The Chosen Heart

Episode 35's

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That afternoon, in a city park. They've been in that place for a long time. If the park bench that is beside them has changed several times the other residents of the bench that is occupied by both. Zahwa and Bella have spent quite a long time, sometimes they joke, sometimes also argue whether it is about what?

"Sury is coming soon. So please don't go home yet" Rengek Zahwa. Every time in Bella's presence she always looks spoiled.

"Well, if he doesn't come in fifteen minutes 'I won't wait anymore." Bella said firmly.

"alright. I'll go too" Pasrah Zahwa

They've been waiting, the last news is half an hour ago Surya is already heading to their place. But until now he has not arrived.

"I'll go after he comes" Bella said. He can't wait.

"Ah, that's it!" Zahwa

Surya was seen just entering the park's entrance. He was still wearing his office clothes, his pace was fast towards the place where Zahwa was.

"Sorry late, the streets are jammed." Surya said after arriving. The usual reason sounds, but it's the truth.

"alright. You've met I'm leaving" said Bella, she grabbed her bag and was about to leave.

"Hi, we haven't seen each other in a long time. But it's just gonna go" Sapa Surya told Bella. They're one generation, even partners in the dormitory first.

"You've been too long. I have to go" Bella said.

"Haha. You haven't changed, it's still fierce" Surya said.

"Haha...You haven't changed either. Still slow," replied Bella.

Zahwa silently heard them clash their mouths. Maybe actually they miss each other, since graduation was the first time they met again.

"I'll go first. If she's gonna say anything to me, "Bella said goodbye to Zahwa. With a slight glance at Surya who was smiling mocking because of the threat of Bella.

"Okay, greetings to uncle and aunt and also Juhar, " said Zahwa.

Bella nodded, after which she left Zahwa and Surya who were still staring at her departure.

"What do you want solar brother to talk about?" ask Zahwa directly. He was sitting back on the bench.

"Why do I feel you're tense Zahwa? Am I so scary to you now?" surya asked while sitting next to Zahwa.

"No. Why should I be afraid, " replied Zahwa.

"Good then" said Surya.

For a moment no one spoke. The noise of the vehicle and some people around became their background.

"Are you angry with me? About Elena and those things?" Surya asked breaking the silence.

"Not why am I angry. I have no right to any of it" replied Zahwa

"You lied. Obviously you're angry, you don't have to hide it all. There is no Hanan, pity or whoever. You don't have to pretend" Surya said

Zahwa stared at Surya sharply. He did not know what Surya had meant to him. Why did Surya say that to him.

"I don't know what you mean, brother ? I'm not angry at all, why am I angry at Elena. He never hurt me . And about those things, I never had them at all. So there is no reason to be angry with anyone or anything" Zahwa explained.

"Many things I want to say and explain . But if you get angry and act as if nothing happened like this. I'll be even more confused" Surya said.

"I'm not angry. I've already lost! If you want to say something just say it," Zahwa now began to get emotional.

"If I'm the one who's supposed to marry you how?" surya asked clearly.

They shouldn't bring back their past. After all, everything looks fine. If time changes their destiny, it will perfect everything.

"Don't you think Zahwa, that I'm the one who asked your parents to marry you? But my father thought it was Hanan who became your lover. Because he was the one at home." Clear Solar

Zahwa. Digesting every word Surya said just now. These are not toys that can be finished and started at any time they want.

"Are you testing me?" yanya Zahwa full search .

"For what? I asked, if that's what would you do?" Surya replied, in again asking. It's making Zahwa depressed again.

"What's? I don't even know if it's right or wrong. If that's true, I can give you back time. But if it's wrong, what else can I do but live it" Zahwa said.

"So you gave up?"

"Give up for what? I don't understand your way of mind at all. I'm confused as to exactly what you're talking about!"

"Once again. You assume nothing ever happened - what!"

"Aren't you the one who wants that! You yourself said that we are now only a brother-in-law. Not more ! Don't again. I'm begging... " Surprisingly Zahwa. His emotions are getting out of control. What he thinks and feels is the opposite.

"If it is I who should marry you. I'll try to fight for that Zahwa! Don't you want us to go back to how we used to be. Or do you love Hanan? Hanan never loved you!"

"I know! Even Hanan himself said that to me! Then what if so? It won't change, will it? Or do you want to change it?!"

"I won't change it Zahwa . Let Hanan stay that way, I just want us to go back to how we used to be,"

"Sorry, this may not be polite. But I want you to keep your limits. Excuse me first, Assalamualaikum," said Zahwa, standing up and leaving.  The situation could no longer support speaking calmly.

"Zahwa!!" Call Surya

Zahwa kept walking, reluctant to turn to Surya.

"What exactly is Surya?" Bella asked who I don't know since when she was next to Surya. He stared intently at Surya wanting an explanation.

"I don't know. Why Zahwa is changing so quickly. He's not like the Zahwa he used to be" Surya complained.

"Well how else? She didn't even have a chance to explain anything" said Bella , she sat next to the frustrated Surya .

"Why are you still here? Didn't you come home ?" Ask Surya

"I left you on purpose. But it wouldn't be heartless to leave Zahwa alone." Answer Bella

"Am I so bad, that you cannot leave Zahwa with me, "

"Not because of that. But because you're still equally labile. Just put your feelings aside. Don't think how other people around you will."

"A person who is in love can become a Bella. You won't understand, "

"Being Majnun was your choice Surya. There are people who can make that feeling of love as maturity for themselves."

"If you just want to curse me, you better just go "

"I'm not wrong to say you're slow . In that case I came as your friend, and I am the older cousin of the one you love . If people are sane, they'd want me to help them get close to Zahwa, but you're gonna kick me out,"

Bella wants to go again.

"Yes yes sorry. Tell me what I should do, and what exactly is my fault?'' Surya said he was holding Bella back from leaving. 

"Before that, tell me everything. What really happened between you, Zahwa and your sister" Bella said. He's been like a crime investigation.