although it was close and obvious Zahwa could not hear Surya and Elena talking at all. They're looking fun to choose Elena's game with pleasure to pick and choose. Sometimes also attach clothes to his body to ask for Surya's approval. If Surya likes Elena to take it.

"Sir, can I help you?" Ask the salesman to Zahwa, who is focused on stalking them.

"Oh, no mbak." Answer Zahwa. He was surprised by the sudden presence of the salesman.

"Oh good," the salesman resigned.

"Eh, wait mbak _ "Prevent Zahwa. The salesman stopped and approached Zahwa again.

"If you may know, what they're looking for, I mean did they order anything?" Zahwa asked, pointing towards Elena and Surya.

"Oh, sir Surya means. She's picking out some dresses for her future fiance." Answer the Salesman.

"Wedding?" Zahwa doesn't believe it

"Yes, the woman next to him said so. It's possible, he himself became his fiancee Mr. Surya." Said the salesman. After that he asked for permission to return to work, because Zahwa did not need his help.

One more person said that Surya and Elena were having a special relationship. But why did he not accept it, why did he feel Surya was still the same still save his love just for himself. He cannot be selfish. If he has got the person he should be with, why Surya should not.

Zahwa walked towards the two of them. Withstood the pain, all this time he thought it would be fine. All is easy he is with Hanan and elsewhere he can stay with Surya, even if only as a Sister-in-law. But this time it was different, he saw Surya with someone else. It was not only her current self that was in her heart. Why does it feel still not willing, even though there is Hanan who has become her husband.

"Congratulations to you, why don't you give this news to the other family." Said Zahwa was in the middle of Surya and Elena. Both surprised.

"Zahwa, are you here?" Ask Surya.

"I happened to be looking for something and I accidentally saw you both." Zahwa's Lies.

"Mr Elena, I'm sorry." Said Elena

"It's okay. I'm the one who should apologize, for bothering you." Zahwa. He smiled thinly.

"Zahwa, wait! Me and Elena_"

"No! We have differentiated. We're not lovers anymore, you don't have to explain anything. I have to be happy anyway. My sister-in-law is getting married." Zahwa. He started shedding tears. Why are they still sick?

"Mak Zahwa, have you and Mas Surya ever dated?" Elena asked, acting surprised.

"It's okay. He better know the problem, you should not start a relationship with lies or secrets between us" Zahwa said.

"So you were lovers before?" Elena asked more pressingly.

"Elena stop," Gertak Surya, why did Elena behave like she did not know before.

"Yes. Me and Mas Surya used to be '_,"

"Dating," continues someone behind them. Surya and Zahwa look busy giving explanations. Without realizing that, Hanan was already behind them. Hearing everything and only Elena noticed it .

"Mas Hanan,"

"Right."

As if electrocuted. Hanan was among them. Not done yet they explain to each other already back they get new problems.

"I heard it. No need to explain anything. Excuse me. I still have a lot of work." Hanan said, he is ordinary. But leaving just like that, he didn't want to listen to anything anymore.

Zahwa catches up with Hanan.Han hastening his way, not wanting Zahwa to chase after him.

"Mas! Please listen to me!!" Zahwa. He's very confused. Why did this happen to him. He's among the brothers.

Hanan did not suppress Zahwa's call. He kept going and even wished Zahwa hadn't come to stop him.

The car took Hanan away, Zahwa wept roaring alone. This time he was wrong, from the start he was wrong. Ignoring Hanan's feelings and constantly striving to be the perfect Wife. But forget, that trying to love her is her duty from the beginning.

Zahwa tried to keep up with Hanan's car, but it was too fast. Until he really lost it.

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Arriving at home, Zahwa looks for Hanan, but in also nowhere.

*Solar Mass

He is not in the Office also* .

That short message killed his hope again. All he was doing right now was waiting for him himself to come to him.

Nightfall. Hanan did not also come, phone calls, short chats were also not answered. He disappeared like he was swallowed by the earth.

No one dared to speak, nor did Zahwa let anyone speak to him. All of him, like the defendant awaiting his sentencing decision.

By midnight he had just returned and Zahwa was still waiting, this time he did not sleep at all.

"Mas, I can explain." Zahwa said after she saw her husband.

"no need. I already know everything. So, get rid of this as soon as possible." Hanan said, he was not angry. But his cold attitude came back again.

"I'll sleep in another room, so please don't bother me." Hanan added, just now he entered the room and changed. But he had already told Zahwa the distance to bother him again.

"But, I want us to talk now. We're gonna finish this thing right now." Zahwa.

"Hanan , please. We need to explain everything." This time Surya was among them again.

"It seems you should speak up . Not me, I'll wait for your decision. That's my decision" Hanan said.

He no longer wanted to know anything about it. Today came, the day when everything was revealed and he had to leave all the decisions to the two of them. In fact, he had known for a long time the truth, but when this really happened why it still hurt.

The fact that all this time he was alone. The fact that the person who had been with him was not completely with him. The fact that there is only Hanan . Not Hanan and Zahwa.